Week 11

[Sarah]

I made Jury, yay.
Yeah, no witty anything this time. This last week was so shitty, I'm surprised I am still here.
I'm gonna work my ass off for HOH. I want it so bad.

[Sarah]

I guess the main person I gotta fear winning HOH is Casey right now. eek.
I hope I win it though. I'm freaking out.

[Sarah]

I'm a little worried that if I go ahead ad win this hoh and by some miracle I manage to get Sheila out, that nick and Eric will throw the following hoh.. Giving Casey and jee a good shot at it.
But at the same time, I can't think that way. I need to think of this week and my goal of the week to take Sheila out. If not her, then Casey.

[Sarah]

passive agressivness: is my favourite. *rolls eyes*

LOL this is SO britti.

[Sarah]

this game is so completely lame to me right now.
Last week fucked things up for me completely and it's pissing me off.

technotronics621 (8:31:45 PM): well i heard something
technotronics621 (8:31:50 PM): that made me go :-(
sarahurtv8 (8:31:56 PM): what did u hear =-O
technotronics621 (8:32:13 PM): that you wanted me nominated if veto was used last week
sarahurtv8 (8:33:06 PM): uhhh, no? i never even mentioned your name to jason
technotronics621 (8:34:04 PM): well i didnt say you said it to jason
sarahurtv8 (8:39:00 PM): well im sure u heard that after the whole thing with kat happened, there was this whole thing about an "alliance" which was sort of a way to kinda attempt to save her. when jason won, i knew me and shadow were going up. when talking to whoever, i told them if one of us comes down, possibly "jeff" will go up and then we would all be safe. doesnt mean i wanted u nominated and evicted though.
sarahurtv8 (8:39:40 PM): if i wanted u up as replacement, i would have campaigned for you specifically
sarahurtv8 (8:39:44 PM): with jason when he won veto
technotronics621 (8:40:08 PM): but why possibly me?
technotronics621 (8:40:17 PM): cause when i talked to you......"me" wasnt an option to you it seemed
sarahurtv8 (8:40:43 PM): what do u mean
sarahurtv8 (8:40:51 PM): ohh no, jason never told me anything about you though
technotronics621 (8:40:57 PM): no i know
technotronics621 (8:41:10 PM): i just heard that if you could try to push for me to go up....you would
sarahurtv8 (8:41:23 PM): i just thought from those he would actually nominate. i knew jee, natalie and casey were definite "no"s
sarahurtv8 (8:41:42 PM): but i didnt though. that doesnt make sense. of course the possibility was there to push for someone getting nominated
sarahurtv8 (8:41:43 PM): but i didnt
sarahurtv8 (8:41:50 PM): jason won veeto
sarahurtv8 (8:41:57 PM): he could have used it to nominate someone
sarahurtv8 (8:42:22 PM): i never even attempted. at that point, i was seriously just thinking about shadow
technotronics621 (8:42:40 PM): so you saying "from those he would nominate" and a no for Jee Casey and Britti........makes me think both Eric and Will come first for you over me
sarahurtv8 (8:44:11 PM): no cuz like if im talking to animal for instance, i cant be like "maybe tay will go up"
sarahurtv8 (8:45:05 PM): idk how to explain it. its idle talk. its like hyping something up to make it feel more legit. doesnt mean any of it was my intention and the fact that i never did campaign for it
sarahurtv8 (8:45:23 PM): i think shows that i wasnt actually thinking it
sarahurtv8 (8:46:19 PM): had shadow won veto, i asked britti who would go up. she told me someone [that wasnt you]. i didnt try and sway anything. i just wanted to know who i would be up against.
technotronics621 (8:47:13 PM): it wasnt britti who said it either
technotronics621 (8:47:17 PM): im just sayin......
sarahurtv8 (8:47:22 PM): i didnt think so cuz i never said anything to her
sarahurtv8 (8:47:23 PM): lol
technotronics621 (8:47:30 PM): i was just pretty surprised when i heard it
technotronics621 (8:47:34 PM): i even said.....thats random
sarahurtv8 (8:48:37 PM): i would want you to get evicted. ive considered u an ally since the beginning of the game. like last week? shadow was campaigning hardcore for jason to use veto on him and have cody backdoored. i was put in the middle of 2 allies basically.
sarahurtv8 (8:48:44 PM): in the end, cody was pissed at me
sarahurtv8 (8:48:50 PM): and shadow lef
sarahurtv8 (8:48:52 PM): left*
sarahurtv8 (8:48:58 PM): wouldnt*
sarahurtv8 (8:49:00 PM): btw
technotronics621 (8:49:12 PM): yea i figured :-P
sarahurtv8 (8:51:31 PM): but no, this kind of sucks that wtvr i said is completely taken out of context. something i said either in passing or just as a possibility of what may happen, is being brought to you to make me look bad. i think its pretty clear who my target is. and its also disappointing to know that whoever i may have mentioned this to would actually twist things to make me look like i am targetting u
technotronics621 (8:52:30 PM): we are at the stage of the game where ppl are most definitely gonna do that
technotronics621 (8:52:47 PM): i for one dont dig that though
technotronics621 (8:52:47 PM): lol
technotronics621 (8:53:01 PM): i mean i told u i thought it was random......
sarahurtv8 (8:53:50 PM): no i know, me neither. and it is random. i even just wrote in my DR during last week how i would completely trust u with an hoh so it makes no sense for me to want you evicted if i felt this way about u with an hoh
technotronics621 (8:54:23 PM): thnx :-)
sarahurtv8 (8:56:09 PM): and its not true that i would pick cody/animal over you. that alliance was made with a purpose and it fell through and then last week this whole thing with cody happened so i highly doubt he is happy with me. i know for a fact he doesnt feel the same way he did in the beginning of the game
sarahurtv8 (8:56:19 PM): when jason asked me to confirm things shadow told him
sarahurtv8 (8:56:21 PM): i didnt wanna lie
sarahurtv8 (8:56:57 PM): which could have possibly gotten cody backdoored... but it would have been unfair to shadow for me to deny any of it.
technotronics621 (8:57:19 PM): yea makes sense



OH MY FUCKING GOD.

1. Ask Shadow if he mentioned it when campaigning. If yes, mystery solved, thank GOD.
2. If no, then go to Tay and say: You're the only person I mentioned that to, so how does Jeff know I said anything. *fib* if he keeps denying it, then I'll know it's Cody.
3. Go up to Cody and say the exact same thing.

someone will confess.

[Sarah]

okay so like... i checked logs and it wasn't cody or tay because i never mentioned it to either one of them LMAO.
the only people who know are shadow and animal. i trust animal with my LIFE and i am willing to bet it was shadow cuz tay did tell me that shadow's attempt at saving himself was him saying i would always pick cody and animal over him.. so yeah. love you shadow, but WTF were u thinking?
but this is nice:

shirzzz9 (9:19:01 PM): do u know who told him?
thats SO britti (9:19:04 PM): love him to death but we were both
thats SO britti (9:19:10 PM): kinda iffy allies to eachother
thats SO britti (9:19:11 PM): uhmm
thats SO britti (9:19:15 PM): i think it was taylor
shirzzz9 (9:19:37 PM): thats stupid. makes no sense. i checked our logs and i cant find me saying that anywhere
thats SO britti (9:19:45 PM): o then im probably wrong
thats SO britti (9:19:53 PM): shad might have done it to save him self
thats SO britti (9:20:02 PM): i wouldnt put it past him the way he threw me under, but i mean idk
shirzzz9 (9:20:11 PM): yeah, gosh
shirzzz9 (9:20:14 PM): i just wanna know for sure
shirzzz9 (9:20:16 PM): before i yell
shirzzz9 (9:20:19 PM): at cody/tay
shirzzz9 (9:20:24 PM): but i obv didnt tell them
shirzzz9 (9:20:28 PM): if its not in the logs
shirzzz9 (9:20:31 PM): idk, its weird
thats SO britti (9:20:45 PM): ya
thats SO britti (9:20:45 PM): idk
thats SO britti (9:20:51 PM): i just have learned
thats SO britti (9:20:56 PM): to try and not talk to anyone about anything now
thats SO britti (9:21:04 PM): since everything i say gets back to whoever i said it about
thats SO britti (9:21:08 PM): EVERYTHING
thats SO britti (9:22:21 PM): its impossible to play this game
thats SO britti (9:22:27 PM): because if you try talking to someone about something
thats SO britti (9:22:37 PM): they have to go and run and ask the person it involves
thats SO britti (9:22:42 PM): instead of keeping stuff to them selves
shirzzz9 (9:24:31 PM): lol i know what u mean
shirzzz9 (9:24:34 PM): but i didnt tell
shirzzz9 (9:24:37 PM): i have bad memory
shirzzz9 (9:24:39 PM): so i double checked
shirzzz9 (9:24:45 PM): it HAD to have been shadow
shirzzz9 (9:24:47 PM): and the thing is
shirzzz9 (9:24:52 PM): i dont even WANT billy gone
shirzzz9 (9:24:53 PM): god
thats SO britti (9:24:55 PM): i know
shirzzz9 (9:25:00 PM): he's one of the few people i trust with hoh
thats SO britti (9:25:02 PM): i told him that tonight when i was talking to him
thats SO britti (9:25:04 PM): he knows you dont want him gone
thats SO britti (9:25:10 PM): i was like
thats SO britti (9:25:13 PM): even if she said that
thats SO britti (9:25:29 PM): she didnt mean it she was just flustered last week and its not like she will nominate you if she wins this next hoh
thats SO britti (9:25:51 PM): he said he talked to you and the conversation went pretty good so he didnt come out of the conversation pissed off or thinking you were lying or
thats SO britti (9:25:54 PM): whatever
shirzzz9 (9:28:29 PM): good
shirzzz9 (9:28:30 PM): god
shirzzz9 (9:28:38 PM): im so nervous. like i seriously
shirzzz9 (9:28:48 PM): have a limited # of people i trust in this game now
thats SO britti (9:28:52 PM): i hear you
thats SO britti (9:28:57 PM): im right there with ya
shirzzz9 (9:29:04 PM): u and animal are pretty much the people i feel wont say anything i tell them
thats SO britti (9:29:12 PM): ya you and jason are the only people i really have that with
thats SO britti (9:29:17 PM): and jason is annoyed with me as it is already so
shirzzz9 (9:29:29 PM): and i trust jeff to a higher extent than most people left
shirzzz9 (9:29:33 PM): so it sucks to lose him
shirzzz9 (9:29:36 PM): i hope i didnt
thats SO britti (9:29:40 PM): i dont think you did


hopefully she isn't lying. And if it WAS shadow, i think it would be easy for billy to take it with a grain of salt, just because shadow could exaggerate in order to save himself.

[Sarah]

shirzzz9 (11:05:30 PM): i have to ask u something and its reallllllllllly important u tell me the truth. i wont get mad i swear, but i need to know just so i know it wasnt cody or tay who said something... but did u tell billy i wanted him nominated as replacement?
shirzzz9 (11:05:43 PM): i swear im not mad, i just need to know tay and cody ddint say it
Shadz (11:05:43 PM): um no ll
Shadz (11:05:46 PM): lol*
shirzzz9 (11:05:55 PM): FUCKKK. one of them said it to him then
Shadz (11:06:01 PM): is he hoh
shirzzz9 (11:06:04 PM): no
shirzzz9 (11:06:08 PM): we talked about it
shirzzz9 (11:06:10 PM): and its fine
shirzzz9 (11:06:17 PM): but god, who do u think it is then?
shirzzz9 (11:06:34 PM): i checked my logs and ihavent mentioned it to either one, i dont get ittttt
Shadz (11:06:38 PM): idk it prob has to do with that 5 alliance
shirzzz9 (11:06:47 PM): did i mention it in a chat?
Shadz (11:06:55 PM): i dont rememebr
Shadz (11:07:02 PM): prob tay tho
shirzzz9 (11:07:07 PM): god tay
Shadz (11:07:19 PM): hope he evicted soon
shirzzz9 (11:08:18 PM): im really annoyed
shirzzz9 (11:08:30 PM): cuz reading the logs
shirzzz9 (11:08:46 PM): tay was saying he would considering using veto is jeff went up
shirzzz9 (11:08:50 PM): so i have shit on him too
shirzzz9 (11:08:52 PM): so wtf?
Shadz (11:09:00 PM): tays so fake
Shadz (11:09:04 PM): he ah alliances
Shadz (11:09:10 PM): with every person left
shirzzz9 (11:09:12 PM): and britti told me
shirzzz9 (11:09:40 PM): thats SO britti (9:19:11 PM): uhmm
thats SO britti (9:19:15 PM): i think it was taylor


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. im annoyed, lol.

[Sarah]

Fuck you Tay <3


sarahurtv8 (11:17:10 PM): hey billy.. um, do u think u can possibly tell me who told u that? cuz im wracking my brain trying to figure out
sarahurtv8 (11:17:23 PM): the only person i thought it could be was shadow
sarahurtv8 (11:17:50 PM): but he swears he didnt say that, so idk... im so confused. i swear i wont even confront the person if u dont want me to
sarahurtv8 (11:18:00 PM): i just kinda wanna know so i distance myself from that person
technotronics621 (11:18:14 PM): =-O
technotronics621 (11:18:28 PM): youll say something
sarahurtv8 (11:18:39 PM): no i wont say anything if u dont want me to
technotronics621 (11:18:43 PM): but you will
technotronics621 (11:18:45 PM): i just know it
sarahurtv8 (11:18:47 PM): why?
technotronics621 (11:18:50 PM): cause of who it is =-O
sarahurtv8 (11:18:52 PM): no i swear, i wont
sarahurtv8 (11:18:59 PM): i swearrrr i wont tell that person
technotronics621 (11:19:10 PM): promise
technotronics621 (11:19:13 PM): like promise promise
sarahurtv8 (11:19:14 PM): i promise on everything
sarahurtv8 (11:19:17 PM): EVERYTHING
sarahurtv8 (11:19:34 PM): i just need to know so that i never say anything game related to this person again
sarahurtv8 (11:19:51 PM): because anything i say will be twisted
technotronics621 (11:20:24 PM): ok
technotronics621 (11:20:50 PM): Taypiz said it
sarahurtv8 (11:20:58 PM): figured lol
sarahurtv8 (11:21:23 PM): why would u think i would tell him anything? im so over him now, god.
sarahurtv8 (11:21:33 PM): every time something fishy in the gae happened
sarahurtv8 (11:21:43 PM): i suspected him and he always talked his way out of it
sarahurtv8 (11:21:47 PM): its annoying as hell!
technotronics621 (11:21:53 PM): he is good
technotronics621 (11:22:05 PM): and plays the.....me in the f2??? never!!......game
technotronics621 (11:22:23 PM): lol
technotronics621 (11:22:25 PM): know what i mean?
sarahurtv8 (11:22:29 PM): and the "im just having fun"
technotronics621 (11:22:36 PM): yeppp
sarahurtv8 (11:22:41 PM): he's making this game extremely difficult by being an ass like this
sarahurtv8 (11:23:59 PM): this is such bullshit too, lol. couldnt find our convo in my logs which is why i sorta wrote him off. he for sureeeee exploded something that i said. but anyways, im not confronting him. whats the point. if he wins hoh and he knows u told me anything and i yell at him, we'll just be 2 easy noms for him
sarahurtv8 (11:24:18 PM): i rather he throw hoh

Jeff, you've been bumped up. Congratulations


If I win HOH and one of my nominees happen to win veto, Tay is going up.

[KC]

When was this conversation?

[Sarah]

sorry KC. I spoke to you on AIM, but really, this convo with Shadow didn't influence me at all. What did was my convo with Jeff.
And I won't bring up game unless it's completely one-sided [me ranting] to any pre-juror again, I promise!

[Sarah]

AnimalFun106 (12:27:40 AM): Casey Britti Tay Jason and Cody
AnimalFun106 (12:27:42 AM): have all won before lol
shirzzz9 (12:27:45 AM): oh
shirzzz9 (12:27:48 AM): yeah i know lmao
shirzzz9 (12:27:50 AM): cody TWICE
AnimalFun106 (12:27:53 AM): jeez
shirzzz9 (12:27:55 AM): casey didnt deserve it
AnimalFun106 (12:27:56 AM): 6 wins amongst them
AnimalFun106 (12:28:01 AM): ik
shirzzz9 (12:28:03 AM): and uh ya
AnimalFun106 (12:28:04 AM): he good @ jury q's
AnimalFun106 (12:28:07 AM): slut
shirzzz9 (12:28:07 AM): ik
AnimalFun106 (12:28:09 AM): face
shirzzz9 (12:28:12 AM): he needs to go btch
AnimalFun106 (12:28:16 AM): lolol
shirzzz9 (12:28:18 AM): altho sheila first god
AnimalFun106 (12:28:22 AM): i wanna win hoh
AnimalFun106 (12:28:26 AM): ik my noms(:
shirzzz9 (12:28:36 AM): me too
shirzzz9 (12:28:37 AM): mind would be
AnimalFun106 (12:28:38 AM): Nick vs Sarah(:
shirzzz9 (12:28:40 AM): omfg
shirzzz9 (12:28:41 AM): no
AnimalFun106 (12:28:42 AM): lmao
AnimalFun106 (12:28:42 AM): jk
shirzzz9 (12:28:43 AM): mine would be
AnimalFun106 (12:28:44 AM): ofc
AnimalFun106 (12:28:44 AM): x]
shirzzz9 (12:28:46 AM): sheila vs casey
AnimalFun106 (12:28:50 AM): oh lol
shirzzz9 (12:28:52 AM): and u?
AnimalFun106 (12:28:54 AM): mine would be one of those
AnimalFun106 (12:28:58 AM): =-O
shirzzz9 (12:29:00 AM): whichh =-O
AnimalFun106 (12:29:05 AM): i was thinking Natalie and Sheila
shirzzz9 (12:29:08 AM): yayyy
shirzzz9 (12:29:11 AM): thats good too :-D
AnimalFun106 (12:29:18 AM): cuz i can see
AnimalFun106 (12:29:21 AM): jason going that way
AnimalFun106 (12:29:35 AM): billy wont evict britti right?
shirzzz9 (12:29:36 AM): i think jason would do: me vs u
shirzzz9 (12:29:40 AM): oh
shirzzz9 (12:29:42 AM): thats what u meant
AnimalFun106 (12:29:43 AM): prolly, bitch
shirzzz9 (12:29:43 AM): lol
AnimalFun106 (12:29:47 AM): lmao
shirzzz9 (12:29:48 AM): jeff yea
shirzzz9 (12:29:52 AM): for sure would evict jason
AnimalFun106 (12:30:00 AM): yea i think we could get the votes then
AnimalFun106 (12:30:01 AM): sweet
shirzzz9 (12:30:12 AM): if nat uses her veto ball
AnimalFun106 (12:30:12 AM): i think a backdoor may be most effective though
AnimalFun106 (12:30:14 AM): but its risky lol
shirzzz9 (12:30:15 AM): ill tell her to use it on me
shirzzz9 (12:30:32 AM): yea cuz i think she would use her veto ball and get jason to play
shirzzz9 (12:30:34 AM): annoying
AnimalFun106 (12:30:41 AM): oh yea true
AnimalFun106 (12:30:43 AM): god
shirzzz9 (12:30:45 AM): not worth it
AnimalFun106 (12:30:46 AM): fkn veto ball
shirzzz9 (12:30:58 AM): so ill try and get her to use it o e
shirzzz9 (12:30:59 AM): me
shirzzz9 (12:31:00 AM): not cody
shirzzz9 (12:31:07 AM): cuz i dont trust what cody would do wit veto
AnimalFun106 (12:31:11 AM): me neither
AnimalFun106 (12:31:14 AM): i still think he's w/ jason
AnimalFun106 (12:31:15 AM): lol
shirzzz9 (12:31:31 AM): ido too
shirzzz9 (12:31:32 AM): for sure
shirzzz9 (12:31:36 AM): jason needs to go



good convo with Eric. He knows I know it was Nick, but he won't say anything. I trust him more than anyone in the game right now.

LOL at britti knowing it was tay the entire time, but didnt tell me... wtvr. I'm not confronting Nick.

shirzzz9 (12:36:23 AM): but if u or me or tay
shirzzz9 (12:36:35 AM): win hoh... it'll be like spring break
AnimalFun106 (12:37:58 AM): true that lol god
AnimalFun106 (12:38:02 AM): and no i dont think he would lmao
shirzzz9 (12:38:32 AM): ok phew


doubt he will anyway. I'm in the F9 with a ton of competition whores. It's scary as hell.

[Sarah]

It's kind of funny that britti thinks I would nominate Taylor lol... Oh how wrong she is.

Also, I wish I could throw hoh to Tay or animal, but seeing as how I can't guarantee it, I'll just have to fight super hard for it. It's just that I know they wouldn't nominate me at this point... And since both would nominate Jason anyway, obv I rather play in the following hoh. Hmm. I guess I should just focus on this week right now.

[Sarah]

i wanna win, i wanna win, i wanna win, i wanna win.

but if animal wins, it's good too.

me or animal ftw plz. me or animal ftw plz!

[Sarah]

im actually really worried about jee being hoh, but im pretending like im confident so he thinks that since im not worried, he shouldnt be worried with me LMAO.

i have NO frkn clue what he's gonna do. I know probably Natalie, but who against? if he does her and i and he wants her gone, then i can stay with will, nick and Eric's votes while he breaks the tie... but idk, gosh.

i really want him to nominate ANYONE ELSE but me haha. i wish jason


jee and i have a good relationship though. i genuinely like him. we can talk for hours too. he said he wasnt mad at me for the vote, but idk... could all be game. i hope our relationship was genuine on his end because it most certainly was on my end. i wasnt even gonna nominate him as replacement had i won hoh.

[Sarah]

lol if kat were still here, this wouldn't have happened. good decision natalie

although, im not convinced ill be nominated.

cant wait till jee comes online. i wish he would nominate jason because if he wins veto, he will save natalie and that's annoying.

thinking about it, worst case scenario is me being nominated next to natalie because then the vote will tie. so if i talk to jee this week, im gonna be the sweetest honey comb he will ever meet because if we end up nominated [me vs. natalie], i'd definitely want his vote in a tiebreaker. I'd probably need it if it's me vs. Nick too.
i believe i'd probably survive against anyone else, with or without jee's TB vote.