Week 3 - The Turnaround

[Brian Hart]

2nd/1st/2nd/2nd, yeah my placings in every comp i played in, technically 3 were with Kathleen, but i'm still doing well!

Anyway, i wanted HoH bad this week, myself, Casey or Jee needed to win, we are 3 people on the outs and 2 of us would have probably gone up if anyone else had won HoH, but then we come 1st/2nd/3rd in the competition, 2nice. This week we have to make a move. Talking to Casey at the end of last week he told me he wanted Jenna out as much as i did, so i'm thinking she will be the target and his PM to me this morning pretty much confirmed it, she's going to go from feeling way to safe to being number 1 target, watch her come crawling back and start talking to me when she's in danger, oh this will be amazing, Andii, this week is for you.

Sheila winning is also amazing, i speak to Jason a lot and i trust him, probably the most out of the Villains, hopefully we both make merge and we can do some serious damage. But i hear he is putting up Shir/Cody, i would prefer Juice to go up and out, but this will do. I've lost people trust a lot for the first 2 weeks, but no more, hopefully this turnaround is the start of a series of serious moves in the game.

[Brian Hart]

I can't even, just read;

From Juice:

You know, despite what you think about me, I do like you personally. I think you're a really nice guy. Maybe in the game we haven't gotten along because of things that have happened and I don't blame you for that. But we do have things in common... the first is our love for Andii. That girl is amazing. We have known each other for 6 + years and we are extremely close. We are pretty much best friends and I think the world of her. My point is, she is very fond of you too and when she was evicted, she told me that you were one of the people she liked the most and wanted us to work together but she didn't know much that was possible. To be honest, I don't either. But I would like to try. For her.

Things in this game are confusing and theres a lot of rumors going around. I have really tried to make a conscious effort to just dismiss them and to not believe everything I hear until I actually talk to the people straight up. Now, the other thing we have in common is that we are probably both going to be targeted sooner than later. Probably not this round, but it's going to happen and I have a feeling this game isn't going to end well for a lot of people.
So the last thing either of us need is another enemy. Do you really want to sit here and target me all game? Cuz I really don't want to sit here and target you and just have us not liking each other.
The game is supposed to be fun and I'd like to start over and just be cool with you.

Andii really wants me to try and do that and to honor her wishes, I really want to put my best foot forward and get past all of our bs and be cool with you. It's up to you man, but I'm just tired of people being against me when they really don't know me and I want you and I to not have any tension or animosity towards one another. Get back to me and let me know what you think. Thanks dude.

From me:

I appreciate the time you took to do this, but how do i know you aren't going to flip 180 on me again? What you did to me in week 1 was beyond confusing, you didn't take the time to listen to anything i had to say and flat out called me a liar and dragged my name through the mud for no reason, i don't appreciate this style of game play at all. Honestly it's going to take a lot for me to trust you, even a little bit. But if you're willing to ~try so am i. I just won't be shocked if you do turn around and backstab me again. I've got my eye on you.

As for Andii, i love her too. This game is nothing without her, i'm playing for her now.

The following conversation then happened;

Jenuinejen69: (19:10:46) check your pm's.
Dan - URTV: (19:11:06) ok
Dan - URTV: (19:13:40) well
Dan - URTV: (19:13:55) you dont know if ill do that again. thats just something youll have to risk as Im going to risk that with you too
Dan - URTV: (19:14:03) you could backstab me if you so choose
Dan - URTV: (19:14:10) the reason i even want to try is because of Andii
Dan - URTV: (19:14:13) and she asked me to do this
Dan - URTV: (19:14:16) Im playing for her too
Dan - URTV: (19:14:23) and the last thing I ever want to do is upset her
Dan - URTV: (19:14:32) so me screwing you over would hurt her
Dan - URTV: (19:14:36) and Im not willing to do that
Jenuinejen69: (19:15:13) you have to realise i probably will never trust you, especially for a while
Dan - URTV: (19:15:20) i understand that
Dan - URTV: (19:15:35) im not expecting you to just forget everything that happened
Jenuinejen69: (19:15:53) and how do you know i will be targetted?
Dan - URTV: (19:16:25) well from what andii said before she left, there were certain people on the wrong side of things
Dan - URTV: (19:16:33) you probably do have good connections with people
Dan - URTV: (19:16:49) but at the same time, i think you could be easily expendable to people when the time came to get rid of you
Dan - URTV: (19:16:52) the same goes with me
Dan - URTV: (19:17:56) part of me wanting to rebuild trust with you is being open and up front
Dan - URTV: (19:18:02) something i should have done from the beginning
Dan - URTV: (19:18:08) and actually heard you out
Dan - URTV: (19:18:25) i do regret that and i cant change it now but i can work hard to fix it
Jenuinejen69: (19:19:15) it's going to take a lot
Dan - URTV: (19:19:35) thats fine and i totally get it
Dan - URTV: (19:19:45) but here I am extending an olive branch so to speak
Dan - URTV: (19:19:51) i dont have to do this
Dan - URTV: (19:19:53) I want to
Dan - URTV: (19:19:59) and for Andii, Im going to try
Jenuinejen69: (19:20:27) and i'm willing to try but i'm fully expecting you to backstab me the first opportunity you get
Dan - URTV: (19:21:08) If I do that, then Im just slapping Andii across the face. If I backstab you, might as well say that Im backstabbing her
Dan - URTV: (19:21:17) yeah I know she's out of the game and she has no say in things
Dan - URTV: (19:21:28) but this is more than just about me and you
Jenuinejen69: (19:22:16) i know
Jenuinejen69: (19:22:44) i just think for now
Jenuinejen69: (19:22:46) we dont speak
Jenuinejen69: (19:22:51) until we play game together
Dan - URTV: (19:23:09) okay
Dan - URTV: (19:23:12) if thats what you want
Dan - URTV: (19:23:38) But I am willing to put the effort in
Dan - URTV: (19:24:24) I showed Andii our messages and she basically just said, well all you can do is try and i appreciate you doing it
Dan - URTV: (19:24:34) so im glad for that
Dan - URTV: (19:24:49) anyways, take care man and Im sorry for hurting you
Jenuinejen69: (19:25:14) no worries, hopefully i see you at merge
Dan - URTV: (19:25:34) that would be 2nice. thanks, you too.

Just, ugh. Never will i ~ever align myself with Juice in this game. I can't trust him, i don't like him as a person i just can't. If he's willing to try and work with me ok, but the whole fucking deal will be 1 sided and the first shot i get at taking him out, he's gone. I'm no hero when it comes to him.

[Brian Hart]

Nomination thoughts and other stuff;

[Brian Hart]

Sorry for lack of DR this week, i've just had deadlines and problems to deal with, stress is no fun!

Anyway, winning this POV was amazing, it secured the nominations and will hopefully get Andii what she wants, Vengeance week is 2nice I've already spoke to most people about the votes and Jenna's vote for eviction are there, except Taylor who is throwing Jenna a sympathy vote, like i did for Andii last week, Brick is a 2nice alliance, we look after our woman

So Jenna should be gone. The only thing i worry about now is, how big a target i may be becoming in the game, i've placed 2nd in every HoH competition and i'm 2/2 for in every veto i've played. I'm surprising myself how well i'm doing but i'm going to have to keep an eye out for chatter abut targeting me, but it seems so far that everyone is just targeting people based off of previous games, so for now maybe i'm good? Who knows, only time will tell.

Going into next week, i was planning all out on winning HoH, but if i did, i'd have to nominate an ally. My plan would have been to nominate Britti and Billy, idc who would have left they are the least 2 people i trust in the house. But talking to Billy last night he said that he wanted HoH bad and should he win i would be safe, i told him the same thing. For me to break my word after i built it up last week, would just be stupid. So idk what to do, ultimately Jee has to win. James would be ok, but i feel like i could control Jee more and get a blood free week whilst he does the dirty work. Next week, ultimately, i think it's the time to get Shadow removed from the game, it could be tricky, but power moves are needed and it could either be now, or not for a long time.

Hope this sums up the week pretty well