Jeff's Mind Grapes

[Jeff]

hi Allstars

Obviously Im pretty damn pumped to be here. It was a LONG road to get my spot....and it feels good to finally get it. Ive wanted it BAD since the very start of URTV9.

But I am also really nervous about this. Many of these people have watched me play, and they kind of know how I roll. It could work against me....but I just have to use it to my benefit. Act like Im doing my normal thang....but then do the opposite. I dunno....just thoughts right now. I mean we havent even crowned an HOH.

This twist is pretty shocking. Definitely not what I expected at all. And I dont really know how I feel about my partner. I have never met him before this game. But in a way that could be pretty cool. I just hope he doesnt mess shit up for me.

This is a giant cast compared to URTV10. There are so many people to talk to....and it is going to be a cut throat game. So I really need to make my rounds and have good chats with everyone. And see where they are at. The partners thing kinda changes things up....so I gotta think of how ppl are gonna do things.





I really like Alex. he will for sure be a force in this game....and I really like having some of those people around me. He knows how to PLAY these games....and he always goes balls to the wall. I think we could potentially work together very well. We are talking a lot so thats step 1 going really well



Alison is someone I have to think about a little more. We definitely have history together. And that will either make or break us. The good thing is we get along. Just normally it seems like we end up on opposite sides. Im trying to make that not the case this time....but because she is another person who I would like to keep close for now.



Amanda is someone that I dont know alllllll that well. But I do think she is pretty cool. Hopefully we can talk some more and see where things go.



Angie
I really like Angie. We got along great in URTV9. The only problem is that Ive heard there are ppl saying I am going to be working with her Dan and Jordan. I dont want a target like that on me. So hopefully I can dispose of it. That doesnt mean I want Angie gone....Im just very aware that we could get grouped together.



Another good friend from URTV9. I know we get along great....and I think if the situation had been a little different in 9....he would have had my back a lil more. I trust him...and it will be a good idea to solidify things with him. Or it could just end up the same.



Good ol' Casey. ANOTHER URTV9 friend. We get a long great.....but he is a tricky one to figure out. He will 100% do what is best for him. We could do some good things together....but I will for sure have my eye on him the entire time.



Oh have me and Dan ever been through a lot together. And I mean a lot. I never would have expected to work with him in second chances....but we did it pretty well. BUT.....again ppl will group me with him. Even more so than with Angie. I would love to work with him....but I just need to make sure it doesnt create a target on us. He has already talked to me about a 4way alliance with Jessica and Natalie. I think it could be cool.....so we will see where that takes us.



I know absolutely nothing about Dick. Nothing at all. We talked for a bit....but dats it. I will for sure have to talk to him more and see whats up. The good thing is he is partners with Jordan, so I dont think I will have to worry about him nominating me. She will have my back.



Im cool with Eric. He can be a really good guy. I think I could trust him. But I will 100% have to get a better read on him for this game. We havent talked much, but I think thats cause of his vacation.



I really like Erika, and I think we could work well together. We've played together a few times and it went aight. We've talked a good amount and I dont think I need to worry about her doing anything crazy. Hopefully he partner doesnt wanna do anything though



Ive grown to like James a lot. We talked a bit during URTV9....just normal houseguest--housecalls chatter. He seemed really interested in how I was doing in URTV10 aswell. We could work great together. And he would be a great person to have around. Hopefully the chips fall in a place where we can work together.



Another one I dont know. And our first convo together didnt help much at all. He seemed pretty damn boring. I could see him going early.....which is bad news bears for Angie. Who knows ....maybe he will surprise me.



Jessica is rad. I really enjoy talking to her. And we are in an alliance together so that works out really well for me. We havent talked game a whole hell of a lot...so that will need to be done. Im not 100% sure where her head is at.



Oh boy did I take a risk asking this dude to be my partner. We seemed to hit it off pretty good. So I think it will work well. I just dont really know where he stands with other people. I will have to get a feel on what others think about him.



Oh boy. Ive talked about ppl pairing me together with other people.....but none as big as this one. Everyone will assume we will be as tight as we were in URTV9. And she has for sure talked to me about working together. Of course I will....but I need to keep my distance from her. The good thing is its true that we havent talked a hell of a lot lately. So that will work to my advantage. But there is no way I can stick my neck out for her this early. I just gotta see what happens. But part of me thinks she could potentially go early.



If anything....I think ppl will pin me and Kail apart from each other. And I think we could use that to our benefit. Maybe have each others backs. Thats for sure what I am going to say to her. And we could do it silently. So thats coo. Again....someone I need to talk to more. Get a feel for things.




We aligned right away. I think we can work very well together. We have gotten ourselves in a 4way alliance.....and we will both be on the same page the entire time. We both have our eyes on Dan....so it will benefit us hugely. If we play things right....we could go far together.



Nick is a rad dude. Someone I would love to work with.....but Im not getting the best feeling from him right off the bat. Ill have to talk to him more....but he seems to be kinda distant. But who knows. We shall see what happens sooooon.



Sarah is awesome. And we work great together. I think we WILL work great together this game. We just need to get a group going that will keep us protected. She seems to think she already has target....so I need to make sure if thats true.



I think I can trust Sheila a lot. She seemed to be really happy I made the cast, so I will get a feel for her situation and see what we could do together this game. For sure someone I feel like I can trust. Just gotta see how far she could help me in this game.



Annnnnnd then there is will. What to do with Will??? He is obviously a threat...so I am going to put myself on his good side for now. I think we would be dumb to let him get far in this game....but its also way too early to pin him against me. We've worked well together before....so Im gonna try using that to my benefit.



This cast is intense. Everyone here is gonna play balls to the wall. So I need to get myself in a good position really quickly. Get a feel for ppl and see what kind of group I can make. Or even groups. I have so many ppl I feel I can work with.....I just have to see where each person falls. I just gotta make sure I dont get myself in a sticky situation.

[Jeff]

So things are moving along in allstars. Its only week 1, no one has even been evicted. But yet.........


The Drama is off the wall!!!!

And why is it so crazy in here??? Well thats an easy answer silly!!!!



technotronics621: (10:48:30 PM)this is redonk
DrWillchilltown: (10:50:40 PM)lol
DrWillchilltown: (10:50:49 PM)welcome to all stars


Im just going to distance myself from all of this. I didnt say a word in the chat the other night. I already have a partner who is seen as very inactive....so I need nothing else to draw attention to me. As of this week, I have myself in a good position. I have an alliance with Dan, Jessica and Natalie. We havent talked a hell of a lot about it, but I know it keeps me safe this week. I've also talked to Sarah a lot about working together. Then there is the obvious....Jordan. But as of right now, I really need to distance myself from her. With Jordan comes a huge target. So I need people to think that I dont even talk to her that much....let alone work as closey with her as URTV9. But I for sure have her back....I just dont really know where she stands in the big scheme of things.

I talk to Alex a lot. We havent ever talked about officially working together. But I kinda feel like we simply have each others backs as of now. I can trust him for now. I dont think he would have any reason to go after me. Also.....I talked to Sheila about possibly working together. So this is definitely a pairing that I can potentially work with and trust.

Ive talked to Casey about trust and such. lol. Another situation where I feel like he has my back. Nothing official yet....but no need to target. And same kind of thing with Angie.



Now lets move on to people that are more on the negative side of my game.

Well of course there is Kail. Drama follows her around. Fo real. Now that veto is said and done....I dont even think it matters who the replacement is. Kail will be leaving the house this week. And unfortunatly for Erika.....that means she leaves too. Unless of course the twist is we vote between all 4 people. And the top 2 vote getters leave. Something Ive been thinking about. Then who knows what would happen.

Honestly thats really it right now.

I dont really want Will around for very long. He needs to go asap in my opinion. For one....he is a mad threat. And he also cant drop the whole Joe thing!! which is pretty damn annoying. We just gotta be careful at how we go about getting rid of him.

Im really interested to see who the replacement is. I am pretty sure Dan and Jessica are just going to figure out who will go up and ensure Erikail leaves.

Poor poor Luis leaving first.

I think we can all say.....



lolpwnt

[Jeff]

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fuck you James



now that thats off my chest. Sorry for being lame with DR' so far. I feel like I havent written much.
But I gotta say, I am pretty damn happy to be out of partners. Joe would have clearly held me back. So it is great to be on my own again. And ending up in the Hero house was pretty great too. I "think" I am on great terms with everyone here, and even have the background guy, "Jee", of the house on my side.
I've had James talk to me a lot this game too. We talked during URTV10, and he was no where on my radar. I figured I was good with him.

Then oops!!!
He puts me on the block next to Jordan. His reasons also suck. Which were pretty much nothing. At least nothing he wanted to say in public.




technotronics621: (6:33:41 PM) im just shocked
technotronics621: (6:33:42 PM) honestly
James: (6:33:48 PM) we'll talk more during the week, I promise.
technotronics621: (6:34:02 PM) we hardly got to talk before noms
James: (6:34:06 PM) just remember there's lots of week left.
technotronics621: (6:34:07 PM) we have very different scheds
technotronics621: (6:34:13 PM) i know
technotronics621: (6:34:17 PM) and you say im not the target
James: (6:34:23 PM) that's correct.
technotronics621: (6:34:23 PM) but im obviusly 1 of 2 targets
James: (6:34:42 PM) well I'm hoping not, but we'll see how it goes.
technotronics621: (6:34:56 PM) lol
James: (6:35:09 PM) I didn't mean it like that.
James: (6:35:11 PM) lol
technotronics621: (6:35:25 PM) so say jordan wins veto?
technotronics621: (6:35:26 PM) then what
technotronics621: (6:35:29 PM) am i the target?
James: (6:35:34 PM) no
technotronics621: (6:36:28 PM) so is it just cause im social and popular?
James: (6:36:44 PM) yes
James: (6:36:53 PM) I will give you answers
James: (6:36:55 PM) later
technotronics621: (6:37:00 PM) but a social and popular guy who had your back
technotronics621: (6:37:05 PM) thats what just doesnt make sense for me
James: (6:37:10 PM) I know it doesn't.
technotronics621: (6:37:35 PM) cause like.....
technotronics621: (6:37:39 PM) taylor is social and popular
technotronics621: (6:37:41 PM) so is shadow
technotronics621: (6:37:43 PM) so is britti
technotronics621: (6:38:04 PM) and i am in no way throwing any of those 3 under the bus
technotronics621: (6:38:07 PM) just making my case
James: (6:38:10 PM) oh I know
James: (6:38:17 PM) and don't worry about that.
James: (6:38:27 PM) just focus on winning veto.
technotronics621: (6:39:32 PM) well ill try my best
technotronics621: (6:39:38 PM) we all know challenges aint my thang
technotronics621: (6:39:38 PM) lol
James: (6:43:14 PM) well good luck
technotronics621: (6:43:18 PM) lol thnx
James: (6:43:37 PM) I promise I'll have answers for you later in the week.
technotronics621: (6:43:46 PM) ok



So who the hell knows. I talked to Shadow about it, and he has my back. We kinda think that maybe he thought I would veto Jordan or something. Which is funny cause I have kinda kept my distance from her this game. We hardly ever talk game. Or even talk at all.

Taylor also has my back. I had this talk with him before noms. So we should be good. Also got some confirmation of this post noms.

Brian....well who knows. He doesnt like to talk about this shit until after veto. Plz refer to URTV9.
But I really hope he has my back. I have told him numerous times that I have his.

I havent had a chance to talk to Casey, but he sent me a pm at the very start of this, and we just cleared the air from the past two games we have played together. We both trust each other, and want each other to stick around.

Jessica should want me around. We made an alliance with Dan and Britti. And her and Britti are close, and Britti for sure wants me around. Britti is so far my only Final 2 I have made in this game. If that works out, I would be thriled, but I'm not as comitted to this as past F2's just yet. There is lots of game left, and I need to see where things end up. But I for sure have her back for a looooong time.

Who else???



Oh right Jee

No seriously I had to think about if I was done or not. Jee and I talk....a bit. More since houses. But he told me that I am one of the people he talks to the most. So thats good. I also told him that I stuck up for him when talking to James about noms. lol
I think Im good here.



Anyways. I would effing love to win the POV. So Im gonna put on my competition hat....and hope that I can kick some ass. I've proved I can win these when on the block, (way back at start of URTV9 but whateva), so I can do it again.

And as shitty as it is to say. I kind of hope Andii doesnt win it. I dont think anyone would save her, and I think my best bet this week is either coming off of the block.....or the noms staying the same.


eeek

this shall be a week to remember.

[Jeff]

Jan 12, 2011 23:36:27 GMT -5 guest said:

See this man?



He may look innocent and heroic but I assure you...

This young man, Jeff, is the biggest two faced liar in the game. He is far from an allstar, he is only in the game cuz someone more worthy dropped out. Jeff is a bitter and vengeful liar who will stop at nothing to get revenge on those who have wronged him. Everyone in this game had better watch out. He will have a smile on his face as he shoves his knife into your backs.

Jeff does not deserve to be in the hero house or in the game. He has thrown every competition so far and he will throw the rest of them to stay under the radar. YOU will all be the ones to suffer. You will make enemies as he sits back and pretends to be your friend. He is the biggest liar in the game. Do NOT let him continue to pull the wool over your eyes. He lies so much, he does not even know what the truth is anymore. You have been warned. Get him out, or he will backstab you.

Fuck.This

[Jeff]

it doesnt get deleted does it?

[Jeff]

Hi

As fun as that veto was....I still blew massive chunks. I dunno how ppl can move so quickly. I thought I did great!!!! But whateva, at least it shows im the furthest thing from a physical threat. Challenges just aint my thang......but this is old news.

Im perfectly fine with Alex winning veto. He is one of the people I am closest to this game. He has my back this round so that helps a lot. I basically told him not to use the veto. It sucks majorly.....but I know I am safe. And with Jordan.....comes the J+J target. It was there from day 1, and no matter what I say to people.....they will still assume.
And also a good thing came from it.....me and Alex kinda confirmed things.

AlexCocaCola: (6:40:14 PM) but anyways ur cool u think if i dont use pov?
technotronics621: (6:40:41 PM) it sounds like it....
technotronics621: (6:40:47 PM) but im sure youd be more in the know on that than me
AlexCocaCola: (6:41:28 PM) well u got james on ur side
technotronics621: (6:41:35 PM) yea
technotronics621: (6:41:36 PM) thats good
technotronics621: (6:41:55 PM) i feel bad for andii
technotronics621: (6:41:57 PM) buuuut
AlexCocaCola: (6:42:00 PM) yea =\
technotronics621: (6:42:03 PM) to be perfectly honest
technotronics621: (6:42:08 PM) it kinda helps me
technotronics621: (6:42:19 PM) as much as i say im not working with her......ppl will still assume
AlexCocaCola: (6:42:51 PM) yup lol
AlexCocaCola: (6:42:53 PM) felt the same way
AlexCocaCola: (6:42:55 PM) if zack played
technotronics621: (6:43:13 PM) which sucks hey?
technotronics621: (6:43:15 PM) but what can ya do
AlexCocaCola: (6:43:19 PM) yeap
AlexCocaCola: (6:43:37 PM) so whose votes do u think u have r n?
technotronics621: (6:43:50 PM) You, Tay, Britti, Jee
AlexCocaCola: (6:44:01 PM) awesome that should be enough then
technotronics621: (6:44:05 PM) yepp
AlexCocaCola: (6:44:10 PM) britti gonna vote andii oh my
technotronics621: (6:44:17 PM) yepppp
technotronics621: (6:44:38 PM) andii is a mad threat
AlexCocaCola: (6:44:42 PM) it's true
technotronics621: (6:45:06 PM) but i appreciate so much that you have my back dude
technotronics621: (6:45:11 PM) cause i have yours for the long run
AlexCocaCola: (6:45:36 PM) yeah i know we havent even talked like a deal or alliance or anything [official that is] but I sort of felt like it was there anyways
technotronics621: (6:45:51 PM) yea i felt the same


So things are moving along for me. I think this week could honestly help me in the long run. I think I may have all the votes.....ppl will hear what is happening and follow suit.


I'm sorry Andii

But I messed up my URTV9 game for ya......aint happening this time.

[Jeff]

Alright so I survived. Thank goodness. I did not want to leave Week 2 after everything I went thru to get my AS spot. 2 very crazy games. I am here for a long run
I have some good people who have my back here in the Hero house. And they are they reason I am sitting here. If I have learnt anything from my....almost 1 year inside URTV land.....it is that alliances and having people on your side is huge. I need to make sure people want me around to help their game out. And that is pretty much what I have done. I mean I stayed sitting next to Andii. She has a billion friends.....many who are in this house.

But I do gotta be honest. I was a little...... ........ when Casey won HOH. I didnt really know what he would do. I just was hoping I would get a chance to talk to him.

And it was good news when I did. He told me right away that I aint going anywhere near the block. We talked a bit about what would be a good move for him this week.

Now this is tough for me.....because the person I want gone....I am fairly certain is also 100% safe this week. Had I won....Brian would be my target. But Casey wouldnt put him up. I know it. So I wont even bring it up.

Basically I need to make sure Alex is safe. That would be an unfortunate casualty for me at this point. Same thing with Natalie. She cannot leave right now.

Nick.......I dont really want him leaving either. But I dont really feel as comfortable with him at this point as I do with Alex and Natalie. But he is my boy. So its not like Im gonna go after him or anything. Ya Nah?

I dont really wanna see Jessica leave either. But to be honest....she would be the best casualty from this week. Yea we have an alliance.....but she isnt the strongest person....and we dont talk nearly enough to solidify things all that much. So when Casey told me he wants her gone.......I am going to do what I can to make sure that happens.

Because lets be honest. Jee isnt going anywhere this week. Casey is going to make a move with this hoh. Brian is safe, and I am pretty sure James is too. Those 3 are the ones I could lose and not even break a sweat over. So when it comes down to Alex, Natalie, Nick and Jess.......Jess is my best bet. Sorry

It sucks cause she is super rad. But I need to make sure this week doesnt pave a rocky road for me in the future.

Noms havent even been made....so there is still plenty left that could happen.

But from the sounds of it, it will be Natalie and Jessica on the block. Which is alright with me. As long as Britti is safe.....I will be alright.

[Jeff]

Wow I havent written in a long time




Wow I say that a lot.


Sorry. Just been busy of course!!!
As far as I know, I have myself in a pretty damn good position in my house. Jessica leaving was a decent win for me, and so far this week is going really well. With Britti as HOH, I know I am going no where near the block. She then nominates Casey and Brian, two people that I want out of this game soon. When I was on the block with Andii.....Brian was trying hard to get me out of this game. So obviously I wanted him gone because of this. So going into this week....I have said that I want brian to leave. Had I won HOH...he would probably have been my target. But of course now he is coming to me and pleading his case. groveling at my feet if you will. He keeps saying that he wants to work with me, and always has wanted to. And when I brought up that he wanted me out week 2, and campaigned really hard to keep Andii around. Of course he tries to relate to me in being loyal to her, because of how I was in URTV9. But it doesnt change the fact that once again on eviction night, Brian didnt have my back.

Now with Casey.......I dunno what to think. I want to trust the guy...but I know how he plays these games. So I will never put a hell of a lot of trust in him. He kept me safe when he was HOH...so that is already an easy step up on Brian. But Brian told me something about Casey. Something I kind of already assumed.....but Brian kind of confirmed it.



Brian: (7:39:48 PM) there is something i feel i need to tell you but idk if i should :/
Brian: (7:42:01 PM) you there?
technotronics621: (7:42:21 PM) yea sry
technotronics621: (7:42:24 PM) and yea you should tell me
Brian: (7:42:57 PM) i just feel that you need to know to make a better judgement on your decision
technotronics621: (7:43:12 PM) i appreciate that
Brian: (7:43:25 PM) not everyone you thought had your back in week 2, had it
technotronics621: (7:43:41 PM) who didnt?
Brian: (7:44:02 PM) well you thought casey did, had the votes been there, he would have evicted you
Brian: (7:44:16 PM) he kept you as he didn't want to be a minority vote with myself
Brian: (7:44:29 PM) i just dont want you to flip out and question him on this
Brian: (7:44:41 PM) i just want you to know who's been truthful with you this whole game
technotronics621: (7:44:41 PM) well of course i wanna question him on it
technotronics621: (7:44:44 PM) but i dont flip out
Brian: (7:45:10 PM) i just want you to know, even though i voted you out and we spoke about that, i have never once lied to you
technotronics621: (7:45:24 PM) i know you havent
technotronics621: (7:45:47 PM) and i know its cause you were being loyal to andii
technotronics621: (7:45:50 PM) but you tried to get me out
technotronics621: (7:45:57 PM) Casey didnt
technotronics621: (7:46:06 PM) even though he would have evicted me
technotronics621: (7:46:09 PM) but i kinda expected that tbh
Brian: (7:46:11 PM) he didn't try as hard as i did
Brian: (7:46:18 PM) but he still did
Brian: (7:48:03 PM) im just trying to be honest with you
Brian: (7:48:07 PM) and show my loyalty
technotronics621: (7:48:24 PM) bah
technotronics621: (7:48:30 PM) its just tough man
technotronics621: (7:48:36 PM) i know you have been honest with me
technotronics621: (7:48:59 PM) but thats completely different when you tried to get me out not long ago
technotronics621: (7:49:04 PM) how can i feel safe ?
Brian: (7:49:22 PM) because you aren't nominated against andii
Brian: (7:49:27 PM) and won't be ever again
Brian: (7:49:45 PM) thats the only reason i campaigned so hard
Brian: (7:50:14 PM) look at it as not trying to get you out, but to keep andii in
Brian: (7:50:25 PM) it would have been the same v anyone
technotronics621: (7:50:46 PM) well how can i trust you, when you have never had my back
Brian: (7:51:04 PM) i always have, urtv 9 just fucked up cos i was on vacation that week
Brian: (7:51:13 PM) things would have been a lotttt different had i been there
Brian: (7:52:25 PM) im just really wanting to try
Brian: (7:52:31 PM) with you
Brian: (7:54:03 PM) i've laid down everything to you
Brian: (7:54:12 PM) and when i give my word i mean it, its all i have
Brian: (7:54:25 PM) its just up to you to believe it or not
technotronics621: (7:54:52 PM) Oh I believe you for sure
technotronics621: (7:55:03 PM) I just really need to determine.....if it was just a little too late
Brian: (7:55:26 PM) idk how it is, when even when i told you i was evicting you, i said then i wanted this to work
Brian: (7:55:33 PM) ive always said this
Brian: (7:58:06 PM) i just dont know what else i can say
technotronics621: (7:58:22 PM) do you have anyones vote?
Brian: (7:58:27 PM) i think so
Brian: (8:03:40 PM) i think i might head to bed dude
technotronics621: (8:04:37 PM) alright man
technotronics621: (8:04:41 PM) ive got a lot to think about
Brian: (8:04:46 PM) i know
Brian: (8:04:58 PM) i just want you to let me know what you decide
Brian: (8:05:01 PM) out of respect
technotronics621: (8:05:15 PM) and I will for sure
Brian: (8:05:48 PM) just know ive never lied once to you
technotronics621: (8:07:39 PM) i know man



Its kind of tough now for some reason. I really like Brian. And I would be content with either of them leaving the house this week. But there is one big thing that kind of determines what I need to happen this week. Britti wants Brian out, and she asked me even before veto that I will evict Brian no matter what. Also, if Brian stays, he will go after Britti probably. And I dont want that. Casey.....well I dont really see him going after her. She only nominated him cause he nominated her. And she has stated from the start that she wants Brian to go.

Whatever happens, I dont really see anyone targeting me at this point.

Britti---obviously on my side. We have a strong alliance.

Shadow---One of my two main allys. It would be absurd if he went after me.

Taypiz---Another strong ally, but not quite as strong as the first two. I dont think he would go after me....but Im not sure what will happen later on down the road. But I wouldnt target him any time soon.

Jee---I am on really good terms with Jee. We talk a lot, and he says I am one of the main people he talks to. I always talk to him like we are making decision together, and tell him that I have his back even when others are HOH. Now I do have his back...thats for sure....but I spose you could say....he is disposable to me. I wouldnt target him....but there are only 3 people I would evict over him. Casey, Brian and James.

Casey---I talk to him a good amount. And we have talked many times about our trust in one another, and how we have each others backs. I know how he is in these games though. And what Brian told me kind of proved it. He will be staying this week....but he can leave any time now.

James---James did nominate me....but it was only to ensure that Jordan left. He says he also had a backup plan incase she won veto. No matter what I was safe. He also says he wont be putting me in danger again. I dunno really.....if he left....I wouldnt care. And if I win HOH next.....he very well could be a nom.

Brian---If I keep him this week....he would have my back 100%. Unfortunately....I really dont see that happening.




So yea....things are pretty good for me. Ive positioned myself really well at this point. Im not gonna slow down though just cause I feel "comfortable". That is one of the worst things to do.

[Jeff]

This week couldnt have worked out better for me.
Shadow is HOH and is going after Angie. Angie is not someone I ever thought I would REALLY want out. But at this point, it just makes sense for my game.

She got MEGA pissed at me when I voted her as the Sab. Like mega pissed. I really wish I had the convo. But it was all on my phone of course. Basically she was saying how it was a slap in the face since I "sided" with the people who want her out. When in reality I simply voted for who I thought the Sab was. Sure it was those people who put the idea into my head....but I trust them. Sorry to you Angie if you dont trust them or they dont trust you.
She said later once she finally admitted that she was in fact the sab, that she hoped I would have caught on that she was the Sab, saying I should have known the power could help me too.

Ok for one.....I am not nearly close enough to you in this game to trust you with something that could have been a Coup......and second, the people you would use to get out with it....I kinda want around right now.

Bridget is rad, I really like her, but in this game right now she is really no use to me. It's no lie she has a lot of people running around with her. Reminiscent of one Kathleen Leneghan.

The funny thing is Kat is on the "side" I am siding with. I put it in quotes cause there isnt a clear cut split in the house. Angie forced that on herself.....and basically asked those who picked her as the Sab to go after her.

I am waiting for her to come crawling.

[Jeff]

Bridget Russell: (1:57:11 PM) do you have any idea how you're gonna vote assuming they stay the same?
technotronics621: (1:57:20 PM) at this point, not really
Bridget Russell: (1:57:42 PM) i have a lottttttt of reasons why it's smarter to keep me
technotronics621: (1:57:57 PM) well id be happy to hear em
Bridget Russell: (1:58:08 PM) my biggest one is i'm a human shield
Bridget Russell: (1:58:19 PM) for as long as i am in the game, people are going to come after me
Bridget Russell: (1:58:29 PM) thus, keeping the target further away from you
Bridget Russell: (1:58:38 PM) it's not likely, but say i do win HOH
Bridget Russell: (1:58:43 PM) i also have very clear targets
Bridget Russell: (1:59:42 PM) once i go, who is gonna be the new scapegoat
technotronics621: (1:59:57 PM) I dont think you are a scapegoat
Bridget Russell: (2:00:20 PM) how am i not? lol i'm the easiest person to put up
technotronics621: (2:00:24 PM) for some yea
Bridget Russell: (2:00:25 PM) you can give just about any reason for putting me up
technotronics621: (2:00:45 PM) theres also people who wouldnt go after you
Bridget Russell: (2:00:55 PM) the same people who won't go after me won't go after jee either
Bridget Russell: (2:02:07 PM) jee and i are both liked by some, disliked by others
Bridget Russell: (2:02:17 PM) the only thing is, i'm a better shield
Bridget Russell: (2:02:43 PM) and if i do win HOH, you're not seeing anything close to the block, regardless of how you vote
technotronics621: (2:02:51 PM) well how does it benefit my game to keep you around? I dont think the sheild thing is the best argument. I have left ppl in a game to leave a target around...and they go very very far
technotronics621: (2:02:55 PM) if not win the whole thing
Bridget Russell: (2:03:19 PM) understandable, if you leave a bunch of them in
Bridget Russell: (2:03:29 PM) but if i stay
Bridget Russell: (2:03:36 PM) shadow, shir, kathleen are going to target me until i leave
Bridget Russell: (2:03:57 PM) i'm only one person, i can't take all three of them down
Bridget Russell: (2:04:21 PM) especially since they're three of the best at challenges
Bridget Russell: (2:04:56 PM) how is leaving someone who is generally disliked in the game, but not after you at all, going to hurt you?
technotronics621: (2:05:10 PM) i dont think it will hurt me at all
Bridget Russell: (2:05:26 PM) you've got nothing to lose by keeping me here
technotronics621: (2:05:59 PM) but what do I have to gain??
Bridget Russell: (2:06:08 PM) someone who will keep you safe
Bridget Russell: (2:06:20 PM) if any one of my friends wins, that also keeps you safe
Bridget Russell: (2:06:27 PM) basically, it means you'd have no one after you
technotronics621: (2:06:46 PM) but then when it comes down to it....you choose those friends over me
technotronics621: (2:06:49 PM) and they choose you
Bridget Russell: (2:07:18 PM) i choose people who i have the best shot at continuing a game with. and idk why you wouldn't consider yourself one of my friends
Bridget Russell: (2:07:23 PM) i was always under the impression that you were
Bridget Russell: (2:07:35 PM) you're in the group i would choose over the others
technotronics621: (2:07:42 PM) no no i dont mean it that way
technotronics621: (2:07:54 PM) i just feel like there's people higher on your list than me
technotronics621: (2:08:05 PM) wether im your friend or not
Bridget Russell: (2:08:14 PM) i don't even know my list. the person i'm closest to is on the block next to me
Bridget Russell: (2:08:47 PM) i am not able to make a choice as to who my final two would be at this point, it's so early
technotronics621: (2:08:53 PM) the person youre closest to is jee???
Bridget Russell: (2:08:58 PM) but i've always considered to be "working" with you
Bridget Russell: (2:09:00 PM) yeah, game wise
Bridget Russell: (2:09:18 PM) friendships aside, jee and i have been really close. he was my partner from the beginning
Bridget Russell: (2:09:56 PM) it really sucks being on the block next to him, but i do wanna stay
technotronics621: (2:10:12 PM) i know
Bridget Russell: (2:10:12 PM) and i think it's far more beneficial to everyone besides shir, kathleen, and shadow, to keep me around
Bridget Russell: (2:10:48 PM) i'm a minimal competition threat. but i got a lot of heart
Bridget Russell: (2:10:52 PM) and i don't go down without a fight
Bridget Russell: (2:11:17 PM) your vote would mean a lot, plus i can help you more than jee can
technotronics621: (2:12:05 PM) well a lot still has to happen before any decisions are made
technotronics621: (2:12:10 PM) i have lots to think about
Bridget Russell: (2:12:46 PM) i know, and i'm not counting myself out for veto even if these odds are against me
Bridget Russell: (2:13:03 PM) but it's only a matter of time before people find someone else to target
Bridget Russell: (2:13:09 PM) cody and i won't stick around forever lol




She isnt putting up a great fight. But obviously I cant say the one thing that will shut her up.
She is telling me if she stays she wont go after me, but she will go after Shadow and Shir. These two people cannot leave yet for my game. So that right there makes me want to get rid of you. Sorry kiddo.

[Jeff]

Holy Bajesus this whole thing is pretty crazy.
After talking to Eric post noms....I felt pretty confident that I would stick around. But then last night I hear that there is a GREAT chance that I will be going home.
Shitty right???

But I am not gonna just let that happen. So I began making my way around. And the brutal thing was.....everyone was just saying they wanted to go with the majority. Well ya know.....I dont think there really was a "majority" keeping James. I think a few ppl said they were....and others ran with it. I know this is a tough vote for ppl.....but I really need to make a strong case for myself. With James.....you have a guy who straight up lied to a bunch of ppl last week. And with me.....ppl know I can be very trustworthy.

But I gotta say.....I got pretty discouraged last night. Even ppl I thought I was super close with.....were giving me the runaround. But I gotta make ppl know that they dont need to go with the majority. They need to grab their balls and make the majority. And to be honest.....I ended my night thinking it would be a lost cause.

I really wanted to talk to Alex. He wasnt on last night and I know he is someone who wont just settle for the majority. He wants me to stay.....and unlike some ppl.....I think he will help me out. He said he talked to Alison this morning....and they wanna round up the votes for me. I obviously gotta do some work as well.....but I am starting to feel a lot more confident.

I think I could get......Alex-Alison-Natalie-Shir
those are for sure

Then If I talk to ppl and confirm I can have majority I can get
Casey-Nick-Jee

Alex thinks that Dick might change his vote. Which I could see happening too. When I talked to him last night....he said he did it cause he heard that was majority.


And that my friends is the word of the week. God damn majority. Which is beyond stupid.

The thing that scared me last night was that there was no majority at all.....and ppl were just gonna play it safe and go with the first "majority" they heard of. Wether it was bullshit or not.

I work brutal hours today for what I gotta do.....but thank god for my iphone.

Lets get'er done!!!!

[Jeff]

HOLY CRAP!!!

I havent written since I stayed!

Other than during votes I guess....where you kinda got a run down.


Anyways this week is pretty awesome. HOH comes down to me and Natalie. I totally wish I won it....but I am happy with it being her. Although........I'm not 100% happy how it turned out after noms. We talked a lot about noms even before HOH was awarded. And I told her I would be putting up Eric and Will. We talked about needing to make a big move for our sakes. I was going after Eric....and she was going after Alison. That would be brilliant for me!! I dunno if the 4some of Eric, Ali, Alex and Sarah is legit.....but all 4 are deff strong and deff tight. So they need to be broken apart.

Nat expressed her concern in doing this. There is one more round before jury....and she doesnt wanna screw herself. Which I totally understand. I tried my hardest to get her to not pull a cop out and nominate Casey and Jee.



Britti: (11:22:31 PM) i dont know what im doing for sure yet. im so confused
technotronics621: (11:23:44 PM) how come?
technotronics621: (11:23:54 PM) like what confuses you?
Britti: (11:24:01 PM) idk i mean i wanna make a big move
Britti: (11:24:06 PM) but i dont wanna get fucked over the round before jury
technotronics621: (11:24:38 PM) yea i know what you mean
technotronics621: (11:24:43 PM) that would not be fun
technotronics621: (11:25:04 PM) like if Kat goes after you.....shes also going after Will
Britti: (11:25:07 PM) yeah
Britti: (11:25:09 PM) idk
Britti: (11:25:24 PM) i dont want to nominate her if she isnt after me for a few weeks
Britti: (11:25:26 PM) idk
Britti: (11:25:34 PM) jee told me straight up he was gonna nom me if he won
Britti: (11:25:36 PM) like wtf
technotronics621: (11:25:48 PM) yea thats really weird
Britti: (11:27:23 PM) casey told shadow he was pretty sure he was gonna get nominated
Britti: (11:27:24 PM) like
Britti: (11:27:25 PM) idk
Britti: (11:27:37 PM) i feel maybe my best bet would be to nom casey/jee to be safe and hope i can maybe backdoor someone?
technotronics621: (11:27:52 PM) do you think that will actually happen?
Britti: (11:28:17 PM) idk. like
Britti: (11:28:19 PM) to be honest
Britti: (11:28:45 PM) casey or jee wouldnt be a bad thing leaving for me, since casey told people he was worried i was gonna nom him (which is bsaically him saying he was after me so he should be nervous since i won) and jee straight up said he was gonna be after me
Britti: (11:28:47 PM) but idk
technotronics621: (11:29:17 PM) oh it would for sure benefit you
technotronics621: (11:29:43 PM) i mean i dont want to tell you what to do
technotronics621: (11:29:47 PM) so im down either way
Britti: (11:30:14 PM) oh i wouldnt consider you telling me anything what to do. i want to hear what you tihnk, it helps me sort out my thoughts
Britti: (11:30:18 PM) i really think like
Britti: (11:30:20 PM) kat needs to go
Britti: (11:30:22 PM)

technotronics621: (11:30:27 PM) i agree with you
technotronics621: (11:30:32 PM) i wish she had gone last week
technotronics621: (11:30:38 PM) to be perfectly honest
technotronics621: (11:30:40 PM) lol
technotronics621: (11:30:57 PM) and i truly think the best way to do that....is put up her and eric
technotronics621: (11:31:09 PM) casey and jee will go i think....
technotronics621: (11:31:12 PM) but thats just my thoughts
Britti: (11:33:12 PM) yeah
Britti: (11:33:12 PM) idk
Britti: (11:38:05 PM) i mean casey/jee leaving would not be terrible
Britti: (11:38:07 PM) ya kinda lame
Britti: (11:38:11 PM) but then someone who is after me is gone
technotronics621: (11:38:51 PM) think they will still go after you if you keep them safe?
Britti: (11:39:31 PM) well jee promised me he wouldnt
Britti: (11:39:37 PM) and i would like to talk to casey tonight or tomorrow
Britti: (11:39:39 PM) but idk
technotronics621: (11:39:47 PM) yea that would probably be a good idea
technotronics621: (11:40:14 PM) who knows.....we could start a coalition
technotronics621: (11:40:15 PM) hahaha
Britti: (11:40:22 PM) yeah i hear that
Britti: (11:40:30 PM) jee made a deal with me but i donno if he will keep it
technotronics621: (11:53:59 PM) those are the kind of things we just gotta go with our gut about
technotronics621: (11:54:09 PM) cause you cant ever really know for sure
Britti: (11:54:34 PM) yeah
Britti: (11:54:36 PM) true
Britti: (11:54:43 PM) cody and i are tlaking sorry im trying to get like
Britti: (11:54:47 PM) where everyone's minds are at
technotronics621: (11:54:51 PM) no no thats a good thing
technotronics621: (11:54:56 PM) what does he think?
Britti: (11:57:01 PM) he basically says he thinks the same thing i do
Britti: (11:57:02 PM) im like
Britti: (11:57:09 PM) everyone in the games renom option
Britti: (11:57:20 PM) not anyones initial nomination but if they had to put a pawn up it would be me
technotronics621: (11:59:23 PM) really?
technotronics621: (11:59:26 PM) why u think that
Britti: (11:59:35 PM) because
Britti: (11:59:36 PM) i feel like
Britti: (11:59:43 PM) i know i have you and jason on my side
Britti: (11:59:47 PM) but everyone else are like
Britti: (11:59:53 PM) lookin out for them selves and other people more
Britti: (11:59:56 PM) and im like
Britti: (12:00:05 AM) a middle of the road player people dont so much care about
Britti: (12:00:08 AM) easily forgotten
technotronics621: (12:00:29 AM) and thats why you gotta do something to push your way up
Britti: (12:00:42 AM) yeah
Britti: (12:00:49 AM) fuckers cant be like
Britti: (12:00:53 AM) SHE DOESNT WIN ANYTHING
Britti: (12:00:53 AM) anymore
Britti: (12:01:00 AM) final 11 and ive won 2 hohs
technotronics621: (12:01:38 AM) thats damn good
Britti: (12:02:36 AM) mhmm




We talked more about this on my phone. And at the end of it....I was pretty damn sure Casey and Jee were going to go up......with the plan of having the backdoor waiting. Which always sketches me out. Cause who the hell knows what can happen with veto?!?!?!


But anyways....it all turned out fine. Right from the moment veto picks were announced. Everyone who was playing......was going to use it.
Now Sheila has it....and someone will be coming off the block. And Allison will most likely be going up and out the door. I hate to do it cause I really like Kat....and we actually got off to a good start together this game. We are normally pinned against each other right away. And in those cases she comes out on top. So I'm sorry Kat
But the time has come for you to go.

[Jeff]

Dag yo

I just threw the piz under the bus pretty hard. Granted she already was writting him off I guess.....but its pretty big anyway.


technotronics621: (6:32:27 PM) so you were wondering why I gave you that sad face....
Shir: (6:32:35 PM) yeah lol
technotronics621: (6:32:41 PM) well i heard something
technotronics621: (6:32:46 PM) that made me go
Shir: (6:32:53 PM) what did u hear
technotronics621: (6:33:09 PM) that you wanted me nominated if veto was used last week
Shir: (6:34:02 PM) uhhh, no? i never even mentioned your name to jason
technotronics621: (6:35:01 PM) well i didnt say you said it to jason
Shir: (6:39:57 PM) well im sure u heard that after the whole thing with kat happened, there was this whole thing about an "alliance" which was sort of a way to kinda attempt to save her. when jason won, i knew me and shadow were going up. when talking to whoever, i told them if one of us comes down, possibly "jeff" will go up and then we would all be safe. doesnt mean i wanted u nominated and evicted though.
Shir: (6:40:37 PM) if i wanted u up as replacement, i would have campaigned for you specifically
Shir: (6:40:41 PM) with jason when he won veto
technotronics621: (6:41:05 PM) but why possibly me?
technotronics621: (6:41:14 PM) cause when i talked to you......"me" wasnt an option to you it seemed
Shir: (6:41:40 PM) what do u mean
Shir: (6:41:48 PM) ohh no, jason never told me anything about you though
technotronics621: (6:41:53 PM) no i know
technotronics621: (6:42:07 PM) i just heard that if you could try to push for me to go up....you would
Shir: (6:42:19 PM) i just thought from those he would actually nominate. i knew jee, natalie and casey were definite "no"s
Shir: (6:42:39 PM) but i didnt though. that doesnt make sense. of course the possibility was there to push for someone getting nominated
Shir: (6:42:40 PM) but i didnt
Shir: (6:42:47 PM) jason won veeto
Shir: (6:42:54 PM) he could have used it to nominate someone
Shir: (6:43:19 PM) i never even attempted. at that point, i was seriously just thinking about shadow
technotronics621: (6:43:37 PM) so you saying "from those he would nominate" and a no for Jee Casey and Britti........makes me think both Eric and Will come first for you over me
Shir: (6:45:08 PM) no cuz like if im talking to animal for instance, i cant be like "maybe tay will go up"
Shir: (6:46:01 PM) idk how to explain it. its idle talk. its like hyping something up to make it feel more legit. doesnt mean any of it was my intention and the fact that i never did campaign for it
Shir: (6:46:19 PM) i think shows that i wasnt actually thinking it
Shir: (6:47:16 PM) had shadow won veto, i asked britti who would go up. she told me someone [that wasnt you]. i didnt try and sway anything. i just wanted to know who i would be up against.
technotronics621: (6:48:10 PM) it wasnt britti who said it either
technotronics621: (6:48:14 PM) im just sayin......
Shir: (6:48:19 PM) i didnt think so cuz i never said anything to her
Shir: (6:48:20 PM) lol
technotronics621: (6:48:27 PM) i was just pretty surprised when i heard it
technotronics621: (6:48:30 PM) i even said.....thats random
Shir: (6:49:33 PM) i would want you to get evicted. ive considered u an ally since the beginning of the game. like last week? shadow was campaigning hardcore for jason to use veto on him and have cody backdoored. i was put in the middle of 2 allies basically.
Shir: (6:49:41 PM) in the end, cody was pissed at me
Shir: (6:49:47 PM) and shadow lef
Shir: (6:49:49 PM) left*
Shir: (6:49:55 PM) wouldnt*
Shir: (6:49:56 PM) btw
technotronics621: (6:50:09 PM) yea i figured
Shir: (6:52:28 PM) but no, this kind of sucks that wtvr i said is completely taken out of context. something i said either in passing or just as a possibility of what may happen, is being brought to you to make me look bad. i think its pretty clear who my target is. and its also disappointing to know that whoever i may have mentioned this to would actually twist things to make me look like i am targetting u
technotronics621: (6:53:26 PM) we are at the stage of the game where ppl are most definitely gonna do that
technotronics621: (6:53:43 PM) i for one dont dig that though
technotronics621: (6:53:44 PM) lol
technotronics621: (6:53:57 PM) i mean i told u i thought it was random......
Shir: (6:54:47 PM) no i know, me neither. and it is random. i even just wrote in my DR during last week how i would completely trust u with an hoh so it makes no sense for me to want you evicted if i felt this way about u with an hoh
technotronics621: (6:55:20 PM) thnx
Shir: (6:57:06 PM) and its not true that i would pick cody/animal over you. that alliance was made with a purpose and it fell through and then last week this whole thing with cody happened so i highly doubt he is happy with me. i know for a fact he doesnt feel the same way he did in the beginning of the game
Shir: (6:57:16 PM) when jason asked me to confirm things shadow told him
Shir: (6:57:18 PM) i didnt wanna lie
Shir: (6:57:54 PM) which could have possibly gotten cody backdoored... but it would have been unfair to shadow for me to deny any of it.
technotronics621: (6:58:16 PM) yea makes sense
technotronics621: (6:58:42 PM) alright well i need to gym it up
technotronics621: (6:58:46 PM) will you be around lata?
Shir: (6:58:52 PM) okayy. and yeah i should be
technotronics621: (6:58:56 PM) cool
technotronics621: (6:58:57 PM) ttyl
Shir: (6:58:59 PM) ttyl


Shir: (9:18:06 PM) hey billy.. um, do u think u can possibly tell me who told u that? cuz im wracking my brain trying to figure out
Shir: (9:18:19 PM) the only person i thought it could be was shadow
Shir: (9:18:46 PM) but he swears he didnt say that, so idk... im so confused. i swear i wont even confront the person if u dont want me to
Shir: (9:18:56 PM) i just kinda wanna know so i distance myself from that person
technotronics621: (9:19:10 PM)
technotronics621: (9:19:24 PM) youll say something
Shir: (9:19:35 PM) no i wont say anything if u dont want me to
technotronics621: (9:19:39 PM) but you will
technotronics621: (9:19:41 PM) i just know it
Shir: (9:19:43 PM) why?
technotronics621: (9:19:46 PM) cause of who it is
Shir: (9:19:48 PM) no i swear, i wont
Shir: (9:19:56 PM) i swearrrr i wont tell that person
technotronics621: (9:20:05 PM) promise
technotronics621: (9:20:09 PM) like promise promise
Shir: (9:20:10 PM) i promise on everything
Shir: (9:20:13 PM) EVERYTHING
Shir: (9:20:30 PM) i just need to know so that i never say anything game related to this person again
Shir: (9:20:46 PM) because anything i say will be twisted
technotronics621: (9:21:20 PM) ok
technotronics621: (9:21:45 PM) Taypiz said it
Shir: (9:22:05 PM) figured lol
Shir: (9:22:19 PM) why would u think i would tell him anything? im so over him now, god.
Shir: (9:22:29 PM) every time something fishy in the gae happened
Shir: (9:22:39 PM) i suspected him and he always talked his way out of it
Shir: (9:22:43 PM) its annoying as hell!
technotronics621: (9:22:48 PM) he is good
technotronics621: (9:23:01 PM) and plays the.....me in the f2??? never!!......game
technotronics621: (9:23:18 PM) lol
technotronics621: (9:23:20 PM) know what i mean?
Shir: (9:23:25 PM) and the "im just having fun"
technotronics621: (9:23:31 PM) yeppp
Shir: (9:23:37 PM) he's making this game extremely difficult by being an ass like this
Shir: (9:24:55 PM) this is such bullshit too, lol. couldnt find our convo in my logs which is why i sorta wrote him off. he for sureeeee exploded something that i said. but anyways, im not confronting him. whats the point. if he wins hoh and he knows u told me anything and i yell at him, we'll just be 2 easy noms for him
Shir: (9:25:14 PM) i rather he throw hoh
technotronics621: (9:26:15 PM) gooood call
Shir: (9:26:49 PM) im so maddddd, god. he's sooo good. even the "lie" early in the game, i had such a big feeling it was him
Shir: (9:27:03 PM) im lividddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. lol
technotronics621: (9:27:34 PM) what lie??
Shir: (9:27:47 PM) remember early in the game when houses split
Shir: (9:27:54 PM) bridget apparently heard from someone
Shir: (9:28:00 PM) that i was gonna nominate jason
Shir: (9:28:04 PM) then jason wins hoh
Shir: (9:28:05 PM) she tells him
Shir: (9:28:12 PM) and she wouldnt tell me who said it
Shir: (9:28:24 PM) but i knew it was a lie cuz i never said it to anyone
technotronics621: (9:28:33 PM) oh right!
technotronics621: (9:28:35 PM) jeez
Shir: (9:28:43 PM) and i had this hugeeee feeling it was tay, but he made me believe him
Shir: (9:28:46 PM) im a moron
technotronics621: (9:28:50 PM) nah
Shir: (9:28:56 PM) andd i spoke to him like 2 days ago and i told him who my noms would be
Shir: (9:28:57 PM) o.O
Shir: (9:29:14 PM) so yay me. if one wins hoh, he will for sure go to them with that
Shir: (9:31:24 PM) well 1 of them cant win hoh so phew

Brand new stage of the game now. Here we go

[Jeff]

Now Let me explain.

It wasnt Taylor that said this to me. It was Sheila. But of course I dont really want to say that it was him. I could do much more damage admitting that Taylor released this info. Because really.....he did.
He talked to Sheila about this, and Sheila showed me the convo.

Taypizzle (7:17:16 PM): wat
Taypizzle (7:17:25 PM): i would use veto this week?


xxyourdead101xx (7:17:40 PM): i guess
xxyourdead101xx (7:17:42 PM):


Taypizzle (7:17:43 PM): well they were pressuring me into using it if i won
Taypizzle (7:17:44 PM): lol
Taypizzle (7:18:16 PM): but shir told me if she could get jeff as replacement
Taypizzle (7:18:25 PM): then shed hope i used it
Taypizzle (7:18:26 PM): i said maybe


xxyourdead101xx (7:18:30 PM): oh rlly?
xxyourdead101xx (7:18:31 PM): jeff?


Taypizzle (7:18:34 PM): yeah idk


We have been hearing about the whole Nick, Sarah, Eric and Will alliance. Who knows if it is true or not. Regardless, two of those people are the main people I want out of this game. So any chance to mess em up, I am down.

[Jeff]

Alright

Its jury now, so I think its time I once again go through everyone and give you the run down on whats what.


YAY




Mr. Casey
Its kind of funny. I started off this game being very weary of him. I have played with him again since URTV9....and it only went aight. But I just think I had a misconception of him. I still think you need to be careful with him, but he is someone I now need to keep very close to me. I talked to Natalie, and we think that we should have a 4some alliance with Sheila, Casey, myself and Nat. I think this works very well. I recently made a F3 with Sheila and Nat, so yea....it works.




Well he tried to get me out. So obviously he is on my hit list. But he did talk to me the Dick eviction week, saying that he had a wrong impression of me, and I was cooler than he thought.
lol
Not really sure what to make of it though. Obviously I went a long with it. I will for sure nominate him if I win though. And I have a hunch he would say the same about me.




I need to start talking to Jee a lot more. We were pretty good before, but then he voted me out, and I think he thinks I am against him now. But I dont really think that way. We talked briefly, saying we need to stick together, so I now need to make sure he thinks this.




Obviously my main ally in this game. She is my only F2, and I feel like we have made a very good team this entire game. Each and every week, we have been on the right side of the vote, and we have helped to make each of those boots happen. Obviously her winning 2 HOH's helped, but I think we are both social enough and well liked, that we can leave a good impression on ppl. We are in a good position. From my view point anyway.




Nick is a tricky dude. I trusted him up until now. He didnt necesarily do anything to me to make me not trust him......I just know how he plays. I obviously owe him a lot, but like I said before.....its time to start ditching a few ppl who helped me get to this spot. Allison, Alex, Nick and Sarah are those people. 2 are gone....and we will see what happens with the others. I threw Nick under the bus to throw a wrench in the supposed alliance of Sarah/Nick/Eric/Will
Sarah definitely doesnt trust Nick anymore, so I definitely helped make that happen.




I dont think Sarah will go after me....but I no longer have her back. I dont think I would nominate her just yet....but if she ends up on the block again....she could easily get my vote. But I need to keep playing it like I want her around. But she needs to go.




Sheila is probably my second closest ally right now. I have a F3 with her and Natalie, and we share info and trust each other. She is extremely close with Natalie, so that will be something I need to watch out for.
I'll put it this way.....if the F4 actual becomes myself, Casey, Sheila and Nat......and I won veto.......I would probably boot Sheila. She would be pissed....but I am fairly certain she would take Natalie to the end if she won final HOH. That is obviously a long time down the road....but I 100% have her back until then.




I wish he wasnt around anymore. I do not trust him at all. I do not like his game play at all. It just annoys me. He does so many pointless things. And thinking I was gonna fall for the "lets cause a tie", is absurd. If I win HOH...he will sit on the block next to Eric. Will he nominate me? I have absolutely no idea.





So thats where things stand with me at this point. I am sick of people saying that my game sucks, and that I am just a vote. The fact is......each week, the person I wanted out, walked out the door. Maybe I cant win comps.....but I am still here, and I have most definitely made an impression on this game. I stayed around on a very very close vote. One in which the HOH wanted me gone. One in which I was counted as a dead man for most of the voting period.
People will say Alex is to thank for this.....but really all he did was get the ball rolling. Everyone was going with majority....and I needed someone to change that. Clearly I put myself in a position with Alex where he would want to do that for me. And that my friends had been the case since Day 1.

Thats my rant about that for now.....I guess I just need to be a bit more obvious with my gameplay?


But whatever....if I make F2....they will all see that I aint just a vote.


Lets get me an HOH win this week!!!!
Like fo real.....it needs to happen.