long, but seriously very interesting. im not being fake here at all and i am not trying to manipulate shit. How can i not get upset about going after kat in order to WEAKEN me? of course im gonna pissed. and yes, im gonna be pissed about her accusing me of defending kat because i have my own interests at heart.
casey and jee are after her and these noms are bad for her HOW? jee wins competitions. casey talks himself out of sticky situation. while i will agree that jee leaving isnt necessarily much of a successful week, but casey leaving is like a slam dunk. the kid can sit on his ass all game doing absolutely nothing besides for random chitchat, and then twist the entire game when sitting in f2 jury questions. bullshit. I like the kid, but he is a threat and if she doesn't see it, she is delusional.
thats SO britti (11:09:01 PM): im 2 seconds away from nominating cody
thats SO britti (11:09:05 PM): from what you posted in peen
shirzzz9 (11:09:19 PM): why
thats SO britti (11:09:38 PM): because it pisses me off i said soemthiing to him and he goes back and said that to you, i mean it wasnt like iwas trying to be shady
thats SO britti (11:09:46 PM): i was upset and stressed
thats SO britti (11:10:09 PM): and i understand you're upset that i said that and that im pissing you off this week
thats SO britti (11:11:12 PM): i dont want this to be apersonal attack on you.
shirzzz9 (11:11:12 PM): cody wasnt trying to screw u over in any way though. it wasnt my intention of posting that in there
thats SO britti (11:11:16 PM): i know
thats SO britti (11:11:25 PM): and it wasnt my intention for it to come across the way it did
shirzzz9 (11:11:49 PM): but yeah, i do feel like it is. like it hurts me that u would think that about me
shirzzz9 (11:12:25 PM): i dont understand why its easy to assume the best about jason and the worst about me
thats SO britti (11:12:41 PM): im not assuming the best about jason
thats SO britti (11:12:43 PM): but i was mad earlier
thats SO britti (11:12:44 PM): because
thats SO britti (11:12:58 PM): i told him i wanted to nominate kathleen and i straight up was talking to him about
thats SO britti (11:13:10 PM): how like hes close to kat and i was suprised he was pushing for me to put her up
thats SO britti (11:13:16 PM): and he was like
thats SO britti (11:13:20 PM): well this week is about you not anyone else
shirzzz9 (11:13:49 PM): but thats bullshit because if he thought about it longer than 1 week at a time and knew what IIII know, he wouldnt be singing the same tune britti
shirzzz9 (11:14:07 PM): he makes himself out to be such a saint
shirzzz9 (11:14:30 PM): meanwhile im looking like shit because im defending kat. of course i look selfish in all of this.
shirzzz9 (11:14:52 PM): but when u look at it in a logical standpoint, u would see that what im saying isnt just about me
thats SO britti (11:14:56 PM): i dont take it as you defending kat
shirzzz9 (11:15:02 PM): im tyring to think long term for us
thats SO britti (11:15:07 PM): i understand what you're thinking
thats SO britti (11:15:14 PM): i just feel so stupid nominating jee and casey
shirzzz9 (11:15:16 PM): and im not denying the fact that im close to kat either
thats SO britti (11:15:17 PM): even tho its not stupid
thats SO britti (11:15:19 PM): i just feel like
thats SO britti (11:15:23 PM): no one elsei s gonna nominate kat/eric
thats SO britti (11:15:28 PM): and everyone keeps saying the same shit about me
shirzzz9 (11:15:29 PM): thats not true
shirzzz9 (11:15:30 PM): nick
shirzzz9 (11:15:33 PM): cody
shirzzz9 (11:15:36 PM): jee
shirzzz9 (11:15:37 PM): jeff
shirzzz9 (11:15:39 PM): ALL OF WHICH
shirzzz9 (11:15:46 PM): are coming after kat at some point
shirzzz9 (11:16:56 PM): u are being blinded by my friendship with kat, but in reality, it is whats gonna keep us around for so long. it gives us the opportunity to escape eviction because someone like casey or jee, wont hesitate to nominate 2 of the 3 of us
shirzzz9 (11:17:01 PM): casey is coming after u and me
shirzzz9 (11:17:04 PM): jee is after u and shadow
shirzzz9 (11:17:17 PM): its not like im telling u to go after jason
thats SO britti (11:17:24 PM): i know
thats SO britti (11:17:40 PM): god
thats SO britti (11:17:45 PM): im really sorry for upsetting you so much
shirzzz9 (11:17:45 PM): and jason IS coming after me. and he DOES have a deal with jee and casey and cody
thats SO britti (11:17:48 PM): this is not what i wanted at all
thats SO britti (11:18:02 PM): and its not that i was just after kat because shes your friend
shirzzz9 (11:18:25 PM): he isnt fighting kat/animal because he can get the votes for animal to go... someone he's been after for a while. whether directly or indirectly.
thats SO britti (11:18:43 PM): again im like in the middle
thats SO britti (11:18:44 PM): because
shirzzz9 (11:18:45 PM): kat goes up, she doesnt go home.
thats SO britti (11:18:52 PM): jason wants me to do something that weakens you and shad im assuming
thats SO britti (11:18:56 PM): and you guys want me to go after his allies
shirzzz9 (11:18:57 PM): i dont see why you're in the middle
shirzzz9 (11:19:01 PM): wow
shirzzz9 (11:19:02 PM): ok
thats SO britti (11:19:06 PM): well i mean
shirzzz9 (11:19:07 PM): i dont know what to say to that then
thats SO britti (11:19:13 PM): im not trying to sound like an asshole
shirzzz9 (11:19:18 PM): because my logic has nothing to do with him
shirzzz9 (11:19:21 PM): it has to do with us
thats SO britti (11:19:24 PM): i get that
shirzzz9 (11:19:28 PM): and he is making it about me and shadow
thats SO britti (11:19:32 PM): its how jason sees it
thats SO britti (11:19:34 PM): is what im saying
shirzzz9 (11:19:47 PM): i dont know what to tell u britti
thats SO britti (11:20:28 PM): god
shirzzz9 (11:20:55 PM): i would never go about coming after someone to weaken u. it would never be my reason for doing anything
thats SO britti (11:21:03 PM): i understand that
thats SO britti (11:21:14 PM): people have been trying to tell me thats been happening but i would never think that of you
thats SO britti (11:21:21 PM): the thing is
thats SO britti (11:21:26 PM): for me im like
thats SO britti (11:21:33 PM): only tied to a few people in this game
thats SO britti (11:21:37 PM): everyones got me like middle of the road
shirzzz9 (11:21:39 PM): but you;'re not tied
shirzzz9 (11:21:40 PM): to casey
shirzzz9 (11:21:41 PM): and jee
shirzzz9 (11:21:51 PM): so i cant even begin to understand any of thi
shirzzz9 (11:22:18 PM): they are coming after u. and if they win hoh, they will nominate 2 of the 3 of us
shirzzz9 (11:22:22 PM): one comes down
shirzzz9 (11:22:26 PM): then what
shirzzz9 (11:22:42 PM): to me it seems like the alliance means nothing at this point. i dont get it
thats SO britti (11:22:51 PM): omg
thats SO britti (11:22:53 PM): what
thats SO britti (11:22:56 PM): im not even saying that
shirzzz9 (11:23:14 PM): then idk what you're saying
thats SO britti (11:24:07 PM): its just frustrating
shirzzz9 (11:24:14 PM): what is?
thats SO britti (11:24:40 PM): dealing with people that i <3 that want different things.
shirzzz9 (11:24:55 PM): i dont see why im any better than u right now? kat and animal... who both have other priorities than me whereas u have both jason and jeff who both probably see u as their #1
thats SO britti (11:25:06 PM): feeling like ive done nothing in this game
thats SO britti (11:25:13 PM): like i couldnt win this game if i tried
shirzzz9 (11:25:41 PM): so doing something just for the sake of it is how to go about making a name? it doesnt make any sense. u need to think strategically.
shirzzz9 (11:26:00 PM): but if u have other priorities, then i cant really say much. all i can argue is with what i know
shirzzz9 (11:26:05 PM): but if there are things i dont know
shirzzz9 (11:26:08 PM): i cant help that
thats SO britti (11:26:09 PM): theres nothing you dont know
thats SO britti (11:26:18 PM): im sorry if you feel that way
shirzzz9 (11:26:20 PM): then i fail to understand
shirzzz9 (11:26:27 PM): no i dont feel that way
shirzzz9 (11:26:30 PM): im just saying
thats SO britti (11:27:22 PM): honestly
thats SO britti (11:27:29 PM): iim gonna nom casey and jee
thats SO britti (11:27:38 PM): but where you get that this is codys logic and what not
thats SO britti (11:27:41 PM): its not true
thats SO britti (11:27:46 PM): as soon as i heard from billy and lorii that i won
thats SO britti (11:27:49 PM): my gut said cody and allison
shirzzz9 (11:28:40 PM): i can understand that britti. i dont question that u genuinely did wanna nominate kat, not at all
shirzzz9 (11:28:48 PM): but that doesnt mean its the right choice
shirzzz9 (11:29:00 PM): and the reason i am getting frustrated
shirzzz9 (11:30:21 PM): is because of all the other stuff you've been telling me. this jason thing? the stuff u told cody... like, how can i not get upset about that? i feel like im being accused of doing something i specifically set out NOT to do because YOU were the hoh
thats SO britti (11:30:52 PM): no i get that.
thats SO britti (11:30:56 PM): i was frustrated
thats SO britti (11:30:59 PM): i shouldnt have said shit to cody
thats SO britti (11:31:06 PM): really i shouldnt talk to anyone because everyone throws around what i say
thats SO britti (11:31:17 PM): and it just upsets people. to be honest this hoh couldnt have come at a worst time
thats SO britti (11:31:27 PM): ive been bitchy and grouchy and sick and just upset with real life shit
thats SO britti (11:31:32 PM): this game is not helping
shirzzz9 (11:32:58 PM): and yeah, it does hurt my feelings because besides for this being a game, i actually do respect u enough not to "manipulate" you into anything. and i knew all of this might come accross as me being selfish, but i thought this through and it just makes no sense. i even told cody, i cant get mad at him for wanting to get kat nominated because she actually IS coming after him. i care enough about u guys to let something go when i know im wrong. i wouldnt push u to do something KNOWING there is a better option for you.
shirzzz9 (11:33:53 PM): i would do it to someone like jee or casey, for sure... but not to you
shirzzz9 (11:33:55 PM): not to shadow
shirzzz9 (11:34:01 PM): not to cody
shirzzz9 (11:34:11 PM): i cant be fake with my ACTUAL friends
thats SO britti (11:36:38 PM): im sorry for being an asshole and saying what i did to cody
thats SO britti (11:36:46 PM): ive had people coming at me from every end this week
thats SO britti (11:36:53 PM): and i should have just sat it out by my self
thats SO britti (11:37:02 PM): and i know you wouldnt manipulate me
shirzzz9 (11:37:36 PM): i would hope u would know that because what u sent cody implied that u did think that
thats SO britti (11:37:48 PM): no thats not what i meant at all
thats SO britti (11:37:50 PM): i shouldnt have said what i did
thats SO britti (11:37:57 PM): i got mad at cody when i should have been mad at my self
thats SO britti (11:39:08 PM): also i should know better than to talk to anyone really
thats SO britti (11:39:16 PM): everything i said gets copy pastad back to someone lol
thats SO britti (11:39:21 PM): at some point
shirzzz9 (11:40:27 PM): no, u can talk to whoever u want. like cody pasting that shit to me doesnt hurt u because i just straight up spoke to you about it. i didnt let it fester
thats SO britti (11:40:42 PM): yeah no i mean like
thats SO britti (11:40:54 PM): idk people just talk a lot in this game
thats SO britti (11:46:05 PM): idk if he mentioned it to you
thats SO britti (11:46:11 PM): but he was like saying the sam thing as u
thats SO britti (11:46:17 PM): and i was like U WOULDNT WASTE UR HOH ON JEE AND CASEY
thats SO britti (11:46:23 PM): and he wa like i nominated jee twice
thats SO britti (11:46:29 PM): and my next noms would be sheila and casey
thats SO britti (11:46:37 PM): i as like its not really the same as putting them both up
shirzzz9 (11:47:00 PM): well cuz his target would be jason
thats SO britti (11:47:05 PM): yeah
thats SO britti (11:47:07 PM): and that frustrates me
thats SO britti (11:47:10 PM): i mean i understand it
thats SO britti (11:47:12 PM): but it sucks
thats SO britti (11:47:16 PM): i wish that everyone just got a long
thats SO britti (11:47:17 PM): lol
shirzzz9 (11:47:18 PM): jason is directly after him though
thats SO britti (11:47:21 PM): i know
thats SO britti (11:47:23 PM): and i love kat
thats SO britti (11:47:29 PM): so i mean we all get along with people you are super close to
shirzzz9 (11:47:32 PM): but she isnt after u
thats SO britti (11:47:34 PM): but not all my friends get along
thats SO britti (11:47:35 PM): i know
shirzzz9 (11:47:37 PM): i know
thats SO britti (11:47:38 PM): she pmed me when i was at the movie
shirzzz9 (11:47:46 PM): i understand the frustration, trust me
shirzzz9 (11:47:51 PM): hello shadow allstars
thats SO britti (11:47:53 PM): im really really reallly
thats SO britti (11:47:59 PM): sorry that you became a victim in it all
shirzzz9 (11:48:09 PM): and i upset a ton of people
shirzzz9 (11:48:12 PM): no, im not a victim
shirzzz9 (11:48:17 PM): but im being honest with u
thats SO britti (11:48:18 PM): well not victim
shirzzz9 (11:48:19 PM): i was just hurt
thats SO britti (11:48:20 PM): just like
thats SO britti (11:48:23 PM): im sorry i hurt you
thats SO britti (11:48:27 PM): you're the last person i would want to hurt
shirzzz9 (11:49:18 PM): i know, its okay. like i know i was pissy in that msg in peen
shirzzz9 (11:49:37 PM): i was just surprised at that moment
shirzzz9 (11:49:44 PM): but im glad i did tell u anyway
thats SO britti (11:49:52 PM): god you had every right to be pissy
thats SO britti (11:51:56 PM): im trying to find all the keys i need
shirzzz9 (11:52:24 PM): oh, who are u looking for
thats SO britti (11:52:51 PM): i dont even know. so far ive got allisons, nicks, yours, shadows, jasons, and billys i think
shirzzz9 (11:53:21 PM): so u need cody and animal?
thats SO britti (11:53:39 PM): i got animals :-D
thats SO britti (11:53:41 PM): got codys now
thats SO britti (11:53:44 PM): i think im done
shirzzz9 (11:53:52 PM): okay cool