week 2

[jessica]

What can I say
I made it past the first stage of not getting nominated. I'm hoping to play in veto so If I win its not used. I just don't wanna be a replacement.

ALSO the fact that I am the "Chosen one" makes me nervous but its exciting and an honor. I can't wait to see the tasks.

[jessica]

im being such a bad friend right now,

everyone in peen is paranoid and im having a grand old time fucking iwth them in the chatbox.

[jessica]

jennatbutton: (1:42:41 AM) any truth to the rumor?
jennatbutton: (1:51:49 AM) yoohooooo
jennatbutton: (2:18:50 AM) well ya can't say I didn't try to talk to yooou

casey is a prick

[jessica]

Casey Blahhhhh: (2:47:43 AM) Sorry i'm talking to my suitemate who is new and we're having a conversation.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:47:47 AM) what is the rumor?
jennatbutton: (2:49:41 AM) that i am going on the block against brittii
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:51:21 AM) Yes, it is true,
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:51:35 AM) I just haven't been hearing the best things about you regarding me coming from a lot of people
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:51:38 AM) and I feel like I have to do this
jennatbutton: (2:51:50 AM) so you are going off of what other people have told you?
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:51:57 AM) That and other things.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:52:29 AM) You never have really made the effort to talk to me.... I know I haven't to you much either but I tried IMing you like two or three times over the course of the game and never really ever got back much in return, and you never IM'd me on your own time and approached me until now.
jennatbutton: (2:53:54 AM) well for one, you're not on during normal hours and when you are I don't catch you on at that time? so I don't think communication should be an effect on that. you're rarely on aiim at the same time as me?
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:12 AM) Actually i've seen you on quite a few times and you don't IM me
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:18 AM) and i've seen you on at this time plenty of times
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:23 AM) We've been in group chats together a lot.
jennatbutton: (2:54:36 AM) i've never noticed you on, yeah the last group chat I saw you in was like a week or so ago
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:40 AM) ok and
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:44 AM) and all the ones prior to that
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:54:50 AM) and you never IM'd me personally soooo
jennatbutton: (2:55:08 AM) okay well if it makes you feel better, I didn't iM anyone personally from those chats? lol
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:55:30 AM) So you just never were talking to anyone personally when we were in chats?
jennatbutton: (2:55:44 AM) no just when we are in teh chat, i'm talking to whos in it in that chat
jennatbutton: (2:56:34 AM) and the last time if i remember you got mad at me for saying boston was better then NY lol
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:56:45 AM) That was really a joke, I thought we were joking. I wasn't seriously mad.
jennatbutton: (2:56:54 AM) i was told you took it offensively lol
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:57:00 AM) Were you? By who?
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:57:05 AM) Because I didn't tell that to anyone.
jennatbutton: (2:57:42 AM) im not gonna say names but hes not a hero so its not like it would do anything lol
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:08 AM) Well then i'm really curious as to who it is but I now know it's a he.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:14 AM) And I didn't tell anyone on the Villains that so.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:19 AM) You're going based off what people are saying?
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:22 AM) lol.
jennatbutton: (2:58:25 AM) you aare why can't i?
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:36 AM) lol well you are so why can't I? not really the best argument.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:44 AM) I'm not going completely based off what people are saying
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:46 AM) I have my reasons
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:48 AM) and on top of it
jennatbutton: (2:58:48 AM) well first of all im not using it for a nomination basis
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:51 AM) I have what MANY people have said.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:58:52 AM) So
jennatbutton: (2:59:02 AM) that im close to britti? thats a good reasoning.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:59:06 AM) No.
jennatbutton: (2:59:07 AM) because we're the only friends in the game
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:59:11 AM) That's why Britti's going up.
Casey Blahhhhh: (2:59:12 AM) Not you.
jennatbutton: (2:59:45 AM) so why am i going up because i have so many alliances? and i'm friends with everyoneeee?
jennatbutton: (3:00:06 AM) people are just dying to be my friend and work with meeeeeee
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:02:22 AM) No, that's not why lol.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:02:24 AM) But think you want
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:02:28 AM) You're not going up based on rumors.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:02:44 AM) And you can keep being condescending act to me it's not helping lol.
jennatbutton: (3:03:10 AM) well nothing is changing your mind i'm not an idiot you're putting me up regardless
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:03:32 AM) Well I thought maybe I could talk to you for once but you approached me hostile so it just set it in stone.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:03:37 AM) I have my reasons for nominating you.

jennatbutton: (3:03:38 AM) good
jennatbutton: (3:03:40 AM) set it in stone
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:03:46 AM) You can believe they are what you want.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:03:50 AM) But I know what they really are.
jennatbutton: (3:03:58 AM) and ill take a sledgehammer to that stone
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:04:08 AM) lol you're so funny.
jennatbutton: (3:04:22 AM) I try
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:03 AM) Well honestly. I don't buy your argument
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:15 AM) You didn't talk to me this whole game, when I tried to talk to you it was like.... nothing back.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:18 AM) You nominated me.
jennatbutton: (3:05:28 AM) it was all me who nominated you? i wasn't with a partner or anything
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:31 AM) You have things against me as I hear from MANY
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:36 AM) I heard you weren't thrilled when I won HoH
jennatbutton: (3:05:37 AM) and i never really talked to anyone in this game
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:39 AM) Oh so it was all Dan then?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:53 AM) You never really talked to anyone in this game? What you're just sitting there not talking?
jennatbutton: (3:05:54 AM) i was being a bit biased in this game not gonna lie
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:05:56 AM) What do you mean?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:06:01 AM) A bit biased against what?
jennatbutton: (3:06:03 AM) i just talked to people i knew well
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:06:05 AM) That's what I don't understand.
jennatbutton: (3:06:13 AM) i didn't want to talk to people who I didn't think liked me or would help me out
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:06:29 AM) Well I had nothing against you, in fact I liked you after being HC with you last season.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:06:43 AM) But by you saying that I guess that means you either A thought I didn't like you or B don't think I can help you out
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:06:49 AM) So why would I want you around? You can't help me if I can't help you.
jennatbutton: (3:07:41 AM) there is no way we could ever do that with me going up first of all, this is our first real long convo since HC last season and yeah I liked you too but when I thought u where pissed about the boston vs new york thing I didn't know if you wanted me out or not
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:11:26 AM) So the boston vs. new york thing really thought I had you that pissed? Maybe you should have talked to me then lol.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:11:31 AM) And we still didn't talk prior to that
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:11:38 AM) I tried talking to you and got back like three word responses
jennatbutton: (3:11:42 AM) when?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:11:47 AM) So I wasn't getting the feeling that you wanted to work with me or talk to me
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:11:50 AM) Like Week One!
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:12:11 AM) You even said yourself you were a little biased and didn't talk to those you thought DIDNT LIKE YOU or COULDNT HELP YOU
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:12:16 AM) so obviously i fall into one of those categories.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:12:18 AM) *or fell
jennatbutton: (3:12:18 AM) yeah but if people iM'D me
jennatbutton: (3:12:21 AM) i would talk to them
jennatbutton: (3:12:24 AM) i wouldn't be like
jennatbutton: (3:12:25 AM) lolbye
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:01 AM) well i did IM you you didnt give me much feedback.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:11 AM) I tried to have a conversation and it was not going anywhere.
jennatbutton: (3:13:13 AM) well i can't remember so i can't really say
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:16 AM) Two or three times.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:21 AM) I remember.
jennatbutton: (3:13:25 AM) i honestly don't
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:29 AM) And it's the other stuff on top of all of that.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:45 AM) Soooo... I mean, yeah, you give me more reasons to nominate you than anyone else does.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:13:58 AM) I have nothing to hide from you.
jennatbutton: (3:14:01 AM) well i've known i was getting nominated almost the second you won HOH
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:14:09 AM) Really? Because I didn't tell anyone that.
jennatbutton: (3:14:16 AM) well apparently you told someone something
jennatbutton: (3:14:19 AM) because I heard about it
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:14:35 AM) lol that was after I won HoH at like 4 in the morning after I talked to about 5 or 6 of the villains.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:14:45 AM) So "the second I won" you weren't getting nominated
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:14:50 AM) I didn't even see I won til a few hours later
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:14:55 AM) I heard the second I won you were quite upset
jennatbutton: (3:15:17 AM) i was nervous yeah but i wasn't like going to everyone going "fuck casey!!"
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:16:58 AM) Well, I heard you expressed your discontent with me winning. Obviously that shows me something, you had no reason to.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:17:30 AM) When I won my karma did also mysteriously drop a point; then again that could of course not be you so I can't fault you for that, but it is suspicious.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:17:42 AM) And if you don't have anything against me, well we barely do talk, and that is reason enough to put you up.
jennatbutton: (3:18:36 AM) okay, I don't talk to you enough. good reason and u hear stuff good reason.
jennatbutton: (3:18:46 AM) can't fight ya on this, i mean you are HOH
jennatbutton: (3:18:49 AM) you want ass kissing
jennatbutton: (3:18:55 AM) not me, standing up for myself
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:04 AM) lol.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:07 AM) I don't want ass kissing.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:12 AM) But you give me no reason NOT to nominate you.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:17 AM) What are benefits to keeping you?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:20 AM) Who should go up if not you?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:26 AM) You're not exactly throwing those things out there.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:49 AM) You didn't do anything....you didn't PM me when I won HoH. You then later sent me a "congrats on winning HoH" PM without anything else.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:56 AM) I definitely don't want my ass kissed
jennatbutton: (3:19:58 AM) because im not going to change your mind, i'm not going to say who u should put up so u can use it against me.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:19:58 AM) I'd rather people be real
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:20:07 AM) lmao i don't want to use it against you.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:20:09 AM) I wasn't asking you.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:20:18 AM) I'm just saying, those are things you could have said to show me why i shouldn't put you up.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:20:21 AM) But you didn't.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:21:01 AM) You said are the rumors true? Yooohoooooo. oh well cant say i didnt try to talk to you [while i was busy btw] and prior to that like I said only PM'd me congrats
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:21:03 AM) so what was I to think?
jennatbutton: (3:21:25 AM) well i was told u responded to two people during the time I waited for a response
jennatbutton: (3:21:48 AM) i asked shadow if he had talked to you since he was on
jennatbutton: (3:21:55 AM) he said u just im'd him back
jennatbutton: (3:22:00 AM) and dan said the same thing
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:22:16 AM) literally what i responded was about how i was talking to my suitemate and sorry for taking so long to respond
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:22:26 AM) and thats because I was already talking to shadow and dan was the most recent IM to pop up
jennatbutton: (3:22:30 AM) okay well they didn't tell me that they just said you responded
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:22:41 AM) Well no I wasn't having a full-on conversation with them.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:22:44 AM) It was a couple of words.
jennatbutton: (3:22:49 AM) ok
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:22:57 AM) you're not the only one I wasn't responding to.
jennatbutton: (3:22:58 AM) thats my bad then
jennatbutton: (3:24:02 AM) i just feel like this is a personal nomination not strategical
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:24:11 AM) It's personal and strategic.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:24:30 AM) I don't see how it's not being strategic?
jennatbutton: (3:24:32 AM) why personal i've never done anything to you but not give you the proper responses you seem fit
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:24:38 AM) Like I said, where are the benefits to keeping you?
jennatbutton: (3:25:25 AM) one for one i'm loyal and if that doesn't show, I don't know what else will prove that
jennatbutton: (3:25:28 AM) oops
jennatbutton: (3:25:28 AM) i mean
jennatbutton: (3:25:31 AM) well for one*
jennatbutton: (3:25:34 AM) im tired
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:26:05 AM) Well what's it to me if you're loyal but you have no allegiance to me... it's all fine and dandy that you're loyal to others but it doesn't help me.
jennatbutton: (3:26:32 AM) but if we ever had something, I would be loyal to you, but its like a lost cause at this point
jennatbutton: (3:27:20 AM) and! i was actually gonna iM you last night but I got tired waiting because you didn't sign on
jennatbutton: (3:27:39 AM) so i really had no chance to defend myself now and after hearing i was going up yeah i'm a little defensive
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:28:35 AM) Well you could have sent me a PM
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:28:38 AM) left me some offline IMs
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:28:41 AM) I know I got on late
jennatbutton: (3:28:48 AM) i didn't wanna be the person who pm's the HOH to plead a case
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:28:53 AM) And yeah it is a lost cause, really.... but you had chances to talk to me before. So.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:28:56 AM) LOL so you do nothing instead?
jennatbutton: (3:29:08 AM) i was gonna wait for you to go on aim
jennatbutton: (3:29:25 AM) and u never did and it was almost 4am so i just went to bed, yeah I did nothing basically
jennatbutton: (3:29:51 AM) but i thought i'd catch you on early tonight and by this time i'm already getting told its guarenteed im nomiated
jennatbutton: (3:29:53 AM) i can't spell omg
jennatbutton: (3:29:56 AM) nominated**
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:30:16 AM) well that was the plan considering i talked to everyone but you
jennatbutton: (3:30:27 AM) thats fair then
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:30:28 AM) I like to give everyone a chance but you didn't really give me the opportunity.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:30:42 AM) And so I don't see how at all you can sit there and say this nomination is personal not strategic.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:30:48 AM) How is it NOT strategic?
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:30:56 AM) We have nothing going for us, as you even said.
Casey Blahhhhh: (3:31:01 AM) So why would I want you around?
jennatbutton: (3:33:30 AM) i'm done tonight im tired and you're pissing me off because you know this is personal, you want to separate me and britti and you know it, you're threatened by me for no reason because i didn't kiss ur ass the second u won HOH and send u 100 offline im's or pm you 100 times. you didn't even give me an empty slate you just said ur mind was made up cuz u didn't talk to me, so you went into it thinking "i'm already nominating this bitch" so what the fuck do you want me to say to you? pLZ PLZ PLZ k eep me ill keep you safe for ever. no ill win POV and keep myself save. plain and simple yaknow, im not one to hold grudges so ill be over this after nominations im sure. i mean if i can be friends with dan i can get over anything. ya diigg? alright peace out cub scout

[jessica]

taypizzzle: (3:39:48 AM) what did you do to casey
jennatbutton: (3:39:57 AM) i pissed him off thats what
taypizzzle: (3:40:07 AM) and now you're probably leaving me -_-
jennatbutton: (3:40:15 AM) good i don't wanna be in the gamee
taypizzzle: (3:40:22 AM) -_-
jennatbutton: (3:40:28 AM) hes a cunt
taypizzzle: (3:40:30 AM) so you're just giving up
jennatbutton: (3:40:32 AM) plain and simple
jennatbutton: (3:40:36 AM) no im going for pov
jennatbutton: (3:40:47 AM) but if i lose and stay nommed
jennatbutton: (3:40:51 AM) im not fighting for anyones vote
jennatbutton: (3:41:24 AM) howd u know i did something to casey
taypizzzle: (3:41:51 AM) cause is signed on to an offline to him
jennatbutton: (3:42:00 AM) wut?
jennatbutton: (3:42:04 AM) i dont know what dat means lmao
jennatbutton: (3:42:07 AM) im half asleep
taypizzzle: (3:42:30 AM) oh
taypizzzle: (3:42:36 AM) that sentance didnt make sense lmao
jennatbutton: (3:42:55 AM) so make it make sense lol
taypizzzle: (3:43:11 AM) i signed on to offline IM's from him
taypizzzle: (3:43:16 AM) saying you two foughts
jennatbutton: (3:43:31 AM) oh ew
jennatbutton: (3:43:38 AM) like ur gonna care about his side of the story
taypizzzle: (3:43:53 AM) this is messy
jennatbutton: (3:44:04 AM) he said plain and simple
jennatbutton: (3:44:09 AM) because I was the last one to talk to him
taypizzzle: (3:44:12 AM) he wants you out
jennatbutton: (3:44:12 AM) why shouldn't he nominate me
taypizzzle: (3:44:20 AM) and you will go if you dont win veto
taypizzzle: (3:44:22 AM) and it sucks
jennatbutton: (3:44:27 AM) good
jennatbutton: (3:44:41 AM) shadow said if he's picked hes playing for me
jennatbutton: (3:44:57 AM) and what about you?
taypizzzle: (3:44:59 AM) i will too
taypizzzle: (3:45:00 AM) but
taypizzzle: (3:45:06 AM) Casey doesn't want me to use it
jennatbutton: (3:45:16 AM) ok
jennatbutton: (3:45:39 AM) so don't lol
jennatbutton: (3:45:42 AM) im nto gonna risk ur game
jennatbutton: (3:45:45 AM) so u can save my ass
taypizzzle: (3:46:41 AM) i want you to win it
jennatbutton: (3:47:22 AM) i wanna win it but i have a shitty track record in veto's
taypizzzle: (3:48:05 AM) ill practice with you
taypizzzle: (3:48:08 AM) for whatever it is
jennatbutton: (3:50:27 AM) i was defensive with him
jennatbutton: (3:50:36 AM) beccause he already told jeff it was gaurenteed i was going up
jennatbutton: (3:50:44 AM) is that s owrong that i got defensive?
jennatbutton: (3:50:47 AM) with a cunt like him
taypizzzle: (3:51:49 AM) well maybe you did it in not the best fashion
jennatbutton: (3:51:57 AM) he just kept pissing me off
jennatbutton: (3:52:06 AM) and i told you
jennatbutton: (3:52:07 AM) im grumpy
jennatbutton: (3:52:10 AM) when im overtired
jennatbutton: (3:52:12 AM) and im way over tired
jennatbutton: (3:54:23 AM) r u talking to that douche nugget?
taypizzzle: (3:54:29 AM) no
taypizzzle: (3:54:31 AM) not anymore
jennatbutton: (3:55:33 AM) oh
jennatbutton: (3:59:20 AM) i should go to bed before i respond to his pm with a cunt remark
taypizzzle: (4:01:06 AM) you should
jennatbutton: (4:01:23 AM) you should say more than 3 words.
jennatbutton: (4:02:08 AM) yadigg
jennatbutton: (4:03:53 AM) why isn't britti here she'd fight off casey for mee
jennatbutton: (4:06:18 AM) okay ur ignoring me now im going to bed pce out cub scout
taypizzzle: (4:06:23 AM) sorry
taypizzzle: (4:06:24 AM) lol
taypizzzle: (4:06:31 AM) you know what you have to do to stay
jennatbutton: (4:06:43 AM) strip on cam?
taypizzzle: (4:06:51 AM) -_-
taypizzzle: (4:06:54 AM) seriously jenna
taypizzzle: (4:06:55 AM) stop
jennatbutton: (4:07:00 AM) stop what
taypizzzle: (4:07:20 AM) stop doing that
jennatbutton: (4:07:23 AM) doing what
taypizzzle: (4:07:29 AM) stop attacking bridget she doesnt deserve that
taypizzzle: (4:07:39 AM) i know thats what you're referring to
jennatbutton: (4:07:45 AM) woah woah i was not even thinking of that actually
taypizzzle: (4:07:53 AM) thats what it sounded like
jennatbutton: (4:07:59 AM) i was thinking of how i use my flirtation to the next level
jennatbutton: (4:08:21 AM) since i told you thats my game is to flirt i was thinking sarcastically
jennatbutton: (4:08:24 AM) but okay
taypizzzle: (4:08:31 AM) im just frustrated right now
jennatbutton: (4:08:39 AM) why
jennatbutton: (4:09:34 AM) because i went and ruined everything for you by sticking up for myself to casey? and now your stuck in a position you didn't wanna be stuck in? or because you just thought I attacked precious bridget?
taypizzzle: (4:10:10 AM) are you yelling at me
jennatbutton: (4:10:15 AM) i would not
jennatbutton: (4:10:40 AM) only when i use caps am i yelling.
jennatbutton: (4:11:15 AM) so are u gonna tell me why ur frustrated or u gonna leave me hanging yadigg
taypizzzle: (4:11:32 AM) cause i dont wanna be in this position
jennatbutton: (4:11:46 AM) what position you're safe
jennatbutton: (4:12:04 AM) don't go for veto what can i tell you? lol
jennatbutton: (4:12:13 AM) ill do it on my own or with shadow
jennatbutton: (4:14:11 AM) any opinion or you just wanna leave it alone tonight
taypizzzle: (4:15:50 AM) i just wanna sleep this off
taypizzzle: (4:15:54 AM) and collect my thoughts tomorrow
jennatbutton: (4:16:32 AM) its gonna be just as bad tomorrow
taypizzzle: (4:16:49 AM) no im calmer in the afternoon
jennatbutton: (4:17:12 AM) well when nominations happen its gonna get nice
jennatbutton: (4:17:25 AM) iim sure caseys speech will be a bash fest on me
taypizzzle: (4:18:19 AM) are you and britti going up
jennatbutton: (4:18:22 AM) yes
jennatbutton: (4:18:44 AM) hes only putting her up to make sure i leave
jennatbutton: (4:18:48 AM) he said it in the pm
jennatbutton: (4:22:50 AM) nothing? alright well im going to bed
taypizzzle: (4:23:00 AM) what
jennatbutton: (4:23:08 AM) u asked me a question
jennatbutton: (4:23:10 AM) i answered
jennatbutton: (4:23:11 AM) u didn't
jennatbutton: (4:23:12 AM) lol
taypizzzle: (4:23:18 AM) i skipped past your IM
jennatbutton: (4:23:27 AM) cool story bro
taypizzzle: (4:23:34 AM) on accident
taypizzzle: (4:23:34 AM) lol
jennatbutton: (4:23:40 AM) oooooooook
taypizzzle: (4:23:47 AM) ok?!?!!?
jennatbutton: (4:24:10 AM) byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[jessica]

I've never felt so alone in a game before, if I go this week i'm done and leaving this stuff behind.

I'll write a nice long goodbye speech in here for everyone to read afterwards.

[jessica]

this game has been a big part of my life, as cliche as it sounds, I've been involved some way or another for almost 3 1/2 years. I wanted this to be the last time you see Jenna/Jessica the queen of GIFs, I didn't wanna go out like this, I'm considering so much right now. I don't know what I wanna do..

[jessica]

>.< no goodbyes you told me i will have them by last night but its ok hahah