Dear Diary [DIARY ROOM]

[Allison Nichols]

Allison's Diary Room



Where I express myself about the game~

[Allison Nichols]

So the game has finally started. We have been waiting forever and now that it is here, it doesn't feel real. I am pretty excited as yeah, URTV is one of the most intense games ever.

I wasn't aware the game was starting so when I got online, I was bombarded. You know... I'm always bombarded regardless since I'm like a celebrity. It has it perks but it also has it's you know... kdflskllfk;aflsald;;dla'ds;ldaf

I haven't really been online AIM much (well I've been invisi) because I didn't wanna participate in much pregame talk cuz I hate when convos die, lol. But yeah, this was unusual. I couldn't keep up ;p as I was talking to so many people and I didn't wanna be a bitch (I'm never one) cuz it's rude to ignore.

Anyway back to the story; I came online and found out the game started. Dick told me were in the same group and I have to go pick a partner. I sign on the board and read the welcome thread. I was reading everyone's bio but got bored as I only really cared for mine Like I mentioned, the IMs started and Brian asked me if I wanted to be his partner. I agreed cuz I didn't wanna say no, like... hello!!! It is embarassing I was kinda one of the last picked but I'm just gonna pretend it's due to me not being online

I then check my PMs and I had three people asking to be my partner. I felt so special and it reminded me of the time when Shadow asked to feel me up Jee, Brian & Natalie were the three houseguests. Jee was the first to ask but then sent me a PM shortly after saying, sorry he has a partner. I was kinda annoyed that Angie stole my asian but it's all good cuz he said he hopes we can still work together. (That proves that my communication with him has paid off!) BUT it makes me think that Angie also has been contacting him and I was hoping she wouldn't get his paws onto him. I felt bad for the Natalie thing, lol. She apparently really wanted to be partners and told people that she was asking me. . If I read my PMs first before I spoke to Brian, I probably woulda accepted hers despite him asking me in PM as well.

Yada yada yada I spoke to a bunch of people. Not real interesting since it's just kissing ass. I'm glad I am partners with Brian as it will bring us closer and he is someone who is super loyal. I did tell a few people I wish I was their partner oops. And I still haven't talked to Angie, James and Jessica. I don't care to be quite honest as they will be my targets and I always feel bad after I speak to someone. I don't dislike anyone as I have in previous games... so yeah... it's gonna be hard. I hate breaking hearts but it's a game and I just hope there is someone to mend them after the game is over. At least I'll have Britney to comfort me when her new music comes out

There is a theory that groups will be houses and we've been split up by whether we were a Hero or Villain. I didn't believe it at first because I am never a villain... like come on. If it's true, I will be sooo offended cuz yeah. I don't like villains as villains are usually more crazy and like cutthroat? lol. But this is Big Brother and it's different to Survivor. Anyway now that I think about it, it does make sense based on the houseguests in my group. I wouldn't be that mad if we do end up being split cuz 1] It would be interesting 2] I like most of my house. I'm sure this is amusing you, lol.

Alex is a fake hero, jsyk.

[Allison Nichols]

Convo with Kail:

queenmorriganx (5:25:36 AM): girl
queenmorriganx (5:25:39 AM): people making ALLIANCES
itfz88 (5:25:40 AM): boy
queenmorriganx (5:25:41 AM): left and right
queenmorriganx (5:25:43 AM): its crazy
itfz88 (5:25:46 AM): oh
queenmorriganx (5:25:47 AM): i dont play this way....
itfz88 (5:25:48 AM): are they
queenmorriganx (5:25:51 AM): yea
queenmorriganx (5:25:53 AM): its annoying me
queenmorriganx (5:25:54 AM): tbh
itfz88 (5:26:00 AM): like who ?
itfz88 (5:26:03 AM): lolol
queenmorriganx (5:26:05 AM): i dont get the point of making 100 alliances
queenmorriganx (5:26:06 AM): lol
queenmorriganx (5:26:07 AM): um
queenmorriganx (5:26:13 AM): Like 4-5
itfz88 (5:26:13 AM): =x
queenmorriganx (5:26:15 AM): have asked
queenmorriganx (5:26:15 AM): -_-
queenmorriganx (5:26:19 AM): the thing is
queenmorriganx (5:26:21 AM): i dont make lions
itfz88 (5:26:24 AM): well isnt that
queenmorriganx (5:26:24 AM): unless i approach people
itfz88 (5:26:24 AM): rude
itfz88 (5:26:26 AM): no one has asked moi
queenmorriganx (5:26:26 AM): keke
queenmorriganx (5:26:28 AM): oh
queenmorriganx (5:26:31 AM): lets work together

Comments: I tried to fish

Convo with Jee

ijeelly (5:35:31 AM): hey allison =D
itfz88 (5:37:40 AM): heyy :-D
itfz88 (5:37:43 AM): how are ya?
ijeelly (5:38:00 AM): i'm doing good
ijeelly (5:38:02 AM): how are you?
itfz88 (5:38:30 AM): good thanks
itfz88 (5:38:33 AM): what you been up 2?
ijeelly (5:38:48 AM): nothing really
ijeelly (5:38:51 AM): sleeping a lot lol
ijeelly (5:38:52 AM): you?
itfz88 (5:38:55 AM): lol
itfz88 (5:38:56 AM): playing my wii
itfz88 (5:38:58 AM): james bond
ijeelly (5:39:07 AM): nice
ijeelly (5:39:11 AM): i actully have to go eat
ijeelly (5:39:13 AM): sorry ttyl
ijeelly (5:39:13 AM): bye

Comments: Best convo ever

[Allison Nichols]

Wow so I find out that I could possibly be a nominee. I didn't really wanna try for HoH because at least one couple has someone I like which is sooo annoying but I don't wanna be the first voted out.

Convo with Sarah
shirzzz9 (9:20:13 AM): [Offline IM sent 4h and 13m ago]
Shadz (5:16:39 PM): im annoyed u cant go for hoh since nick will wanna throwww
Shadz (5:16:52 PM): anyways jessica/dan are going for hoh and theyd nom erika/kail and allison/brian
shirzzz9 (5:17:35 PM): ugh
shirzzz9 (5:17:38 PM): kat?

Well isn't that just great? A few hours before that, Dan told me he won't nominate me -_______-

Convo with Dan
DanIsNotJudas (5:55:06 AM):Jessica
DanIsNotJudas (5:55:31 AM):do you like her? =-O
itfz88 (5:55:39 AM):havent talked to her at all lol
DanIsNotJudas (5:55:50 AM):aww
itfz88 (5:56:51 AM):yeah
itfz88 (5:56:52 AM):its aiight
DanIsNotJudas (5:57:18 AM):dont nom us if you win! lol
DanIsNotJudas (5:57:19 AM)::-P
itfz88 (5:59:28 AM):lmao
itfz88 (5:59:29 AM):i wouldnt
itfz88 (5:59:31 AM):haha
DanIsNotJudas (6:00:31 AM):lol ty and the same goes for you too. I like brits and aussies. their accents are the best! lol
itfz88 (6:05:44 AM):lmao
itfz88 (6:05:46 AM):thank you

If it's just Jessica running her mouth then bitch better shut the fuvk up cuz what an idiot spewing that shit when they're not HoH. I would LOVE to nominate her ass but I would feel guilty since I do get along with Dan. Geez!

I guess I shoulda been partners with Natalie now now I'm kinda screwed.

Apparently Dan/Jessica started @ 9:10PM

[Allison Nichols]

Anyway it's so funny how into this game people are. They're making a big deal about everything and it's quite amusing. The fact that I am a possible target makes me just feel blehh about it all. I don't wanna throw people under the bus and like confront Dan ;[ whatever man.

[Allison Nichols]

Will told me about me/Brian being nominees and I also asked Jason to ask Natalie which he did. Natalie confirmed that I am a potential nominee.

Convo with Will

Will (4:15:33 PM): um you guys need to try for hoh ">"
itfz88 (4:16:18 PM): i know
itfz88 (4:16:21 PM): ill wait for him in the morning
itfz88 (4:16:35 PM): night for me
itfz88 (4:16:50 PM): why do we need to do hoh =-O
Will (4:19:39 PM): oh
Will (4:19:48 PM): don't kill the messenger
Will (4:19:53 PM): you did not hear this from me :-)
Will (4:20:15 PM): Dan/Jessica are reportedly going long time and potential noms would be Ali/Brian + Erika/Kail
Will (4:20:29 PM): don't say my name ">"
Will (4:20:33 PM): this convo is not happening right now
Will (4:20:34 PM): its a dream
Will (4:20:35 PM):
itfz88 (4:21:29 PM): im telling
Will (4:22:39 PM): ">"
itfz88 (4:25:49 PM): are you sure its even true
Will (4:26:12 PM): I heard a few times
Will (4:26:15 PM): but idk
itfz88 (4:28:34 PM): okay

Convo with Jason

xxyourdead101xx (5:00:40 PM): sh sh sh plz
xxyourdead101xx (5:00:46 PM): but yea ur a nom prolly
xxyourdead101xx (5:00:52 PM): thats what juice said i guess
itfz88 (5:00:54 PM): do you know why?
xxyourdead101xx (5:01:09 PM): ill ask
itfz88 (5:01:11 PM): juice said im safe like last time i talked to him so wtf lol
xxyourdead101xx (5:01:31 PM): i think its just cuz ur a threat to him and jenna dun care
xxyourdead101xx (5:01:34 PM): rlly?
xxyourdead101xx (5:01:38 PM): and the other nom is erika/kail
xxyourdead101xx (5:01:43 PM): so even if u r ur safe
itfz88 (5:02:15 PM): that sucks tho
xxyourdead101xx (5:02:38 PM): yeea
xxyourdead101xx (5:02:45 PM): shitty tit

I spoke a bit with Angie and as I've already stated, I do think she has a good personality. It's easy to talk to her but it just sucks that she's a player, lol. If Angie wasn't partnered with Jee, I probably would of nominated her... actually I think she is close with Brian so he wouldn't allow it but you know. I also spoke to Jeff the other day which I haven't since SBB10. I thought he was pissed at me due to that because we used to be quite close. I am kinda glad we are talking again cuz he's a cool guy.

I just talked to Brian and we're going for the HoH. We have no idea what to believe cuz I've heard we're going up but from Angie he heard James/Will. I do think there is a possibility that people are lying and tryna cause drama but idk. It would suck if it isn't true cuz I am getting along with Dan for now. This partner thing ain't working for me

Convo with Brian

jenuinejen69 (11:49:43 PM): hmmm
jenuinejen69 (11:49:49 PM): i havent heard it from anyone else
jenuinejen69 (11:49:56 PM): i heard cody/james and erika/kail
itfz88 (11:49:58 PM): jason / sheila also confirmed it
itfz88 (11:50:06 PM): who did you hear that from
jenuinejen69 (11:50:14 PM): um
jenuinejen69 (11:50:20 PM): bridget i think?
jenuinejen69 (11:50:20 PM): idk
jenuinejen69 (11:50:29 PM): but dont say

Alex has sorta gone down my trust list he never mentioned anything he heard to me whereas he told Sarah... wtf?? I tried to fish it out and he said nothing, lol.

itfz88 (12:08:44 AM): gosh if we do it
itfz88 (12:08:49 AM): ima be up all night again
itfz88 (12:08:50 AM): fk that
ShadowcatX312 (12:08:56 AM): lol well i think dan jess
ShadowcatX312 (12:08:58 AM): are winning
itfz88 (12:09:01 AM): yeah ik
itfz88 (12:09:47 AM): i wonder who they would nom
ShadowcatX312 (12:10:33 AM): im getting peeved

He changed the topic

[Allison Nichols]

Also I noticed that when you're having a convo with someone it seems to get around. So annoying @_@

Brian was speaking to Jordan. Jordan told Dan. Dan then messages both me and Brian. Then tells Alex. Then Alex asks me. I don't give anything up. That's how it's done~

Oh yeah Dan is kissing our asses right about now. He could be genuine but we all know how he is a good talker / charmer. Like in URTV9, I didn't end up going thru with nominating him cuz he's good. Dan is telling me that it's not true and he promised me I wasn't going up. He also said how our name probably got thrown out cuz when he was talking to Angie she mentioned me/Brian, James/Will as nominations and he agreed.

Brian was talking about alliances and stuff. He wants to work with James/Will cuz it seems like they have our back ;p Oh and we're called the 'Foreign Allegiance'

[Allison Nichols]

I don't think our time was enough. I'm kinda mad Brian left to go eat when I sorta stayed up all night to win this -_____- altho if we don't win, at least I won't feel guilty but whatever. I am now hearing Dan/Jessica went 8 hours @_@ It's all good and hopefully Dan was telling me the truth. Brian may cost us to go up 100% since he was actin' weird to Dan.

[Allison Nichols]

Ew my reaction at hoh results;



totally knew it. I think I'm going up even tho Dan kept promising to keep us safe but obviously he was just tryna save his ass since we knew we were one of the nominees incase we won. Damn it woulda been epic had Brian and I won but bitch hada go eat. But wow, 8 hours is impressive.

Jessica how about this for the first GIF;



Anyway I don't feel like talking to the houesguests, lol. I just feel awkward and it takes too much of my time. I don't feel like talking to Dan blehhhhh

[insert paragraphs of bitchin']

[Allison Nichols]

Have to put on a fake smile like majority of the houseguests and keep calm.

[Allison Nichols]

Not much to say... we were put up despite Dan saying that they were "rumors" (us going up) and promising us safety before HoH results. Ofcourse it wasn't that much of a surprise since when I talked to him before nominations, he was acting different. Our conversation was awkward cuz I didn't know what to say... all I knew is that I wasn't gonna throw Sarah under the bus. I was thinkin' bout throwing Will but he got that information from Sarah -_____- As I was talking to Dan, I was sharing it with Will... so he knows that I trust him. Yahh I'm up for working with him cuz majority of the houseguests are with that group and I ain't gonna go after Will when it would be stupid. Well for now I would paste my convo with Dan but my log with him comes out weird Too lazy to edit it XD

As you know; we're nominated against against Kail/Erika. It really sucks to be nominated against them cuz I like them. Kail seems to trust me a lot and I am loving Erika This is honestly the first time we're actually getting to know eachother and I always wondered why we weren't friends. I love his voice We skyped (Me/Brian/Kail/Erika) and realised it was multi cultural lol

Brian = British
Allison = Australian
Kail = Puerto Rican
Erika = Amercian

hotshittttttt. I wish there was some way for us to be both safe but I think whoever stays on the block is screwed. If nominations stay the same, we obviously would stay against them but I don't wanna be cocky since anything can happen. It would be smart for people to keep them cuz it leaves them as targets. I do hope we win PoV tho I wanted to throw it so Will/James wins but Will told me James doesn't wanna use it -_____- so lame. If we win, I betcha they're gonna be the replacement

I was getting pissed @ the competition cuz in BD AS I could post at least 39 per minute and in the tests, I was getting less. I'm just glad I didn't mess up in the real deal. I went a bit overboard posting extras :x As lame as it sounds... posting was such an adrenaline rush lolz

I'm kinda leaving a lot of things out but it's hot and I'm bothered.

[Allison Nichols]

Yay we won PoV!! w00t w00t

Altho I'm looking like a threat... it's an allstars game. People already know all this information so it's not anything new. I do think together, Brian and I, are threatening since we almost won endurance too, lol. Oh well! I don't care if we stand out since I'd rather be safe than risk going home. We're sorta on the bottom as pairs... ofcourse it depends who wins since I have my own pull but yeah lol we're not the safest couple by far.

Dan/Jessica are screwed. They're gonna have to nominate another couple who they promised safety which is <3. Everyone knows they're a threat and shady liars. I don't see them making jury which is awesome. I do like Dan outside the game but he's gotta go... and obviously I'd be down with Jessica leaving as she hasn't made any attempt to contact me (yeahh I know it works both ways).

I can't wait to see the replacement. I think it will be James/Will which sucks because I don't want Erika/Kail to leave

[Allison Nichols]

UGH hate the replacements

[Allison Nichols]

I am in such a pickle I like both couples and I could be the swing vote. Whoever I vote out will end up pissed at me since I basically said I would keep both This sucks. I think more people will be mad at me if I vote out Casey/Eric but it would be smarter to vote them out. I'm not saying I am leaning towards that cuz I know they have me high as their allies. Erika/Kail would have me higher. BLEH

I hate being torn and having to choose / make decisions cuz I really do hate lying to people I like whatever.

EDIT:

Will just told me the plan is a no go, phew. Cuz if he had the votes it is possible I woulda had to vote Casey/Eric cuz Brian was down with this plan. I feel bad for Will everyone knows what he is up to and it's gonna backfire. Like people are pissed @ him and yeah.

[Allison Nichols]

It was sad that Kail/Erika left It really was a lame week and one of the worst, lol. I know it's only Week 1 but that's saying something. TERRIBLE TERRIBLE. I loved Erika's last words <3 omg the things he said about Dan/Jessica SOOO TRUE.

I kinda am in a better position now. No one brought that I would vote Casey/Eric out I had Alex and other people asking me about it. I played it off cuz I never really promised my vote to Kail. I said if he can get the votes, then it's possible cuz he knew that I hated noms and it was difficult for me. I'm glad I didn't have to make a decision cuz as stated, it was a terrible week. I will miss Erikail

Last week did bring me closer to Jamill and I'm thinking mainly cuz of Brian but who cares. Brian and I wanted to win the next HoH like you don't even know. We wanted to show Dan/Jessica who boss is but unfortunately we came in second place. We really were a good team, like one of the strongest. I'm not sure if it's because others were throwing comps but yeah, we were a force to be reckoned with.

It was good Jamill won (maybe even better than us winning even tho they're not after Danisca) since we're close to them. I knew we were safe and I was like all chill but then the houses split. It was shocking cuz I thought you weren't gonna do it but very happy since it keeps the game interesting Anyway I was kinda like "oh shit" because I was safe before thanks to Brian. Even tho I'm kinda good with Will, I can't assume things. And look at the house... most of the people in our house are houseguests I'm aligned with like Eric, Dick, Amanda... but Will said I'm safe ;D so yeah it's all good.

I love my house though I am good with everyone bar Angie, Dan and I guess Joe but he is like a waste of space. I don't think I have anything to worry about right now unless the people I mention win HoH but I still think I would be able to get votes. I rather be in this house than the other even though I think I would be safe in that too. I hope Brian and Jee survive. Also Alex too because I love him but game wise, he's a threat despite being aligned I have no idea how high I am on his ranks ;o

No one really knows I am good with Will except Sarah, Brian and James. People probably expect me to be nominated I know Will told me Dan thinks we don't get a long and he told him that I might be an option XD I wonder how long this will last though cuz I usually get tired of it after while Just gon' roll with it for now. Anyway I think Will is obligated to nominate Joe since he's the least active and against him... probably someone like Dick/Amanda. I know he's gonna keep Dan since he knows people are targeting him. He's smart I feel this week is gonna be relaxing

So yeah loving it. I will try and update my diary as things happen, lol. I've been slack and leave things out. Don't worry I'll bring back mah diary passion :#