CandyLand: The Game

[jordan]

kc kc kc kc, i hope your on soon cause i gotta be at work at 3:30 center time. just thought id write this incase your on invisy on aim.

week one was rough for me. i felt like the first minute nominations were posted i was goin to lose someone close to me & guess what? i did. i think having kail/erika in the game would have worked out better for me than eric/casey. i dont really talk to eric/casey as much as i talked to the other pair, so i didn't have that working out for me. ill miss both bunches.

now coming into week two, i feel like im in an okay position. the only thing that sucks is that i feel like dick might not be overly social in the game or at least thats what i have a couple people telling me. dick's a fun guy to talk too, so i guess i just assume the way he talks to me, is the way he talks to everyone. i think we can work on this and im positive things can change. i believe in the power of team sexy.

now, as for as hoh goes, i dont see us pulling out a victory which would be excellent in my book, but no cigar. not trying to be a negative nancy its just the cold hard facts. like dick telling me he is terrible at mazes and the fact i have a new computer that goes crazy on me every ten minutes. ugh. just sayinnn. i do feel like brian/allison could have this one in the game. i think cody/james will be running up there, right beside them. i know brian really wants hoh and when he has mind set on something, nothing gets in that boys way. allison is overall competition queen. *bows* ;D i just think they got this. on the other hand we have cody/james probably coming in close. i feel like this because they know they cant be throwing everything because week one, they were almost a nominee on the block.

now as to who i want to win? allison/brian. that equals safety to the max for dick and myself. as for will/james winning, well i could go on the block because as close as will and i sometimes, i dont think he's goin to be putting his neck out for me in this game. if any other team was to win this, i think id mostly be surprised, but im just goin to sit back and see what happens. kick up my feet and grab my favorite mag, and watch from the stands.

so, in short if that confused everyone cause i feel like im rambling. im not throwing this, but i dont think were goin to be at all. as for my gameplay, just being social and trying to get in good with some folks by spilling a little information at a time. 2nice.


xoxo-

[jordan]

oh one more quick side note: brian has a feeling there is an america's player in this game. he thinks its dan.

now, i could see how he would think this because i think there is goin to be a twist from each season, but i dont think the twist is dan at all. it just doesnt seem like he would get to be the AP if he wasn't in the orginal game. i mean that second chances wasn't planned in all this biz. so, if there is an AP, i think its probably dr. will. cause im looking at the things he's done in the game so far and ya, it seems like he could be.

i mean he has a safety deal with dan/jenna, which i thought was weird for him, but dr will plays games smart, so maybe he did that for himself. plus, i know he has deals with more than just dan/jenna. he has deals with shadow/jason also. i believe there was another couple, but i dont have my head on straight right now.

also, he was trying really hard to get erika/kail to stay in the game. just kind of interesting. lol, i totally forgot to write about the whole plan he had to save erika/kail. i forgot to write about it. :/ but anyways, the plan obviously did work.

so, if there is an americans player that isnt dr will or dan, than they didn't have a very interesting task this week because those were the only two that stuck out in my head tbh.

k, xoxo -

[jordan]

so first i want to say fml cause james is hoh. this boy i love to watch play, but really dislike playing with him because he always comes after me. i can't really say much tho cause this game i do have him ranked like second two last or last. something like that anyways. yah, i knew at the beginning of the game he was thinking about coming after me. that sucks really bad. so bad. jason was the first person to tell me to watch out for james. next, when erika was in the game, she pretty much said it, without saying it that james wanted to target me. two people. now moving on, james gets hoh. worst moment of my urtv life. dan and dr will tell me that he's probably goin to put me up unless i do something about this. so now i have to do something about this. so pretty much, i got tips and stuff from people that might help me out.

i'm just goin to talk to james like a grown up. im not goin to act like im attacking him or going to try and do my famous andii "guilt trip." no, i'm just going to give it my all. first off, cody said that james thinks i threw that challenge, which i didnt throw it at all. i just suck at stuff like that. i wish i had thrown that competition. but yah, im going to fix that. next, i guess im just not trustworthy to him. im not sure why, but i scare him. its so weird cause he told me he was looking forward to playing with me like two months ago when i was housecalling in bbstarz. i don't get the kid at all. i mean he's like a robot. he doesnt have emotions. i cant even get a rise out of him when i flirt with him.

so im just goin to wait patiently online tomorrow and wait for him to come visit me. also, cody is the other hoh and i wish i was in his house cause than i wouldnt have to worry about getting nominated, but tbh with everyone im not going to worry has much as i have in the past cause if this is really goin to be my last game i want it to just be fun and strategy stuff. tada.

xoxo - jayy

[jordan]

hi my lovely dr where i come to vent when im frustrated with the rest of the world. first issue of discussion: i tried to make my first real deal in the game with james and i got denied. thats a little bit of a burn in the face. ill get over it. its just like being a little kid and tripping over a crack in the sidewalk and falling. ouch. but no it was goin to be my first legit deal of the game and i failed. oh well, not gonna cry over spilt milk. he basically just showed me his cards right there. im probably goin to be replacement nominee, so i really want to win pov if i dont go up. i just want this kid to trust me and its not lookin good in my favor.

so i guess he's thinking about doing either jeff/jordan or nick/jess for his nominations. this sucks cause i dont think id go home if i went up against jeff, but i dont want him goin up. its just kind of a loyalty thing. i hate that taylor could go up. i dont want that at all. he's my baby brother. i love him. im sayin it now, hardest game of my life. if i make it past this round, i think im golden for the rest of the game until i get back to sheila and dan.

oh, and im still trying to push i have no one in this game because everyone thinks that i have so many allies. its actually a part of the strategy. i don't think its working, but if i just repeat the same thing over and over it might work. one rule of games and life: dont change your stories. ever. it makes things worse.

k, i think thats it for the time being.

xoxo - jayy

[jordan]

whoa. this week came to no surprise when the bot nominated me. i really hate the block, but i tried to play it off cool like i didnt really mind it. k, i really don't like the block and the bot is the only person i didnt want to win hoh in the whole game and the kid does. if it was a partner's week, i dont think i would have had anything to worry about at all. i didnt really fore see dr will putting me up. so when it wasn't, i knew i was screwed from the get go with luck.

plus, i feel like people's additudes have changed with me. it was like so sudden its weird. i know a lot people are goin to say im getting paranoid, but you can tell when something is up. esp, when its people your close too. alex all the sudden seems to be a super big smartass with me when we were talking for like the last week and everything has been fine. i really wanted to work with alex in this game, but now i just dont really know where he stands with me. i don't like this at all. also, i feel like natalie doesn't really want to talk game with me either. super weird. it's kind of depressing, but ill get by. not a huge deal. anyways, the whole rumor is there's an alliance of nick - nat - jessica - shadow. everyone else is suppose to be on the outside. i dont really talk to jessica. we just don't talk. i try to talk to her, but i always feel like im forcing conversation with her. :/ as for mr nick, today he told me he's the only person in the game i can really trust. i don't know what that means because it scares me a little bit. i mean if i cant trust my brother, who can i really trust? i want to trust taylor, but i dont want him to vote me out.

i need to figure all of this out because if i dont win this pov its over. im not being a negative nancy, im just stating the truth. i am determinated to stay in this game. i think i can really do this. i think that if there is a will, there is a way. if i make it through this week, i can handle anything. i hope that brian and i get to take on the rest of this house because together were going to be so strong, i have a feeling.

*crosses fingers*

i have to have this. im not ready to give it all up just yet.


xoxo - jayy

oh ps. i miss joe. i really hope there is a come back twist and he comes back because that kid is so smart and he knows how to play the game. he deserves to be here more than me probably. <3

[jordan]

So, I just wanted to say before I go to bed, that I'm getting tired of one of my best friends in the game talking about me behind my back. Ya, its a game, but that doesn't mean it wont hurts my feelings. I get we all do things for games purposes, but not coming to me in the game thats a big thing. Than talking to one of my best friends in the game about me, who is obviously showing me all of the chat logs. Yah, not smooth when Im suppose to be coming to see you in a month and a half. I don't get how you could actually do this. When I've been giving you plently of chances to come clean about everything. It's sad. It really is. None of these other people are going to come see you, but I am. I get it, I'm a big threat, but so are plenty of other people in this game. Just pin point the one that means the least to you I guess. I just didnt see this coming from you was all. Right out of left field. Sometimes people surprise me. Thats all.


xoxo - jayy


Ps. I wouldnt do this to you and you know it. I just wish you could have been honest with me instead of acting like you did nothing wrong.

[jordan]

k, so i just basically gave up, but i didnt give up at the same time. it sucks that im leaving so soon, but it is what it is and i cant change peoples mind. i just hate the fact everyone thinks im a liar. i am not a liar, k? im a pretty awesome person js. i think this game is really going to get to ugly for me, so should be glad im leaving it. at least i get to take some good things out of the game with me even tho i wasn't here for long.

some good things:

becoming closer to joe. he's one of the bestest guys i know. so im happy about this. joe and i both get underestimated in games, but i think for once i didnt get underestimated and i got overestimated. its weird, cause once you get what you want, you dont want it at all. lol. but joe love<3

becoming closer to alex. i really have enjoyed skyping with him. its been one of the funniest parts of the game for me. i really missed judged him in urtv9. he turned out to be someone totally different than i thought. this is such a good thing too. plus, he has the best accent ever. js.

getting to play with some of my closest friends and at the same time hating to play with some of my closest friends. its crazy how that works out, but its true. so yaaa. im going to do a thanks page or whatever, but thanks meow and kc. i love you guys and thank you so much for letting me play in all stars. even tho it was a short road. it was still fun.

xoxo - jayy