Week 11

[Sarah]

okay so i should probably update you on some stuff.
Jee and I spoke a ton in the last few days and just like I updated recently, he and I are now a pair and I am personally very committed to it.
He wants Natalie gone and initially, I was thinking it's just a lie on my part because I don't want to be nominated and I am scared as hell.
But then I got to talking to Eric and he seems to want to vote Natalie too. Nick, Eric and Casey all want to evict her.
With that being said, I know that if I lay it on thick enough, I could get Eric to evict Jeff and that will be it.
But think about it... do I WANT Jeff evicted over Natalie? Idrk.
pros and cons.

Natalie staying:
1. she's an ally
2. not too strong at competitions. decent.

Natalie leaving:
1. Breaks up Natalie/Sheila
2. Leaves Jeff to come after the two who evicted him/1 who nominated him
3. Frees Jeff up somewhat
4. Jee trusts me more.

At the end of the day though, I really do not want to be a major bitch. Jeff has been iffy with me lately and it's worried me. At the same time though, I just don't really feel like pushing Eric into doing much of anything.
I'll talk my way around the game and see what people are thinking. I'll go with the flow. If the votes are going to tie, Natalie leaves so I might as well vote her out too.
If the votes are there for Jeff to go, then that's what I'm doing.

[Sarah]

why do i complicate things for myself?
Sometimes I think it's best Natalie stays because she is someone I can count on as a vote... but then again, I know she is more loyal to Sheila who is my #1 target. This is awful.
I also hate that Nick asks so many questions. Just admit you are evicting her so that my vote looks like it doesn't matter. Is that SO hard? God.
I hate having the deciding vote between people I care about. HATE IT.
I'm going to sleep on it. Let them all talk about things and discuss shiz. Natalie suggested to Casey a F3 of her, Sheila and Casey. Good God. This just makes me want her gone more. Why would I want to make myself even MORE vulnerable in the game with her 10 million alliances lol? This is awful.
Then I'm thinking, Jeff leaving means Nick loses an ally too, which is good for me too. ugh. idk idk idk idk.
Hopefully tomorrow a decision is made and I don't have to think much about it.

[Sarah]

alright, so i let things run it's course and it seems natalie is going home.
It's weird.
Thinking back to 3 weeks ago when Natalie was so obsessed with backdooring Alison and how stupid I genuinely felt it was, you would think I'd be jumping from joy about all my arguments not only being completely sound, but coming true too. To be blunt, it was a stupid move and she is paying for it this week. I would never run to her and scream OMG I TOLD YOU SO, but let's face it, I did say so.
Now Jason will get his and It's GOING to be this week.
Sorry Nat <3 As mad as I was at you in the last 2 weeks, this wasn't what I wanted, at least not at this very moment.

[Sarah]

is it normal that we are ALWAYS waiting on casey for EVERYTHING?