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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 1, 2011 1:16:12 GMT -5
well well well hello there merge.
first lets have a moment of silence for the two people who left right before.
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i'm happy that everything worked out and brian left. that dude is sneaky as hell. he was all like no i wouldnt have nominated you but i wanted to. and then told shadow he wanted to nominate me and jeff? eff that shit. shit like that is why you're gone. BUH BYE!
as for dan. his eviction is bittersweet. i was really kind of hoping angie would have left this time around. yeah i had problems with juice before, and still probably couldn't fully trust him in the game, but he def had a good point when he pointed out all of angies friends. he fought to stay, angie "fought" when she knew she had the support of her friends. she sent out pms to people that were kind of like, uhm pointless, and a tad bitchy lmao. i give her credit for reaching out, and being true to her style but it didnt help her case at all.
either way one of them had to leave because they were both close, and strong players, one more so in the challenge way, and the other in a social way. bleh. this game is hard hahah.
anyways the game is on, merge is here, and peen is 3/4 strong.
i have my final 2 with sheila and final 2 with jeff as well
even though i'm not entirely sure they are still on board with it, cause you cant really trust anyone but your self in these games,
i just will go with my gut for the rest of this game, thats the best i can do. blehhh.
i think i'm mostly ok with everyone left in the game, but you never know. theres always room for a monkey wrench to be thrown in here and there.
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 1, 2011 16:33:41 GMT -5
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 3, 2011 0:28:02 GMT -5
there is too much shit going on in this game idk who to believe anymore. but i guess nicks number 1 is angie cause he's telling her like everything and spreading rumours about who peoples nominations would be and what not. IDK i'm too naive for these games. sheila told me that nick told angie that alex's noms would be sheila/amanda. angie was pissed at me, jeff, and alex earlier because of the vote i guess? for the tree? something about how i'm in with the people who want her out? well i mean thats TRUE! BUT my vote was purely my gut instinct. it hasn't steered me wrong before, so i went with it. sarah and alex are tense about all this drama with nick. i always kind of felt like this was gonna happen. i was supposed to have a final 3 with him but he never talked shit with me at all so i went on my own path. i cant stress this game anymore. ive already had like 30 heart attacks and 742 panic attacks because of this game. I'm pissed, but I'll deal with shit when it comes down to it. I'm not worrying about the future anymore. this mystery houseguest is gonna fuck up either my game or my life outside this game if its a comeback. just saying. i would reallllly reallly like to see will come back if someone has to. don't get me wrong. id be happy for andii or juice to come back because i know how upset they were to be out of this game, but for my game it would be bad  |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 3, 2011 12:46:08 GMT -5
thatssobritti (11:43:38 AM): honestly
thatssobritti (11:43:43 AM): you think you know whats going on in this game
thatssobritti (11:43:49 AM): then you find out your bff was a mushroom
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 3, 2011 13:24:45 GMT -5
for the record, that was me talking to jason, i just wanted to quote that line cause it explains exactly how i feel about this game.
i don't even know if she was the mushroom, jason just said something like kc said it was taken care of in week three and it was a girl? /confused. i really dont pay enough attention AND im naive.
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 4, 2011 20:16:23 GMT -5
ok i wanted to write this earlier but i had the spins most of the day. don't drink heavily, kids! its bad news the next day. anyways, hell yes at alex winning hoh! peen ftw!!!!! (also urtv 6 ftw, we've been on a hot streak!) i'm also excited will is back. it was the best case scenario for me. idk whats gonna happen this week, but i know that i can sit back and relax. i have a feeling theres gonna be a lot of drama. hopefully i dont get pulled into it hahah. apparently nick was trying to find a way to sabotage alex during hoh. what a douche move, thats only something shadow and i do  . idk why he would have done that cause before last night/the night before, nick wasnt on anyone's radars and now he's got like a red flag stuck into his head. sheila wants me and dick to use our veto balls next week i he wins hoh so he could backdoor will? idk what i think about that. i understand hes out to get jason, but right now he's not out to get me. but we'll see i guess. i might end up using my veto ball this week to help out alex, and sarah (making sure that angie goes?) but we don't wanna reveal too much. bleh. when are auto veto balls good til anyways? will wants me/dick to give him our veto balls? idk if they are even transferable. but even i i did that, it would have to be in like the weirdest situation, because thats like a death wish right there. haha. IDK!!!!! there was a lot of discussion about veto balls today, and i was like STOP TALKING SMART IM HUNG OVER FOOLS. anywayssss.....uhmmm i'm sorry i've been boring, i'm trying to blend into the background of this game, and it just makes for a boring confessional. |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 5, 2011 22:20:53 GMT -5
re-reading urtv 3 currently for the lols and i thought this post from my confessional there describes what im doing now  i'm gonna try to let these children eat them selves alive and then if i make it far enough make a power move. call that being carried if you want, but i think its a good strategy since most of these people are psycho and all about "give me attention" and "im better than you" |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 5, 2011 22:21:12 GMT -5
LMAO AT THAT MAKING SARAH'S STAR POST.
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 7, 2011 18:24:27 GMT -5
so i dont forget where i put mine i'd like mine hidden here plz  its in the casting ceremony, page for of "splitting things up" i think? Re: DOR Notice « Reply #57 on Jan 12, 2011, 12:52am » |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 9, 2011 1:08:33 GMT -5
fuck google chrome. ctrl z doesnt work for a redo. god usually i can get my deleted stuff back. now i actually have to re-write. how annoying. anyways. im sad that alex put sheila up as replacement, i mean i understand why he did it, and i cant blame him, it just sucks. i really don't like seeing sheila on the block. i mean its not me, [thank god! i totally freaking thought i was gonna be out of this house on my birthday, thanks shad ] but its still like bleh. i really hope james will vote with sarah and i. i feel bad for angie too, love bridget, talking to her is super fun outside this game, but we honestly have no technical deal in this game. we have "im not after you", which im really not, but i won't vote jason out over her. BLEHHHH |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 10, 2011 2:53:16 GMT -5
Ok, I've been really bad at confessional updates this season, I'm sorry.
This last round really sucked, I didn't want to see Sheila hit the block against Angie, but it gave me a legit reason to vote out Angie, and I didn't have to deal with her campaigning so that was a plus. But even so, I told Alex I would rather see Nick on the block next to Angie because they are close, but he wanted Sheila, and I understand his reasonings, but Sheila is now hardcore after him(after cody of course).Now 2 of my closest Allies are after eachother. How fancy. It bides good for me because I'm not a target at this point, but it sucks because I bet I get put right smack in the middle of it. I'm just glad that Sheila didn't go off this week, or quit like she said she wanted to. GOd that would have sucked. Jason quitting, Bridget still here, this game would be like all over the place, I couldn't even dream up a way to explain it.
I feel like I've been sitting back FAR too much this game, and that I'm playing a really bleh game, but with everyone else that has been in this game its something that I think had to be done. I'm not inactive, and I'm not being anti-social. I talk to Alex, Sarah, Jeff, Sheila, Jee, James, Dick every chance I get.
I got this scary feeling tonight that I'm like the "Jeff" of last seasons JDJ. (not that this is a bad thing billy, im talking before you started making deals with others outside the alliance) Sarah and Alex are so strong, and very smart when it comes to the strategizing, and competitions, and I feel like I'm just kind of existing right now. It was really scary, because I was thinking, god if I went to the finals with one of them, how would I be able to beat them? I don't want to be thinking these things, and it's not going to change my loyalties but I really just want to up my game a bit with out having to make my self stand out too much.
I do feel like I'm doing alright though. It's week like 6 or 7 or something, I've already been nominated once, and been HOH once, and I don't think I have much damage at all from either situation.I don't think anyone is directly coming after me, and I do think that I have plenty of sources to get information from.
Deals:
Final 3-Alex/Sarah/Me
Final 2 Sheila/Me
Jeff/Me
Thats not too many people, or deals, which is good because I don't want to piss of anymore people than I have to. I've already done enough damage this season.
Anyways, this started out by me writing my thoughts on the people left standing and then I wrote everything above, so I'm gonna post this and head to bed, i'll do hoh tomorrow
Alex~ shadcat, he's my boyfrannnn! favourite kitty ever. i know he's not too impressed that angie left, but i don't think he's too pissed at me. either way, he's mah man.<3
Alison~ well we're not after eachother yet, we're working together pretty good, she's good shit im sure it will come down to britti vs kat at some point tho
Amanda~ went from my first target to one of my allies? pretty impressive how low hes been laying lately.
Casey~ I really don't know what to expect from him right now. I think we're even from nominating eachother, and neither of us were really after eachother, so IDK. I have no idea what to expect if he were to win hoh. At least his main ally Angie is gone.
Dick~ love him. Tyler is hilarious, and great to talk to. I kind of miss officer howie, but I like knowing the real tyler too. he and i are on good terms, and i really dont wanna see him go anywhere soon.
Eric~ well, i don't know what to think. I mean its aminal, i <3 him but he's got lots of friends haha. I think he and taylor are definitely working together.
James~ good guy. got him self in hot water with alex by voting angie out, but i really appreciate that he did it. she had to go at some point, and if not now, it probably would be never. hi angie u new winner!
Jee~ don't really know where this guys loyaltys are at all, but he is a challenge beast and needs to gtfo!! he's nice to talk to tho!
Jeff~ i'm really trusting him, he's really been into voting the same as what i want this game and what not Billy's a cool guy, and if peen doesn't work out for some stupid reason (please let peen work out!!) i could see myself at the end of this game with him.
Natalie~ she's pretty damn awesome if i do say so my self
Nick~ ok, i love tay, but i really feel as if as soon as this game started i was no longer a priority in this game for him. which is fine, i also could have made him feel the same way when I got over involved in the peen alliance. IDK though, he always said it was gonna be Jess >>>>> Angie when we talked pregame, and he made many actions this game to prove otherwise. lame. BLEH.
Sarah~ love this girl. she's smart, and really into the game. I honestly see her as a huge potential to win this game, to be honest.
Sheila~ jason's my baby like i said earlier with billy, if i can't make it to the end with peen, i want to be at the end of the game with him. i think he's been a bit shifty this game so far, but i <3 him.
Will~ codyyy. well we didn't talk about this last vote cause we both knew w hat we were doing and didn't bother talking the other out of it, he was my best case scenario with the comeback in the game, and im excited he's here, but he still needs to gtfo soon. I'm gonna win this game for the 2nd time, be the only person in final 2 three x's. SUCK A LEMON
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 15, 2011 16:09:36 GMT -5
well this round really sucks either way (unless aminal decides to take someone off the block and backdoor someone!), i'm losing an ally. i really don't want to vote out either of them. both will and sheila have said they are leaning towards voting out jeff, which really sucks, because i feel like i do have a legit deal with jeff to the end, even though he may have a few others. i see them both as equal players in the game, they are both sort of off on their own, but i do think that jeff has a few more friends in the game, while james is more on his own, and also has more enemies. idk what to do, i think i'm gonna HOPEFULLY talk to everyone and find out what the majority is gonna do, and either vote with the majority or if there is more than enough majority, than maybe ill give a sympathy vote. idk. we'll see. anyways i am gonna try and be more interesting and write more confessionals, instead of being a total bore whore. x |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 16, 2011 17:10:20 GMT -5
i feel so bad with this vote. both these guys are so great and i dont want either of them to go. |
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 17, 2011 17:17:43 GMT -5
ugh great, sheila's mad at me. i hate jason being mad at me. he legit doesnt even want to speak to me. for fuck sakes. he told me he wasn't gonna be mad at me if i voted to keep jeff, and now he is? it sucks, but i kind of understand why he's mad. if i had known that the vote was gonna be to keep jeff BEFORE i did, which was right when i needed to be walking out the door for work, i would have got in contact with him and told him to switch his vote. i told him i needed to do what was best for me and to keep my self on the right side of the vote, and he told me he "heard" most people were voting to evict jeff, and i told him that i didn't know what was going on. i WAS going to vote to evict Jeff, but it just came down to legit what would be better in the end. I wasn't trying to fuck over Jason, and it just sucks. Especially since he doesn't want to talk to me right now, and normally we can get through shit even if we don't like what the other is doing.
i legit didn't know what was going on because the only people that told me straight up how they were voting were sheila, will and jee.
shadow wanted james gone, and i said i just wanted to be on the right side of things. it just sucks that it came down to one vote. thats probably the worst part of all of this. jeebus! ughhhhh. perfect time for this to happen to. he doesn't want to talk about this, and in 2 days i wont be able to even talk about it, cause i wont be around. :/
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Post by Nat ~ on Feb 21, 2011 13:59:07 GMT -5
im not gonna lie. im really pissed off at the way things are going down right now and im stressed, and im not even enjoying my time with my friends because of all this shit. plus things that happened weeks ago are effecting my real life, not even with just the person that was upset, but with people ive known irl. and im so fed up right now. i've never ever felt this stressed or shitty in my life and its an online game. i wish people could see it the way i do, and not act and talk to me like its the end of the world or like im the worst person for doing what i want to do, even though i never did anything. i treat this game just like what it is, and people know that i want to be good to my friends and they try and talk to me like they dont care what i do but implying that they will never talk to me again. it sucks and it puts me in a crappy position, and i would never do that to anyone. on top of that i just wanna say well fine, if thats how you feel at this point, then do it, be pissed off at me, hate me over an online game. ill shut my internet off and go live in the real world. i <3 everyone, especially those i consider real friends, but for me this is a game, and the way that i feel im being manipulated is RETARDED and all this drama is unneccesary. god.
i sound like such an asshole here, but i needed a rant because i'm getting really fed up and its to the point i dont even want to sign on here. i love love love love your game kc and meow, also to the pw that got upgraded i <3 you as well, but i've hit a wall right now, and i probably wont be getting over it for a while.
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