Erika's Tanning Bed [Confessionals]

[erika]

Get your T on.

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[erika]

Pre-Game: #1


Oh, heyyyyy. How many people are actually seeing this, this season? Just wondering. Well, to whoever is out there (besides KC and Meow) hello! I've missed being in the player seat after having viewed URTV for two seasons, and I must say I'm happy to be back. I guess I should be fortunate, considering I probably wouldn't be hear without Ms. Cookie Dough; that however, is not very important. At least I am here. I didn't really ever expect it, and neither did alot of people...in fact, some probably think I'm one of the least deserving AS. Those "some" can suck it. I'm sure some people have probably been spamming the shit out of their confessionals already, which I give a big too. To be frank, there isn't a whole lot of shit for me to talk about. I haven't been zipping around months in advance making a shitload of alliances...because I hate pre game stuff and I think people should wait until the game starts. Not like that's ever going to happen in ORGs...but still. I mean, it's not like I've been antisocial...I've talked to a good amount of people. However, there are people I don't really care to speak with ATM and forgive me, but it's not really my fault. A lot of people are already aligned up the wazoo and don't really care about random "outsiders", which yes, I consider myself to be. Let me start by listing the people I have talked to. Looking at the memory wall...I have talked with:

Kat, Brian, Juice, James, Jee, Billy, Joe, Andii, Kale, Tpiz...and Cody, briefly. So that's a good amount for starters. Granted, I've also talked to more people in chats, but I'm not going to consider that because it's not like I've really talked with them one-on-one. Sorry if this gets to be a little ramblish, I have alot of shit I want to put out, and I'm not the best with making really concise posts. So w.e. So let's go through these people. (Yes this should be in the rankings I guess, but oh well. Shoot me. )

I've never really known Kathleen too well, but I guess I've shared about 30 or 40 pms so far with her. I kind of like that, being able to talk back and forth...not really game related, but about life and stuff. I can possibly sense that something might come up between us (alliance?) which would be awesome. I mean, I know she has people...but I don't think she has a ton of people like she usually does. I know personally that I am not that good at comps. and that she is, which will be awesome if something does happen between us. Yay, safety.

Brian is someone who I just started talking with. I think he is a great guy, and after viewing him play URTV9, I think he could be a potential ally. He, like myself, seems to be on the outs which could be very helpful...especially if this "Underdog" alliance pans out. More on that later.

Juice is someone I'm starting to get to know better. I played a game recently with him where we aligned, and although he did kind of backstab me (while I was considering doing the same), I think he would be loyal to me. He apparently considers himself on the outs...and although I don't know how exactly true that is (yes, he has enemies *cough* Jess *cough*, but don't we all?), I think he would be a good ally and possible member of this "underdog" alliance.

James, is one of the nicest ORGers I've met. I recently played another game with him (the same I played with Juice) and he was a good ally and friend in the game. He is also someone I consider to be on the outs, while he is very personable, and I definitely think he could be a helpful asset to the underdogs.

Jee is Jee. I never quite knew what that boy was thinking in URTV8, but I do think he is a nice kid. I recently found out we have similiar interests, and therefore I think he could be someone I could see myself working with. He's also on the outs, so a potential ally (and along with James, URTV8 vet) in the works!

Billy is pretty chill. I've started talking to him more and realized him and myself would work well together. We've done so in the past, and I think this game perhaps something could come abouts. I know he has alot of friends, which concerns me, but it never hurts to have too many allies.

Joe seems to be someone on the outs of things. I don't think he is well perceived by the other players...but maybe that's just my perception? I think he would be a good person to have in the "underdog" alliance, if that comes about. Or just an easy person to get rid of. I mean, what?

Andii, Andii, Andii. Her and I are friendly, but I must be honest with that I can never fully trust her. I know she has my best interests, but in the long scheme I don't think she will keep me around if it doesn't benefit her gameplay. I've see her do it in the past, and while she may talk of final twos and "Erikamy", I have serious doubts. I know she is close with Jason...and she has talked of us three working together. Unfortunately, that idea has flashing red lights all over it. *cough* SBB 10 *cough* .

Kale is my ORG BFF as everyone already knows, which def. creates problems with being targetted. I do NOT want to be considered Kale's bitch in this game, as people frequently thought of that between Erika and Jean Jordan in URTV8. It's not my fault Luis and myself are close, but it always comes back to haunt me and bite myself in the ass. Yes, I want to go far with Luis. Yes, I want to work with him. But if that's going to fack me over, than no thanks. And I know he understands that. Additionally, he has talked with Cody about aligning and Cody has made it firm he doesn't want to work with me...so yeah. ( ) I just hope Luis stops telling everyone were F2, even if it is assumed. God facking damn.

TayPiz is cool. I know I won't be able to trust him or work with him much this game, due to his overwhelming amount of allies, and the fact that I am probably such a small fraction in his sight of the game. I like him, he's a cool person. But this prob. isn't the game to work together. Sarry.

Cody needs to grow up. He underestimates me, and while I think he can be a cool guy, he seriously pisses me off at times. Someone give him a bottle and change his facking diaper.


Wow, that was long. In fact, this might be like one of my longest DR posts in my history of ORGs. I hope you read the whole thing KC . You should be proud. lmao.


So who do we have left that I haven't mentioned....Shads, Amanda, Angie, Pickle, Dick, Animal, Jess, Britti, Shir, and Jason. I want to talk about them too, but I'll make this brief....really brief. Promise.

Shadow, I have a rocky relationship with, although I do enjoy playing with him. Not sure what the game will bring about...but that's okay. Amanda is someone I don't know, but she looks like a tranny. Oh and Luis tells me she's a cunt. Next. Bridget is chill. We never really talk one-on-one but she seems like a nice person. I know she'll go far...by being a social whore. *reminds self to get on her good side* Pickle or Casey I guess, is someone who I've recently argued with, lol. He was in the game with Billy, James, and Juice, and me and him had a rocky relationship due to some shady things he did. Maybe this game will be a good way to settle our differences and possibly work together or something. Or maybe not. We'll see. Dick I don't know. . Animal is someone I don't know well, I want to get to know him though. Jessica, same as Animal. Britti I've played with, although don't talk to. IDK, she bores me sometimes. Sorry. =X . Dunno how much we'll talk this game, but w/e. Shir is a social floater, or gets by by making alot of friends and not really doing much IMO. I like her, and I think we will prob. talk more as the game gets going, but I can see her sliding by. And lastly, Jason, I'll admit, I don't really trust him at all. He is shady and has backstabbed me before, for no real reason. I don't think I can trust him this game, but I will pretend.

Wheeeeeeeew. Finally done. It's important to get all that shit out, so you guys know how I feel coming in. I honestly am tired of people underestimating me and stuff, I want to prove that I can play well and come out on top. I will try my best at comps....while I tend to be a fail, but most of all I will be social and work hard. I know there are a ton of alliances already, I know I have one or two. But in the end, most of those prove to be rather fail anyway. That is why I want this "Underdog" alliance. I know there are some "hot shots" playing...people who are well respected ORGers and intense gamers. I know they will be tough to beat...but if I can get those on the outside together, that would be awesome. People won't underestimate me after the game, I tell you that.





Now...I think all that talk has gotten me rather pale. Time to get myself a little touched up, if you know what I mean.

Oh and if you read all of that, which I'm very well sure is one of my longest DR posts evvvver, thanks. It makes up for all the ones I haven't written yet.


C'yall once the game starts!


~Erika

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[erika]

Round One: #1

Oh, my, word. I was not expecting the game to get this crazy this fast! God I'm seriously scared for this partner stuff. Being with Luis, I feel as though I have an even larger target on my back going into the game. Which is something I definitely do not need. I feel as if Luis and myself are kind of seen as unworthy players and while I am assured this is untrue, I can't help but feel this way. I know we need to fight our asses off to win HoH. Speaking of that~ I am seriously pissed with hearing that some people aren't even going to try for HoH. They don't care because they feel like they are well liked and don't want to piss anyone off. Well you know what, fack that. This is AS, and if you aren't going to try, I don't think you deserve to be here. Apparently people are assuming eith Luis/myself, Shadow/Jason, Juice/Jenna, or Will/James are going to win this. God I want that HoH. I have been make precautionary efforts in case we don't win, however. I've done major ass kissing and talked to every person in the game~trying to get on their best sides. Bridget has offered me safety and so has Andii, althought TBH I highly doubt either of their teams will win the challenge. Helpful. Andii also swears I'm at the top of her list, but am I really? I have no idea how to read this girl. We seem close and all but how do I know what's what. I know what Luis will say: Don't trust her at all. As for others, Cody has also assured me he is cool with me, although I seriously doubt that. He and Luis are tight though, which means I should be okay should he win. And I'm cool with James. That's what I hate about these shenangins, I like one partner of a team and don't like the other. Like wtf. Way to make this hard KC. I guess it's a game and people will deal, but IDK. If we win this round, Luis said we both are gonna choose a team we want to nominate. ATM I'm leaning Britti/Amanda since I'm least close with the both of them, however I think I will need more time to make the best decision. I mean fuck, if you pick the wrong team you are potenitally facking yourself over HUGE in the long run. Talk about stressful. I'm assuming that we are doing twists based off of all the seasons...which means, um wut was the twist for URTV8 again? Jason says it was me. ;D So I guess maybe I get to comeback if I get evicted? YAY.

Anyways, I'll be sure to keep this updated. I'm so scared...I've been saying that constantly, but it's true. I just don't wanna go first. -_-.

[erika]

Round One: #2

Posting in here will be pretty frequent cause I tend to have alot to say. Okay so some shit has been going down recently. I know Luis and myself didn't start the competition yet, but apparently we are being targetted for eviction. I heard this from Cody, who I mean really I don't trust at all. It could very well be a lie for all I know. Apparently if Juice and Jenna win, they will target Allison & Brian as well as Luis and myself. That to me makes absolutely 0 sense, and it seems like Cody is just trying to make sure Button and Juice don't win and are targetted for his personal reasons. I don't like it one bit. In addition, I know that we need to beat like 7 or 8 hours to prob. win the HoH. Brian says he did 5.10 hours, which I don't think is enough. I still would like to win to ensure my safety, but we shall see.

In other news, I'm starting to trust Andii more and have definitely been growing in relationships with others. Andii seemed pretty desperate and upset last night, and I think she truley wants to be one of my closest allies. Prob. cause her partner sucks. =x

Although the game has just started, it already feels like we've already been playing forever. Yikes.

[erika]

Round One: #3

Ugh. Fucking internet connections. Luis and myself could have probably won that HoH too if my internet didn't die...and now I'm pissed. Now, however, I do think I will be safe at the coming nomination. I realized all the rumor shit was fake talking to Juice...I mean, who is dumb enough to discuss nominations before everyone finishes the competition? No one. It is clear that Cody probably started all these rumors and shit, and I threw him UTB to Juice since I don't trust his ass. Oops. Let's just keep that a secret between us, shall we? Even if Cody didn't start the rumors, this could potentially get rid of a huge threat and snake in the mix. I do like Robot James, but I hate his partner, and this simply will not work in the long run. Juice seemed to appreciate my info. and I think we can see it play out in the coming round. He just needs to not tell anyone what I said or I swill I'll kill that ass. It's like making a deal with the devil to me..but I gotta benefit my own game too. Luis is being dumb and thinking Cody could be telling the truth. God he's so blinded.

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[erika]

Round One: #4

*takes a seat in nomination chair*

Wow, this is comfortable. I love that this is what I get for being honest and upfront with people. A nice seat in the nom. chair, along with Alison and Brian. Lol. Juice said there were a "bunch of factors" and that he didn't like that Luis was planning on quitting. When I confronted him about how I gave him information, he just pretty much sulked back and stopped talking. Because he knows he is wrong. God, why are we nommed and not Cody and James. He KNEW that Cody spread the rumors and didn't nom him. What the fack. And then people are like "we want you to stay" and at the same time like "but I don't think anyone could have votes against Brian and Kat". Really, really people, really? So basically...if Luis sticks in which he's telling me he's going to do...we need to win PoV.

There is no option. It's do or die, so early, but so true. I don't want to leave the game just yet. And I won't. The sad thing is, I will prob. go for being Luis' partner. Lol. -__- I love how the thing I wanted to avoid the most is still the reason.

That is all. *leaves DR*.

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[erika]

Round One: #5

c00kied0ughjayy (10:12:06 PM): i want to talk about something, but i dont want your good mood to go away.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:12:07 PM): lol
urtverika (10:12:29 PM): talk
urtverika (10:12:31 PM): ill be okay
urtverika (10:12:33 PM): =_
urtverika (10:12:35 PM): =)*
c00kied0ughjayy (10:15:47 PM): mmkay
c00kied0ughjayy (10:16:27 PM): lol.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:16:31 PM): oh.
urtverika (10:17:11 PM):
c00kied0ughjayy (10:17:15 PM): so last night when i was upset or whatever, i hthink yiou know what i was upset about now
c00kied0ughjayy (10:17:17 PM):
urtverika (10:19:24 PM): ya
c00kied0ughjayy (10:19:38 PM): are you mad that i knew last night
c00kied0ughjayy (10:19:44 PM): i just didnt know how to be like look
c00kied0ughjayy (10:19:56 PM): because at that point i was still trying to fix it.
urtverika (10:21:00 PM):
urtverika (10:21:07 PM): oh i didnt know that
c00kied0ughjayy (10:21:17 PM): i thought it was obvious
urtverika (10:21:24 PM): i didnt know you knew
c00kied0ughjayy (10:21:38 PM): well, it was late last night
c00kied0ughjayy (10:21:43 PM): but at that point was trying to get him to change his mind
urtverika (10:21:58 PM): guess it didnt work
c00kied0ughjayy (10:22:05 PM): obviously not.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:22:21 PM): but i tried
c00kied0ughjayy (10:22:25 PM): and i talked ot him today about it too.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:22:50 PM): i was like i think this is really really unfair to blue cause he didnt really do anything wrong.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:23:12 PM): omg please dont tell luis this
c00kied0ughjayy (10:23:28 PM): or anyone.
urtverika (10:24:08 PM): k i wont
c00kied0ughjayy (10:24:31 PM): but i know i probably did piss you off now. i just felt so guilty. i still do.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:26:03 PM): so id really hope you wouldnt use this against me or anything.
urtverika (10:26:12 PM):
urtverika (10:26:14 PM): im upset
c00kied0ughjayy (10:26:20 PM): ugh
c00kied0ughjayy (10:26:23 PM): im stupid.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:27:10 PM): im going to get offline
urtverika (10:27:23 PM): okay
c00kied0ughjayy (10:27:31 PM): im so mad at myself.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:27:38 PM): so like i get it if you dont want to trust me now
urtverika (10:28:02 PM): well you prob understand that im upset lol
urtverika (10:28:05 PM): since you didnt tell me
c00kied0ughjayy (10:28:15 PM): yeah
c00kied0ughjayy (10:28:20 PM): like i feel terrible right now.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:28:30 PM): sometimes i dont know why i do stupid things like that.
urtverika (10:28:48 PM): okay well talk about it later
c00kied0ughjayy (10:30:24 PM): im really sorry.
c00kied0ughjayy (10:30:59 PM): i probably just fucked up a lot of stuff telling you that, but it is what it is and at least i told you the truth even if it is kind of late.
urtverika (10:31:15 PM): welll im glad you were honest with me now



~cry me a river, that leads to your ocean~

God this girl pisses me off. Seriously know why Luis calls her a snake.

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[erika]

Round One: #6

Talk about ~drama. Thanks Juice for making a chat just to breed it. , fuckhead. That shit was facking insane. Basically, Luis flipped the fack out on countless people, all because of Andii being fake and trying to work with him while telling me lies. And also for herbeing aligned with me and not telling me the truth. And then at the same time, Andii is pleading and begging me for forgiveness since she feels as though she fucked up big time, which she did. Ugh. I like her, but I can't put up her lies. Luis and myself skyped with Allie and Brian late last night and Allison revealed the alliance between Andii, Dick, Jess, and Dan, which I already assumed when Andii told me she knew about nominations. So I kind of let that bomb drop amongst the drama in the chat room last night, but not very obviously. So besides Juice, Brittii, Jess, Andii and IDK who else getting offended...not much happened. Which means Luis made countless enemies for ourselves and pretty much fucked us over. And Juice has the ordasity to tell me to control him...how am I going to control Luis, Juice? Am I him? Everyone is telling me they love talking to me and blah blah feel terrible that I am with Luis and could go home because of it and that I am their favorite person to talk to and whatever other shit; I'm just hoping for a non partner elimination so I can stick around. Everyone knows I still deserve a shot for doing nothing wrong (as Luis is being targetted for his comments) so ya. :\ I don't wanna go home because of this....I really don't. I know we will try our best in PoV and I know we need to win if both of us want to stay. I just hope I'm here next week and my partner doesn't fack this shit over for me in the long run. I've worked too hard to be here. I'm glad people like Bridget, Britti, and Sheila have been supportive of me and I know Andii and myself will prob. talk again soon. But that doesn't change what happened. :\ . Ugh. I love how everyone is sitting pretty knowing their safe, I'm just scared if one of us goes off the block a strong pawn will be put up to get the other couple out. I don't want Allie and Brian to leave, either. :(This week just needs to be over.

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[erika]

Round One: #7

So. Luis apologized to Andii and Britti and whatever. And I forgave Andii because truth is, I can't stay mad at her. I know she feels awful and I know she considers herself really close to me, so I knew I had to get over myself and tell her. She showed me what she posted about me and I know that it is honest because I do talk to her alot. Apparently, Juice yelled at her too which I feel bad about since he is a psychotic drunk asshole that needs to get a serious reality check. I'm so tired of his shit, and I think he is pretty much given the old by every person remaining. God what a facking prick.

OH AND PROBOARDS NEEDS TO STOP BEING A FUCKING DOUCHE BAG SO WE CAN DO POV

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[erika]

Round One: #8

Lolfail at us being the worst people in the veto. This is exactly why we shouldn't be evicted. God. Honestly the best situation happened with Brallison winning veto. Our alliance will be safe should we survive, and we have potential to get Cody on the block. If this is partner eviction, our only chance to be safe is to be sitting next to Will. He has already won so many comps. in URTV history as well as multiple games. His throne needs to be cut. Luis and myself are going to present a case to Juice and hopeffulllly get Cody on the block. We don't deserve to go, and Luis needs to try to plead with Cody to not put a strong pawn up to get us out. God we need this safety BAD. I know I'll be able to get votes, I'm just hoping Juice listens. He can be so stubborn but he's a good strategist...and I'll feed him all the bullshit he needs.

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[erika]

Round One: #9

*sigh* I talked with Jenna and Juice and I'm not sure how that went. Juice seemed to be adamant about not putting Cody up but Jenna said she'd consider. Honestly I see this as our only hope to stay, granted unless it's non partner eviction which I will be forever grateful for. Anyways I've included the conversations below in case anyone is interested. Jenna is either really fake or really compassionate...and I can't help but leaning to the left to the left. =\

urtverika (12:55:05 AM): hey
DanIsNotJudas (12:55:14 AM): how are you
urtverika (12:55:22 AM): im pretty goood
urtverika (12:55:25 AM): how are you doing?
DanIsNotJudas (12:55:59 AM): goood. just got home a bit ago
urtverika (12:56:03 AM): oh nicee
urtverika (12:56:07 AM): me too
urtverika (12:56:34 AM): i just wanted to chat cause. i know we didnt end the other night on the best foot
DanIsNotJudas (12:57:45 AM): ohh you mean during the chat, yeah i know
DanIsNotJudas (12:57:56 AM): i wasnt mad at you that night at all man
urtverika (12:58:20 AM): okay i didnt know waht to think. i wasjust upset because i always liked you and i didnt know why you were coming at me
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It's day 1 and looks like we got a situation!

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DanIsNotJudas is available (2:05:03 AM)
It's day 1 and looks like we got a situation!
DanIsNotJudas (1:00:33 AM): and obv i was wrong lol
DanIsNotJudas (1:00:37 AM): nobody controls Luis
DanIsNotJudas (1:00:40 AM): and I feel bad for you
urtverika (1:00:43 AM): lol luis may be my friend but yeah.
urtverika (1:00:51 AM): anyways, the truth is i dont wanna go home
urtverika (1:01:55 AM): i know brian and allie are gonna take themselves off the block and im wondering what your thoughts are about replacement nominee. cause honestly i only see one chance for us to stay and while i know you may not be a fan of luis, i dont think i deserve to leave and ik that things can be different down the line between us.
DanIsNotJudas (1:02:14 AM): well thats the thing
DanIsNotJudas (1:02:22 AM): idk what can be done about that
DanIsNotJudas (1:02:34 AM): the only thing that i would love to happen
DanIsNotJudas (1:02:39 AM): is one from each pair
urtverika (1:03:12 AM): lol well thats ideal but if that doesnt happen. that will be unfortunate. and we arent even strong. we can only stay if cody is up i think
urtverika (1:04:17 AM): honestly it would be a great time to get him out, i mean he has won so many urtv comps and coups i cant even count. i just would hate to see us go for not even being threats over bigger competition.
DanIsNotJudas (1:11:20 AM): well
DanIsNotJudas (1:11:28 AM): sorry i got distracted
urtverika (1:11:33 AM): its fine lol
DanIsNotJudas (1:12:05 AM): I think that, at least in my opinion. I cant speak for Jenna but its how Luis just acts and treats people.
DanIsNotJudas (1:12:11 AM): he cant call these girls cunts
DanIsNotJudas (1:12:14 AM): and get away with it
urtverika (1:12:15 AM): well thats not good reason
urtverika (1:12:17 AM): to get me out too
urtverika (1:12:21 AM): because as you preach
urtverika (1:12:23 AM): this is a partnership
urtverika (1:12:39 AM): luis may be a bad egg but that doesnt mean i am, and that doesnt mean he does the nominating
urtverika (1:13:11 AM): its just not fair that his actions bring us both down when there is someone who is spreading rumors already and has already won two seasons
DanIsNotJudas (1:13:12 AM): oh of course not
DanIsNotJudas (1:13:22 AM): but thats the thing man
DanIsNotJudas (1:13:48 AM): this game has not been easy right from the get go
urtverika (1:13:54 AM): it hasnt
DanIsNotJudas (1:13:58 AM): every team has someone people dont like on it
DanIsNotJudas (1:14:03 AM): everyone agrees with that too
urtverika (1:14:07 AM): yep.
urtverika (1:14:09 AM): thats why
DanIsNotJudas (1:14:09 AM): its not fair
DanIsNotJudas (1:14:11 AM): but i mean
urtverika (1:14:11 AM): you cant play
urtverika (1:14:12 AM): emotionally
DanIsNotJudas (1:14:14 AM): wtf are we supposed to do
urtverika (1:14:19 AM): you have to play strategically.
urtverika (1:14:32 AM): we may "emotionally" be the best team to get rid of, but strategically no.
urtverika (1:14:50 AM): if i had to strategically nominate people after this week, you would not be nominated
urtverika (1:15:10 AM): because im not here to play by emotion, but strategy. and you guys nor us are the biggest threats
urtverika (1:15:11 AM): in this game.
DanIsNotJudas (1:15:49 AM): i get what youre saying
urtverika (1:15:57 AM): the point of the game is to get to the end, is it not
urtverika (1:16:13 AM): if you take us out, youd take out luis who can be a fireball. but it wont take out any of the competition
urtverika (1:16:24 AM): that will happily nominate you simply because you won a challenge
DanIsNotJudas (1:17:12 AM): so who do you suggest
DanIsNotJudas (1:17:13 AM): cody?
DanIsNotJudas (1:17:16 AM): is that it
urtverika (1:17:24 AM): i think hes the only person we can stay against
urtverika (1:17:28 AM):
urtverika (1:17:37 AM): and strategically
urtverika (1:17:41 AM): he is the strongest player in the game
urtverika (1:17:45 AM): in my opinon.
urtverika (1:18:14 AM): he won 8 vetoes
urtverika (1:18:16 AM): in urtv as
urtverika (1:18:20 AM): 8 facking vetoes
urtverika (1:18:30 AM): and 5 hohs
urtverika (1:18:34 AM): that is insane
urtverika (1:19:13 AM): plus hes won the coup d'etat each time
DanIsNotJudas (1:19:47 AM): yeah it is
DanIsNotJudas (1:19:54 AM): i mean dude is crazy good
DanIsNotJudas (1:19:58 AM): ill admit
DanIsNotJudas (1:20:14 AM): but jenna and I are not about to do anyone elses dirty work
urtverika (1:20:39 AM): its only someone else's dirtty work
urtverika (1:20:43 AM): if your not playing to win.
urtverika (1:21:58 AM): and considering luis has already settled his differences with andii and britti, i would say that its not your responsibility to get him out for what he did
urtverika (1:22:03 AM): if anything that is theirs.
DanIsNotJudas (1:24:46 AM): andii and britti?
DanIsNotJudas (1:24:49 AM): what about Luis and m
DanIsNotJudas (1:24:50 AM): me*
DanIsNotJudas (1:24:58 AM): kid hasnt even reached out to me at all
urtverika (1:25:00 AM): im talking about
urtverika (1:25:05 AM): calling girls cunts lol
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:09 AM): idc about that
urtverika (1:25:14 AM): you said that before
urtverika (1:25:14 AM): lol
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:17 AM): disregard that for a sec
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:18 AM): i know
urtverika (1:25:19 AM):
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:21 AM): but just for a moment
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:26 AM): forget that exists
urtverika (1:25:29 AM): luis does want to talk to you
DanIsNotJudas (1:25:32 AM): okay
urtverika (1:25:36 AM): but he went to bed before you came on
urtverika (1:25:44 AM): since his laptop kept freezing
urtverika (1:26:09 AM): i like you juice, i really do, you know that. it would be dumb for you to get rid of me
DanIsNotJudas (1:27:57 AM): well no matter who we put up
DanIsNotJudas (1:28:01 AM): its not up to jenna and I
DanIsNotJudas (1:28:03 AM): so I mean
DanIsNotJudas (1:28:08 AM): youre talking to the wrong person
urtverika (1:28:21 AM): no im not. like i said there is one potential option for us to stay.
urtverika (1:28:28 AM): make a good choice.
DanIsNotJudas (1:28:57 AM): okay well have you gathered votes for cody to go?
urtverika (1:29:28 AM): i have done the math, and i have the people that would keep me in that situation.
urtverika (1:29:50 AM): i have not gathered the votes, because no replacement nominee is up
urtverika (1:29:51 AM): silly
urtverika (1:29:53 AM):
DanIsNotJudas (1:29:56 AM): well
DanIsNotJudas (1:30:00 AM): its not just you
DanIsNotJudas (1:30:03 AM): its luis too
urtverika (1:30:08 AM): oh i know.
urtverika (1:30:16 AM): but people want me to stay i think
urtverika (1:30:27 AM): i havent done anything.
urtverika (1:30:39 AM): codys threat will outweigh luis.
urtverika (1:30:44 AM): i guarantee it.
DanIsNotJudas (1:31:00 AM): ok one sec sorry
urtverika (1:31:09 AM): your fine
urtverika (1:31:50 AM): these partnerships arent forever, you know.
urtverika (1:33:02 AM): i dont care if luis leaves, i just dont want to go down with him yet. at least not in this position where i havent done anything. i am praying for a non partner elimination lol. but thats all i can do
DanIsNotJudas (1:34:47 AM): I see what youre saying and idk what else to say.
DanIsNotJudas (1:34:53 AM): fight for votes
DanIsNotJudas (1:34:55 AM): work on people
DanIsNotJudas (1:34:59 AM): but cody isnt going up
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:03 AM): im not dumb
urtverika (1:35:11 AM): i dont see how its a dumb move.
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:21 AM): Luis will always always be after me
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:27 AM): the risk isnt worth it
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:31 AM): and you being so close to him
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:35 AM): and his tightest friend
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:38 AM): you have paid for it
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:41 AM): just work votes
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:45 AM): for whoever goes up besides you
urtverika (1:35:47 AM): oh please i havent paid for anything.
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:49 AM): idk what else to say
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:52 AM): its not up to me
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:53 AM): or jenna
DanIsNotJudas (1:35:56 AM): its up to the house
urtverika (1:36:00 AM): your copping out lol
DanIsNotJudas (1:36:06 AM): talk to jenna
urtverika (1:36:07 AM): your scared that if cody stays youll pay
DanIsNotJudas (1:36:09 AM): about putting up cody
urtverika (1:36:10 AM): but your wrong.
DanIsNotJudas (1:36:17 AM): idk what youre talking about
urtverika (1:36:23 AM): you know what im talking about
DanIsNotJudas (1:36:26 AM): no i dont
urtverika (1:36:27 AM): your scared if we still get evicted.
urtverika (1:36:31 AM): cody will come after you
urtverika (1:36:32 AM): too
DanIsNotJudas (1:36:36 AM): umm no?
urtverika (1:36:50 AM): well it doesnt maek sense since luis wouldnt do anyhting without asking me lol
urtverika (1:36:57 AM): as in nominations
urtverika (1:37:10 AM): and i wouldnt put you up.
DanIsNotJudas (1:37:27 AM): Talk to Jenna
urtverika (1:37:44 AM): i was planning on talking to jenna regardless lol
urtverika (1:37:51 AM): its not like you are the sole decision maker
urtverika (1:37:55 AM): of your partnershi[
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:11 AM): wtf?
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:16 AM): no facking shit
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:20 AM): thats why i said talk to jenna
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:24 AM): whats your deal
urtverika (1:38:25 AM): yeah i was gonna talk to her...
urtverika (1:38:45 AM): nothing? you are just telling me to talk to her but i was gonna after i finished talking to you
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:55 AM): and then you have an attitude
DanIsNotJudas (1:38:56 AM): saying
DanIsNotJudas (1:39:06 AM): its not like youre are the sole decision maker
DanIsNotJudas (1:39:09 AM): like i dont know that
urtverika (1:39:10 AM): its not an attitude, i just thought you were assuming
DanIsNotJudas (1:39:14 AM): no i wasnt
urtverika (1:39:16 AM): that i was only going to talk to you
DanIsNotJudas (1:39:16 AM): at all
urtverika (1:39:22 AM): ok.
urtverika (1:39:58 AM): i was gonna talk to her but i didnt want to be juggling back and forth between convos.
urtverika (1:40:09 AM): it seemed like you were insuinating i wasnt
urtverika (1:40:10 AM):
DanIsNotJudas (1:40:36 AM): i wouldnt care if you were
DanIsNotJudas (1:40:43 AM): its what you want to do
urtverika (1:41:07 AM): well id rather talk to people when i have full attention.
DanIsNotJudas (1:41:22 AM): and im trying to give you mine
DanIsNotJudas (1:41:30 AM): its hard with 20 other people im'ing you though
urtverika (1:41:35 AM): ik lol
urtverika (1:41:49 AM): its fine

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urtverika (1:43:07 AM): hey button ik juice is prob talking to you, but i just wanted to talk to each of you individually
"Jess" (1:43:14 AM): ok
urtverika (1:43:24 AM): how are you doinggg?
"Jess" (1:44:00 AM): im good and you?
urtverika (1:44:17 AM): im pretty good, i fell on some ice earlier lol but im okay
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urtverika (1:44:34 AM): it will
urtverika (1:44:44 AM): it was dark and i was walking to my car
urtverika (1:44:45 AM): and bam
urtverika (1:44:46 AM): lolol
"Jess" (1:45:21 AM): aw! thats like my biggest fair is slipping on ice going to my car and like dying lmao
urtverika (1:46:04 AM): it was scary but thankfully there was like a tree to the side that i like grabbed as i was going down
urtverika (1:46:05 AM): xD
"Jess" (1:46:21 AM): aw haha
"Jess" is available (1:46:40 AM)
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urtverika (1:47:00 AM): so i wanted to talk to you about replacement nom, since im sure brallison will be using pov
"Jess" (1:47:07 AM): right right
urtverika (1:47:26 AM): i really dont wanna go home for luis' actions
"Jess" (1:47:39 AM): understandably
urtverika (1:48:01 AM): i no he is a fireball, but i dont think me and him are the strongest competitors either
urtverika (1:48:15 AM): i mean we couldnt even finish the one veto we needed to like seriously save ourselves lol
"Jess" is available (1:48:21 AM)
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"Jess" (1:48:29 AM): aw yeah
urtverika (1:49:15 AM): i just dont wanna go home over a threat. like ik luis said nasty things and ik hes sorry...but i dont think that makes a good excuse for eviction when there are really big threats
urtverika (1:49:17 AM): still remaining
"Jess" (1:50:00 AM): what makes you think you guys are not threatening
urtverika (1:50:24 AM): i think us being friends is threatening, but i dont think we are the biggest challenge/social/strategic threats.
urtverika (1:50:48 AM): i mean honestly were playing with someone who has one 5 hohs and 8 povs in a single urtv game.
"Jess" is available (1:50:49 AM)
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urtverika (1:50:54 AM): won*
"Jess" (1:51:06 AM): right
urtverika (1:51:10 AM): and 2 coup d'etats
urtverika (1:51:21 AM): if you are going to say we are taht threatening
urtverika (1:51:28 AM): i would be priviliged. but we are not.
urtverika (1:51:52 AM): i won a veto my season lol
"Jess" (1:52:31 AM): right but luis is good at clutch competitions sometimes when he really wants it and he intimidates his way into getting things
urtverika (1:52:52 AM): that is true, but this is a partnership and not luis
"Jess" (1:53:00 AM): ok
urtverika (1:53:13 AM): i hate how everything is being based off luis
urtverika (1:53:26 AM): this eviction could be based on the partnership
urtverika (1:53:33 AM): not on a partner.
"Jess" is available (1:53:45 AM)
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urtverika (1:53:49 AM): cody may be strong in his partnership, but james is also incredibly strong.
urtverika (1:53:59 AM): ive known that from experience. and so does juice.
urtverika (1:54:06 AM): and you im sure.
"Jess" (1:54:14 AM): ye
"Jess" (1:54:16 AM): yea*
urtverika (1:54:29 AM): luis winning challs is helpful but not when im paired with him lol
urtverika (1:55:05 AM): and if we are basing this off partnerships, we are def. not very strong
"Jess" (1:55:30 AM): right
urtverika (1:55:33 AM): and i dont want to be evicted because luis is strong, because i am not him
"Jess" (1:55:41 AM): yes true
urtverika (1:55:47 AM): so that brings the point that i was trying to make.
urtverika (1:55:59 AM): luis pissed people off, and people are going to vote emotionally
urtverika (1:56:19 AM): but the game should be about strategy and i now have to also do damage control for something that wasnt even a result of my actions
urtverika (1:56:59 AM): but if you were pair someone that strategically could go against us, we could have a chance
urtverika (1:57:22 AM): i know you and juice may not like luis that much, but i dont want you guys to go
"Jess" is available (1:57:23 AM)
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"Jess" (1:57:59 AM): you keep saying you will have a achance but your stuck on the block so instead of asking us to get cody put up you should be asking for everyones vote and not telling us this. I don't think it matters who we put up if they talk a better game then you its over
urtverika (1:58:08 AM): luis is playing strategically to so i doubt he does either. we're not the strongest pairs of players
urtverika (1:58:18 AM): unfortuantely jenna in a game like urtv
urtverika (1:58:22 AM): where everyone knows each other
urtverika (1:58:37 AM): it does matter who is up on the block and if they "strategically" feel like getting rid of it
urtverika (1:58:42 AM): them*
urtverika (1:59:00 AM): most of the time people aren't focused on strategy but friends, which kind of defeats the purpose of big brother
urtverika (1:59:42 AM): and ofc it matters who you put up lol
"Jess" (2:00:41 AM): you kinda just said it though
"Jess" (2:00:48 AM): no one votes strategy
"Jess" (2:00:50 AM): but friends
"Jess" (2:00:52 AM): so if you friends
"Jess" (2:00:54 AM): you're golden
"Jess" (2:00:57 AM): if you' dont
"Jess" (2:01:05 AM): ur going to be voted out
"Jess" is available (2:01:26 AM)
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urtverika (2:05:15 AM): connection died, soryr
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"Jess" (2:05:34 AM): its k
urtverika (2:05:53 AM): well. if you guys are so against nominating cody there has to be a reason
"Jess" (2:06:03 AM): i never said i was against it
urtverika (2:06:08 AM): juice did
urtverika (2:06:08 AM): :\
"Jess" (2:06:22 AM): i just don't get why you are so intent on him theres no one else u think u could beat?
"Jess" is available (2:06:24 AM)
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"Jess" (2:06:32 AM): just cody
urtverika (2:07:26 AM): im not sure if i could beat anyone else. the whole purpose of this is just because i dont want to make luis' actions the evicting reason
urtverika (2:07:55 AM): and in you guys benefit i just dont think we would be the best boot. partners arent forever you know
"Jess" (2:08:04 AM): yeah
urtverika (2:08:24 AM): well. i just wanted to talk to you
"Jess" (2:08:35 AM): I appreciate it and ill take it into consideration
"Jess" (2:08:42 AM): i know juice already told you no for cody
"Jess" (2:08:43 AM): but ill think about it
urtverika (2:08:45 AM): thanks, i appreciate it
"Jess" (2:08:48 AM): its a two person decision
urtverika (2:08:53 AM): it means alot
urtverika (2:08:54 AM): really
urtverika (2:08:57 AM): <3
"Jess" (2:09:01 AM): <3
urtverika (2:09:25 AM): im going to head to bed, im icing my foot and i think i should get some rest
"Jess" (2:09:37 AM): aw okay! night hope ur foot feels better
urtverika (2:09:46 AM): thanks, talk to you later!

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My last post will be in my final words which will be posted once eviction is up. So stay tuned bitches, I know this is the best confessional of the game, tyvm.