Goodbyes

[KC]

- Not sad to see you leave at all. You lost my trust last week. Your dumb decision resulted in this. Actually, I don't know if you'll be seeing this.... Can't believe I trusted you. I REALLY TRUSTED YOU. Got a reality check for sure.
- I really doubt you'll read this. But nice getting to know you and I am sorry to see you go.
- I really did try to keep you, and I voted to keep you. If you're seeing this then obviously it failed and people are really big liars. I'm sorry to see you go but at the same time I kind of feel like you dug your own grave; had you kept Angie last week, I don't think this would have happened. Had you voted to inadvertently get Angie the special prize, I don't think this would have happened. Anyways, i'm going to miss you in this game. Despite what people say you were a good friend and a loyal ally.
- sorry that you're leaving the game. i really wanted to play with you but you decided to tell everyone about our alliance which i don't understand why you did. how ridiculous. i'm sorry you're gone man you played a good have.
- James, I know I told you there was a good chance of you staying in the game, and that my vote would only be a sympathy vote, but things changed around last minute. I am reallllly sorry that you are reading this, i really didn't want to see you leaving the game. I hope you know that I think you're a really cool guy, and even though I'll be done with orgs after this, maybe we can keep in touch on aim every now and again
- Oh James where do I begin? I was going to keep you this week but then I didn't because I don't see what you staying would do to benefit me. If I leave next week so be it, but you're leaving now. Shouldn't have voted out Angie last week bro, bad move. Taylor Gang or die.
- I genuinely did not want you to go and I hope you believe this. I fought for you to stay and maybe just not hard enough and for that I am very sorry.

[James Rhine]

Yeah, I'm sorry too.

I can't be mad at everyone, but a certain few I am.

I wasn't counting people like Nick, so what he says doesn't bother me at all. I didn't want to hear from Alex, it only makes me mad. People telling me if I had done this, or hadn't done this, I'd still be in the game is ridiculous. I know how to play. I wanted to do what I wanted to do. And I did what I wanted to do. Voting to keep the prize out of Angie's hands was better, I didn't want anyone to have it. And voting to evict her was better for me too. I know Sheila had other allies, but I was better with her than I'd have been with Angie.

Alex, you can't believe you trusted me? LOL I can't believe I trusted you. You can say what you want about my dumb decision to evict Angie over Sheila, but I apologized to you afterwards, I thought that would be it, we'd move past it. I'd have never targetted you or voted to evict you. Plus, my chances to win a competition are slightly better than Jeff's, so you made a dumb decision too. Seems like every game we're in together, you'll use any excuse to get rid of me. I'm glad to see that you failed to evict Sheila twice now. I'm looking forward to never talking to you again, ass-wipe.

Natalie, as much as I like you, I was still disappointed in your decision. I can't help but feel like you'll just do whatever Shadow tells you to do. You do have your own mind. I didn't ask for your vote because I knew it would be difficult for you, but you eventually did tell me you were keeping me. And yeah, we talked about this already, but you had time to change your vote, so you had time to let me know you changed your vote. I could wait for the explanation if you didn't really have time.

Eric, I was hoping that if I had survived that week that you and I would become better friends, maybe form a partnership or join your already existing alliance.

Amanda, thanks for trying to keep me.

Jee, I never truly knew where I stood with you. It's the way you would never share any of your thoughts about the game. When you asked me for an alliance, I really didn't want one. lol I felt like you were just asking me to keep yourself safe with me. I know you didn't need one with me. So yes, I let a couple of people know...Alex, Sarah, but that was it to my knowledge. You know how word spreads though, you're guilty of it yourself. Remember the Brian incident? Still, had I stayed this week, it would have been a new chapter for James and Jee.

Casey, coulda shoulda woulda, lol. I don't regret the decisions I made at all. Because they were my decisions, nobody else's. I want to thank you for putting your neck out there to try to keep me around. Definitely shows who my true friends are.

Sarah, I do believe you wanted me to stay. How could you not? lol I gave you almost every piece of info I would get. I am disappointed you wouldn't take the chance to save me though, but it is what it is. I enjoyed playing this game with you, rather than against you this time around.

Sheila (Mrs. Robinson), keep kicking ass.

[James Rhine]

I feel like I now have to address my alliance with Sheila. I talked about not having any regrets a while back. Since this Sheila revelation has come to light, I do regret not voting her out over Angie. It could have worked out better for me. And saved my relationship with the Kitty, and also not screwed over the game completely. But who knows if she'd have tried to delete the board anyway if she had been evicted that week instead. And I can't stress enough that I had nothing to do with her having access to KC's account, nor was I aware she did. Can't believe I was actually rooting for her to win.

[James Rhine]

I also just found out through Shadow that he and my Sarah had a final 2!!! Shocking. I still think Shadow getting me voted out was a dumb move, I was on his side (just didn't agree with the vote at the time), and since he and Sarah shared everything, he should have known that.

I don't think you're an ass-wipe anymore, Kitty. And obviously, we've spoken since I said I was looking forward to never talking to you again.

[James Rhine]

Also, what am I doing still writing in here? lol

[Sarah]

Ugh! I hope u believe me about how shitty I feel James. Stupid stupid STUPID thing voting u out. I'll never live it down.

[James Rhine]

May 18, 2011 0:26:23 GMT -5 Sarah said:

Ugh! I hope u believe me about how shitty I feel James. Stupid stupid STUPID thing voting u out. I'll never live it down.

it was stupid. But I'm long over it.

[Nat ~]

i love your robot icon. i debated making my icon into something the prejury was calling me too. you're cool shit james!