Heyyyyyyaaa

[Nat ~]

Hey boys
Congratulations on final 2. I adore you both mucho, and you both know that.

oh and let me just say FUCK YEAH HEROESSSSS! 2 heroes in the finale makes me a happy person <3

Jeff, you were one of my closest allies this entire game and i give you major props for getting to where you are. We've talked so much since i've been evicted from the game, and I already know where you stand mostly. I <3 ya!

Nick, I thought you were gonna be one of my closest allies from the beginning of this game, but as soon as lori left things fell apart. I know that you and lori originally had a final 2, so I'm kind of curious as to what else I don't know. I give you mad props for getting to final 2, but I'm not gonna give you mad props on your social game like everyone else has. I feel like we had TERRIBLE communication. While some of it was my fault, I honestly felt like there was a HUGE HUGE wall up between us. You didn't want to tell me anything about what was going on in your game, I told you what was going on in my game far too late, and I don't think you even cared honestly when I did. I adore you so much, but I don't see how you had this amazing social game. Especially when Jenna who was/is one of your best friends wasn't even able to get a word out of you regarding the game very often.

Sorry I didn't mean to go off on a tangent, or try and make you feel bad, but I just wanted to put my perspective out there, since I haven't felt overly comfortable placing my opinion somewhere where I am VERY outnumbered.

SO, that being said, I'm gonna get to the questions I have. I don't really have that many, since everyone else has asked 100 or so.

Nick,
tell me why, from your perspective,our alliance fell apart at the beginning of the game? (you and me, not you me jenna nad lori)
tell me what your weaknesses were in the game?
what are the things you did wrong?
what is the moment you are most proud of, aside from winning the final hoh?
aside from lori being a final 2 partner of yours, what else would be surprising to me about your game?
who are 3 people from urtv you'd like to spend the day with and why?
tell me your favourite thing about me (i like compliments even if i have to beg for them bahahah)

Jeff,
what is the most surprising factor about your game?
if you could change ONE thing in the game what would it be?
(aside from the jason cheating thing. all of us would probably change this so its kind of a moot point )
who are the 3 people from urtv you'd like to spend a day with and why?
tell me your favourite thing about me (i like compliments even if i have to beg for them bahahah)

xox
<3

[Saint Nick]

Yo Brittizzle, I understand what you're saying lol but I'm gonna try my best to explain why I acted the way I did.

tell me why, from your perspective, our alliance fell apart at the beginning of the game? (you and me, not you me jenna nad lori)

The main reason I don't think we stuck together as an alliance was because of who else we were loyal to. You were loyal to Sheila. From the GET GO I wanted Sheila out. He had a knack for getting me evicted in these games so I knew I couldn't talk about some of my targets with you. You wanted to target Angie. You told me that she had to go early at the beginning of the game anyway. Just to make it known I never even told her that until like 24 hours ago lmao..so I still did do my best to keep you safe regardless of the status of our alliance. On the Heroes, my main allies were you, Jessica, and Alex. At least that's how I saw it, but you guys had your own thing going on at the time and looking back you guys didn't seem to feel the same way about me. I was never included in that.

I think what helped contribute to us not sticking together was Jessica, and some of her actions early on. It's not secret that Angie is a really close friend of mine and I wasn't exactly too happy about the way she treated her. You stuck with Jessica during that "ordeal" and I took Angie's side. I think that kinda seperated us on a game level. As we all know Jessica wasn't making very many friends in the Heroes house so when she left I didn't do much to help save her because it would have hurt my game to keep someone, who I consider a friend, around. From there I think we spiraled into a strange relationship throughout the game. I couldn't come to talk to you about getting rid of certain people because they were your allies and you came to talk to me about getting rid of people that were allies of mine. It was just a strange situation to be in. Like I said before, it didn't stop me from keeping you safe in certain situations.

If you wanted to look at it in a more visual way imagine it like us being dropped off on two sides of a fence. On one side you have you and everyone you're close with and on the other is me and everyone I'm close with in the game. That fence is the wall between us and although it was there it still didn't stop me from at least TRYING to communicate with you. I never ignored you in the game, but did we have good communication? No, but that's kinda what happens when we don't want the same things.

tell me what your weaknesses were in the game?

I think this was similar to one of Jee's questions so I'll just copypaste:

Looking back, I think for some people I put up a wall. Natalie pointed that out and I can't say that I don't agree. I sometimes focused more on personal conversations rather than the game, which is funny considering I was apparently known in URTV7 for only talking game, loljamie. I think I definitely could have evened it out somewhat, especially for certain people who I am close with outside of this game.

Another thing that I wish I could change was my ability to break bad news to people. I was kinda nervous about how a person would react to me evicting them. There was a few people that definitely campaigned to me and they either had no shot and I didn't have it in me to tell them, or I was the one that was basically the deciding vote and it sucked to break the news that I was going to be sending them home.[/i]

Otherwise I didn't really see any weaknesses in my gameplay. If you think there are that'd be neat-o if you could shed some light on what you thought I was weak at.

what are the things you did wrong?

What's with you and giving me negative questions!

This is actually kinda similar to the question you just asked. I guess if I wanted to look at it from a moral standpoint there was a lot of people who's backs I had originally but I knew from a game perspective it was better for them to go. I'll list them.

1. Jordan - Andii came to me and made an alliance with me week #1. Andii also made that same alliance with a bunch of the cast lmao. I really love her but I definitely couldn't trust her in the game, even if she trusted me so I voted her out.

2. Jessica - My original final 2 alliance. In my opinion Jenna was really different socially this game. She spent a lot of time not wanting to talk to people from what I recall and seemed disintrested. On top of that she was always trying to pick fights and I just couldn't go on playing with her when she acted like this. So I threw the veto, it was risky but it paid off.

3. Brian - Hello Brick! Our final 2 alliance. He had me ranked pretty high apparently so I fell bad for sort of "selling him out" to you Natalie. I told you he wanted you on the block and whether that effected your decision to put him up or not I still backstabbed him.

4. Alex - I was actually really loyal to Alex for most of the game. I know I did a thing here and there that was kinda shady but I still had his back. The moment that scared me away from being loyal to him was that "You Really Like Me" HoH. He had gotten so many awards and it really hit me like "dude this guy is going to win the game." When the opportunity arose to vote you out I did what I had to do and voted out a really good ally of mine.

5. Natalie - Yeeaah, I remember telling you about not voting you out til final 3. This was before I learned that you had I guess "mentioned" to Shadz that I tried to get him backdoored. With a couple of other things going on and the fact that you exposed your alliance with Alex/Sarah I felt really weary of you to the point of not being able to trust you anymore. It was once again better to keep Jeff in the game just because I was hoping he'd still "owe me a favor" like he kept sayin.

I think for the most part these were the five people I did the most "wrong" to. Hopefully each of you know that I was playing this game for myself and I was prepared to do anything I could to get to the end.

what is the moment you are most proud of, aside from winning the final hoh?

I'm pretty proud of how I stood my ground for the majority of the votes, but I guess I'm most proud of how I played during the week Allison had been evicted. I was definitely pro her getting backdoored and I let you know that for most of the week so when it happened I was excited.

With Allison going up I was able to finish off my HoH reign and I was hoping that Alex/Sarah would look at me as a more valuable ally. They, campaigned like mad for like 30 minutes but I never faltered and was loyal to my alliance without really pissing Alex/Sarah off. I think that week worked out really well for me lol

aside from lori being a final 2 partner of yours, what else would be surprising to me about your game?

Apparently me playing a social game was surprising to you lmao. I think I had a good amount of influence among most of the houseguests, well more early on rather than later. I also think it would be suprising to know that there were multiple times I was aligned with everyone. In the Heroes house from James' HoH to Brian's eviction I was good with everyone. Same thing with the entire Final 10, I had a deal with everyone.

I also usually do like playing for an alliance. I think it's pretty typical of me. Although I was in a lot of alliances, in which some dominated and some failed, the person I was most loyal to was myself. If an alliance I was in was being targeted I was always made sure that I was still safe. Yes I did my best to keep them from being evicted, but that was only when I knew I wasn't in danger of going home at that point.

And I still don't remember making that Final 2 with Lori Pre-Game

who are 3 people from urtv you'd like to spend the day with and why?

I honestly wouldn't mind kicking it with a lot of you. Minus Joe and Sheila

But if I had to choose three people to chill with for a day it'd be Angie, Eric, and Jeffrey. I've known Eric longer than any of you (besides Luis) and we've always been pals for those entire 2 and a half years. Angie, because we just click really well and we'd bring teh lulz irl. And Jeff cause who else would I be able to roll some joints with? lmaoo. that and he's chill and chill is chill yo!

tell me your favourite thing about me (i like compliments even if i have to beg for them bahahah)

lmao oh you.

Britti I have to say my favorite thing about you is you're pretty goodhearted. I don't think I've ever heard you say a single personal attack or put down which shows me that you don't have a mean bone in your body.

Thank ya for the mind stimulating questions!!! and im done with jury questions hooray, unless you have follow up ones, im always down to answer those lol

[Jeff]

May 15, 2011 1:11:16 GMT -5 Nat ~ said:

what is the most surprising factor about your game?

I think a lot of people thought I was blindly loyal to them. During the game they see this as weak. But I wasnt loyal to any of them. I would have their back, until I didnt need to anymore. They obviously didnt leave right away or 100% at the hands of me, but I directly had an impact on what happened. This is why a lot of evictions were tough for me to grab my balls and say “Hey, Im voting you out”.

May 15, 2011 1:11:16 GMT -5 Nat ~ said:

if you could change ONE thing in the game what would it be?

Jee would have gone after Eric instead of you.

May 15, 2011 1:11:16 GMT -5 Nat ~ said:

who are the 3 people from urtv you'd like to spend a day with and why?

Oh Fun.
First off is the man sitting next to me. Ive grown very fond of this kid. He seems super chill and someone I could legit be friends with outside of this game.

Then I would say you Its no secret we became pretty good friends this game. And if Edmonton was Calgary, this would have happened. (or maybe if I didnt work so damn much)

Theeeeeeen, Jordan.
*everyone gasps*
Its too bad this game couldnt have gone longer for us. We are great friends, but everyone knew that. And I knew we would be targeted for it.

May 15, 2011 1:11:16 GMT -5 Nat ~ said:

tell me your favourite thing about me (i like compliments even if i have to beg for them bahahah)

My favourite thing about you is how chill you are. Great person to talk to. I know I can trust you with a lot of shit.