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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 22, 2011 11:56:47 GMT -5
thanks for the letter jack.
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 22, 2011 14:32:03 GMT -5
if jason wrote those letters, im done. i'm already so close to done, its not even funny. this is entirely too much unnecessary drama for something that is supposed to be fun.
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 28, 2011 2:24:54 GMT -5
i've had a lot of time to think about the game since i was gone for a while. i'm gonna make a few changes in my game. i've been very blah and since everyone else is allowed to be a selfish asshole, i think its my turn.
i had a good chat with sheila tonight after alex threw me under the bus to her. also wtf at will calling me out with everyone else after i told him last night that i would be back today to discuss the vote with him. jeeze these stupid heads are frustrating. like honestly alex, its called CONFIDENTIALITY. I TELL YOU SHIT IN CONFIDENCE.
will? have some patience. votes arent due immediately after the ceremony is posted kthx. everyone in this game is well aware i wont be here most of last week and this next week. so suck a lemon and have some patience.
also dick saying hes alright people vote him out cause he wants allison to stay? not ok with me, i told him this as well, but whatever.
anyways thats all for now.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 1, 2011 11:31:27 GMT -5
quick update on my feelings about people in the game currently.
Allison~ don't talk to her much. feel like she'll probably be after me soon enough. We have the same allies for now though.
Alex~ annoyed as shit with him currently. i felt bad for everything last week, but really, he seems to feel free to say whatever he wants to people especially if its something i've told him. i don't even have to be on this game board for like 2 days straight and i can still find my self getting yelled at by everyone. also i believe he's closer with shir in the game then he is with me.
Casey ~ idk where i stand with him. he's nice to everyone and we talk and get along great but i'm sure im no where near his first priority.
Eric~ same as casey, get along with him great but he's not taking me anywhere near the end game.
Jee~ i dont know where this guy stands. he's social with everyone, but idk who he is fully loyal to for sure. cool guy tho
Jeff~ love billy. hope the both of us can stick it out til at least jury. he's been nothin but good to me in this game, and i hope i can continue being the same to him.
nick~ had a talk with him the other day about how we were originally tightly aligned and things just changed like week one or two. it went out the door. i mean we've never been out right after the other one, but we're not final 2 by any means
sarah~ shir, although i know she's playing this game a lot harder than me, not quite as hard and intense as shadow is, but still harder, i still fully trust her, and want to keep working with her. i still want to work with shadow too but he needs to calm the shit down. shir has been part of my sanity in this game
sheila~ oh god. trying to remain neutral while he and shadow fight was/is the hardest thing ever. i straight up told shadow the other day how i feel because he wasnt GETTING IT. jason understood it all along, where i was coming from, and i feel bad because i HAVE been kind of abusive to him this game. not intentionally though. i just don't know how to handle being in the middle, especially when i don't rank one friend over the other in levels of importance. we had a REALLY good chat where i cleared most if not everything up, and apologized to him, but when you read this, i'm sorry jason. love you <3
will~ idk whats up with this guy, first he hates dick, then he wants to keep dick, we have a conversation i tell him ill be back later in the day to discuss the vote, i get home just about the time he starts calling me out? idk. it was the least annoying part of my day though, so cody got in no shit. idk. i may be wrong, but cody is usually used to being in control in this game, and it seems like everything he wants to happen lately isn't going his way. ALTHOUGH i know him well enough to think that things could be going exactly the way he wants them to be and he's sittin there behind his computer screen tappin his fingers and sitting there laughin an evil laugh.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 2, 2011 23:48:47 GMT -5
lgeezus. 3 timesi wrote a confessional and it got deleted. how fucking annoying. anyways, yay to winning hoh. wasn't expecting a win this time around, actually i never expect a win, but im happy i got it.people based hoh's are my thing.  i really just need to do whats best for me not everyone else this round. everyone wants jee to go up, they expect him to go up. but its such a wasted hoh. he's done like nothing this game. god, watch me keep him safe and he wins hoh next week and nominates me. blehhhhh. cant worry about the future. just the present. and im the one in charge so when my phone started blowin up at work tonight from jeff and lori <3 <3 telling me i won hoh, my reaction was WTF? i litterally walked around the store for 10 minutes going wtf haha. anyways the first names that came to mind were will and allison. will cause he pissed me off by calling me out about the vote last round when i told him id be on to discuss it. allison because she and i barely speak, and she's definitely gonna come after me before sarah and alex. will i don't think im gonna nominate because i really doubt hes gonna come after me for a while. i do want to try and make a deal with him though. my gut is saying to go with casey/allison or jee/allison. if i put jee up he's gonna go i think and i don't want that. this is totally bitchy and selfish of me to say but i would ideally like to see allison or eric go this week because they are here for sarah and alex and they've weakened me, so i want to weaken them a bit. i just need veto to work out for me  whatever i do this week it has to be somethign good for me its gonna be somethin interesting anyways. the only people safe 100% are sheila, sarah, alex, jeff and nick. anyone else is fair game really. also im gonna be gone most of the day tomorrow so if i can have tomorrow night to talk to some people kc, i'd like to be able to post nominations on friday |
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 5, 2011 3:14:18 GMT -5
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 5, 2011 3:22:59 GMT -5
someone in this game hates me very much. idk who told kat i was gonna nom her but whatever, i ended up telling her, less damage. says shes not gonna come after me if wins hoh still? idk. also casey said if he wins hoh hes not nominating me. whatever. i am an idiot for making these nominations.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 5, 2011 3:27:42 GMT -5
can we just go ahead and put me in the hall of shame now, thanks.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 5, 2011 18:24:21 GMT -5
lmao i guess alex has final 2's with nick and casey?
i remember talking to him way before the game just saying something about final 2 and he evaded me completely. what a jerk ass.
casey wants me to backdoor alex this week. im annoyed at my self and them enough to do it. it would gain me points with sheila totally, then casey, jee, as well. probably will a bit, although he would have sarah to him self then as well. i really really just need to think this out.
everyone is stomping on me right now. like if this was real life and people were walking on me i bet i'd be more azn then jee and angie right now because i'd be in china.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 7, 2011 1:57:24 GMT -5
im extremely pissed off.
sarah is annoying the hell out of me.
alex is not so bad because he's being rational, but they both want me to do shit for them. im sorry but i feel like they've done nothing (well shir, hasnt reallydone much for me this game, shads kept me safe a few times) except like weaken my game at this point.
i dont care if they feel its being personal, or if kats not after me this next week. i need to take someone out of the game that is not looking out for me. casey and jee and nick and everyone may eventually target me, but everyones gonna target everyone at some point. im just mixing up this game. sarah and alex cant sit pretty the entire game. its not fair that i have to squirm and they don't. stop throwing comps sarah. maybe if you didn't throw comps then i wouldnt have a hope in hell in winning. whatevers.
sarah and alex are worried about them selves. its not a bad thing, and i understand it, but what about me? why cant i be worried about me? if i was playing for 6th or 7th place, i would have kept andii in the game.
everything i said in the argument in peen was pure logic, and they just refuse to look at it from my point of view.we're supposed to be aligned and workin together to get rid of eachothers threats, and all this shit shoudl not have went down this week. i never even reacted half way like this when alex nominated sheila. the reactions i've gotten from even just a suggestion, show that this is probably the best move for me.
im not here to help you win the game. im here to have you help ME win the game, and that shit hasnt been happenign at all, so im doing what i feel is right for me. if it happens to bite me in the ass next week, well fuck me, thats my fault. at least i went out trying to do something. i cant make everyone happy all the time. i think i've spent enough time pissing sheila off, and she's always had my best interests in mind. time to do me.
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Post by Nat ~ on Mar 7, 2011 11:48:52 GMT -5
yup. so you finally saw that everything you were telling me about votes and what not was not true. i litterally did not set out to piss you off, but im playing this game too. it might not have seemed that way for the last like what 9/10 weeks? but i have arrived. i think its fair that i get to take out someone you are close to, since that is originally what was planned, we are aligned so we dont have to take out our own allies. the way things went down this week really didn't have to happen and im severely pissed off. im glad i finally got things off my chest though. |
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